(this chapter is going to be in Trinity's POV, because she has to express all her feelings rite now about her brothers, and her parents and Ryland, who is going to be a...... guy? not telling, read on! anyway, thanks for the reviews and awsum ideas guys, u all rock my socks! anyway, remember Trinity's POV!!!! enjoy!)
Life sucks, that sums everything up at this moment. Yah, it had been worse, but life still sucks. I have no idea where my mom is these days, all I hear from my dad is mumbles of something about the cafe. I really missed my mom too, she ad been home for a total of one days since her business trip in New York, and that sucks royally. Who wants to hear the top 5 reason's I hate my life?
5) My dad. Dan, everyone knows him, everyone loves him. And if you don't know him or love him you will, with his many threats to the people of Tree Hill or the bribes. He owns the Scott Ford Dealership, and he also is part owner of Keith's auto shop, but he acts like it's his own. Ya, I really should love my dad right? He's my dad, one of the people who gave me life? Well, how can you love someone who ignores you, forgets all about you, and saved the very smallest part of his heart for you? Exactly, you can't.
4)Moving down the list, next reason is probably my mom, Deb. I love her so much, so much more than my father, and I would love her more if she was ever home. So she loves her job, and without her job, I probably wouldn't have some of the stuff I have now right? Wrong...My dad brings home a lot of money from his job, so my mom could be home a lot. But she never is, so what's the point of calling her my mom? She is probably the least important person in my life at this moment, and probably the least active person in my life too.
3) Basketball, probably the main reason for all the problems my family has. Nathan once took 'preformance inhancers' for basketball and he wound up in the hospital. Basketball is the only way my father pays attention to me, but then he goes and forgets about all the important basketball dates in my life. And basketball isn't so bad, it's my getaway, whenever I play, nothing else matters. But still, basketball screws over a lot of people. I mean, look at Lucas, he was fine before Whitey asked him to play basketball, but now, he is so different. He's always hanging out with girls now, and his life is around basketball. But he isn't as bad as Nathan, whos whole life is around basketball.
2) Family. Ok this was kinda already covered but still, this is my whole family. They story of my life, one true brother, two 'happily married' parents, a half brother and then an uncle, whom I haven't talked too, in a very long time. If given the chance to trade families with anyone anywhere, I would take it in seconds.
And the number one reason why I hate my life...
1) Being a Scott bites. This is kinda summing everything up, all in one. From the minute I was born, I was a Scott, I can't deny it. I can't wait til I turn 18, moving out of this house A.S.A.P. Maybe when Nath turns 18, I can move out with him. You know, once they know you're a Scott, your labeled. Like take the basketball team, I was standing around the gym, deciding wether or not to try out, and then they said I was on the team. Just like that, no tryouts or anything. Just because I was a Scott, they expected me to be the most amazing basketball player ever, and I was pretty good but that's not the point. I'm talking about labels here and I hate them. Label's bite and being a Scott is the worst thing in the world.
Ok, yah, that was kinda harsh but it's the way I feel. But here is my counter to those, Top 5 Reasons to Why my life is on the okay side.
5) Lucas, one of the best people around. Yah, he is changed but deep down, he's Luke, the Luke who was so nice to me that one day at the Cafe. He knows how I feel, he's been through the same things. He's had the horrors with Dan, the troubles with Nathan and they way life can just suck. But he always know what to say, when to say it and everything. And I have such a better relationship with him over Nathan.
4) Haley. There is so much to say about Haley these days. She makes everything for everyone better. Nathan has even been better since he met her. He actually smiles these days, and he doesn't take all the krap our dad gives him anymore. Haley is like the sister I never had and the perfect person for Nathan, way better than the other girls hes been with.
3)Ryland, yes he said all that stuff about me and my family but he was such a nice guy. I could talk to him about Nathan and he would understand it all, all of it. He's been in the same situations as me with his brother and his family and we just clicked. But then he had his mental breakdown about him brother, so hes sorