His knuckles whitened as his grip was toughening on the hard head board.
His ocean like eye's rolled into the back of his head and his long blonde
hair was thrown back as he tossed his head about, moaning with
satisfaction. He wrapped his fingers into his boyfriends long, brown curls
then pulled him sharply up. "Kane, listen." He panted. "I know me and
Christian are challenging you for the tag titles tonight" Kane was silent,
he forget he was still the champion with Rob. "And so I've been thinking,
maybe because you aren't talking to Rob, maybe you could drop them to us? I
mean you don't have to but with you not speaking to him and me being you're
boyfriend again, it would be nice wouldn't it?"
Kane turned and looked at the plain walls. He would be the first to admit it would be a big help not to be champion with Rob, he could go and challenge Hunter for the world championship, release some revenge out on him in the process. A feeling deep inside though, a nagging feeling, was telling him to say NO, stay with Rob in the ring, see how it goes. "I'll think about you"
"Aww. I knew you would" He kissed Kane's nose, then trailed down to his mouth. A rough kiss followed, Jericho biting at Kane's bottom lip then sucking cruelly. "I swear I've changed. I promise"
* "Christian, you need to go out in a minute, you sure you know what I've asked you to do?" Chris Jericho tensed up Christian, whose boyfriend Edge was still in Toronto after breaking his neck, Christian was also a fellow Canadian but most of all, he was probably Chris's only friend. "Yeah I got it, relax it's in the bag" Christian's music played and he left behind the black curtain to the ring area.
Lazily kicking his feet, trying to at least look as if he was warming up for the match, Rob couldn't help but hate himself. Kane was sure not going to be in a good mood. He'd spent the whole day yesterday trying to find Kane; he'd asked lots of people if they had seen Kane. But none of them had. After three and half hours of being locked away in a lift Kane had took his bag and left the room, leaving no note or no clue to where he'd be. Picking up his title belt he heard Chris Jericho's music which meant he'd be out next. Taking a deep breath of air and releasing it he walked out.
"Oh what a Thunderous chokeslam to Chris Jericho! Kane's definitely been a foul mood tonight" J.R noted
"Yeah, he hasn't even been acknowledging his own partner!" Jerry commented in his happy go lucky manor.
"Five star frog splash!" J.R shouted
The referee counted the pin fall and Rob's music played as the fans cheered loudly for the tag champs. Christian wasted no time in running to the back. Kane grabbed his title belt and immediately left the ring, Rob chasing after.
"Kane! Wait up"
"Why? You got up and left in a hurry so I don't see why I can't"
"No Kane what happened was I was in the-..." Before he could finish Chris Jericho appeared looking quite cross.
"Kane, a word in you're shell like, I've asked if we can speak in the GM's office, more private" He glared at Rob. Watching Kane walk away with his so called ex and leaving him standing there feeling isolated, cold, unloved, unwanted. This isn't what he wanted, he longed for the chance to hold Kane close and tell him he loved him. But that chance was shattered. Slowly, as if not wanting to move, he turned to his and Kane's locker room and entered. His feelings meant nothing anymore, never in his life had Rob Van Dam ever committed himself to someone as deeply as he done to Kane. He'd vowed ever since his bullied and troubled childhood that he'd never love someone, but as soon as he saw Kane when ECW invaded, Rob would be lying if he said he didn't find him sexual alluring somehow, but Rob being who he was, he brushed away the feelings, only for them to come back stronger than ever, proving that everyone needs love.
"You said you'd let me and Christian win!"
"I did not, I said I'd think about it and I did, I'd rather you earned the chance to have these, like we did"
"I'm you're boyfriend, you're meant to love me enough to give me them belts dammit!" there was an awkward silence, that was soon filled by Jericho's voice again. "You know, I meant it when no one else would want you" He slyly grabbed Kane's chain and kissed him hard crushing his lips to his. "Now do you believe me, not even that stoner RVD wanted you" Jericho said bitterly.
"He is not a stoner" Kane snapped in Rob's defence. He bowed his head though, Chris was....Chris was right.
*He slumped onto the bench, reached over for the nearest bottle of water and tipped the warming liquid over him. Soaking his hair and drenching his face. He looked at the belt he still clung in his hand. Did this mean anything now Kane wasn't interested in his friendship? He looked over to wear Kane's stuff was, not in it's usual place next to him, but far over in the corner on the opposite side. "Oh my God" He dropped his title and walked over to Kane's gym bag. He knelt down on the floor, picking up what was left of the slipknot t-shirt. Shredded bits of the black cloth were spread over the floor, three necklaces, the three Rob had held in his hand and had wore for that night, smashed into tiny pieces. The ring, broken into two, the black crystal heart destroyed the pieces just left for Kane to find. The door handle clicked and the door was pushed open, Kane walked in but stopped dead at the sight before him.
Authors Note: The beginning of this chapter is to show you the difference between making love, and just plain using for sex. Chris's wasn't telling him how much he loved him; instead he was discussing a plan to get himself a title at Kane's expense. Plus, I tried to show you that Chris's kiss wasn't as loving as Robs. I'm not to sure if the small argument between Chris and Kane ended well, I may re write it, it did need to sound as though Kane was succumbing to Chris's mental manipulation Read and Review please and tell me what you think!
Kane turned and looked at the plain walls. He would be the first to admit it would be a big help not to be champion with Rob, he could go and challenge Hunter for the world championship, release some revenge out on him in the process. A feeling deep inside though, a nagging feeling, was telling him to say NO, stay with Rob in the ring, see how it goes. "I'll think about you"
"Aww. I knew you would" He kissed Kane's nose, then trailed down to his mouth. A rough kiss followed, Jericho biting at Kane's bottom lip then sucking cruelly. "I swear I've changed. I promise"
* "Christian, you need to go out in a minute, you sure you know what I've asked you to do?" Chris Jericho tensed up Christian, whose boyfriend Edge was still in Toronto after breaking his neck, Christian was also a fellow Canadian but most of all, he was probably Chris's only friend. "Yeah I got it, relax it's in the bag" Christian's music played and he left behind the black curtain to the ring area.
Lazily kicking his feet, trying to at least look as if he was warming up for the match, Rob couldn't help but hate himself. Kane was sure not going to be in a good mood. He'd spent the whole day yesterday trying to find Kane; he'd asked lots of people if they had seen Kane. But none of them had. After three and half hours of being locked away in a lift Kane had took his bag and left the room, leaving no note or no clue to where he'd be. Picking up his title belt he heard Chris Jericho's music which meant he'd be out next. Taking a deep breath of air and releasing it he walked out.
"Oh what a Thunderous chokeslam to Chris Jericho! Kane's definitely been a foul mood tonight" J.R noted
"Yeah, he hasn't even been acknowledging his own partner!" Jerry commented in his happy go lucky manor.
"Five star frog splash!" J.R shouted
The referee counted the pin fall and Rob's music played as the fans cheered loudly for the tag champs. Christian wasted no time in running to the back. Kane grabbed his title belt and immediately left the ring, Rob chasing after.
"Kane! Wait up"
"Why? You got up and left in a hurry so I don't see why I can't"
"No Kane what happened was I was in the-..." Before he could finish Chris Jericho appeared looking quite cross.
"Kane, a word in you're shell like, I've asked if we can speak in the GM's office, more private" He glared at Rob. Watching Kane walk away with his so called ex and leaving him standing there feeling isolated, cold, unloved, unwanted. This isn't what he wanted, he longed for the chance to hold Kane close and tell him he loved him. But that chance was shattered. Slowly, as if not wanting to move, he turned to his and Kane's locker room and entered. His feelings meant nothing anymore, never in his life had Rob Van Dam ever committed himself to someone as deeply as he done to Kane. He'd vowed ever since his bullied and troubled childhood that he'd never love someone, but as soon as he saw Kane when ECW invaded, Rob would be lying if he said he didn't find him sexual alluring somehow, but Rob being who he was, he brushed away the feelings, only for them to come back stronger than ever, proving that everyone needs love.
"You said you'd let me and Christian win!"
"I did not, I said I'd think about it and I did, I'd rather you earned the chance to have these, like we did"
"I'm you're boyfriend, you're meant to love me enough to give me them belts dammit!" there was an awkward silence, that was soon filled by Jericho's voice again. "You know, I meant it when no one else would want you" He slyly grabbed Kane's chain and kissed him hard crushing his lips to his. "Now do you believe me, not even that stoner RVD wanted you" Jericho said bitterly.
"He is not a stoner" Kane snapped in Rob's defence. He bowed his head though, Chris was....Chris was right.
*He slumped onto the bench, reached over for the nearest bottle of water and tipped the warming liquid over him. Soaking his hair and drenching his face. He looked at the belt he still clung in his hand. Did this mean anything now Kane wasn't interested in his friendship? He looked over to wear Kane's stuff was, not in it's usual place next to him, but far over in the corner on the opposite side. "Oh my God" He dropped his title and walked over to Kane's gym bag. He knelt down on the floor, picking up what was left of the slipknot t-shirt. Shredded bits of the black cloth were spread over the floor, three necklaces, the three Rob had held in his hand and had wore for that night, smashed into tiny pieces. The ring, broken into two, the black crystal heart destroyed the pieces just left for Kane to find. The door handle clicked and the door was pushed open, Kane walked in but stopped dead at the sight before him.
Authors Note: The beginning of this chapter is to show you the difference between making love, and just plain using for sex. Chris's wasn't telling him how much he loved him; instead he was discussing a plan to get himself a title at Kane's expense. Plus, I tried to show you that Chris's kiss wasn't as loving as Robs. I'm not to sure if the small argument between Chris and Kane ended well, I may re write it, it did need to sound as though Kane was succumbing to Chris's mental manipulation Read and Review please and tell me what you think!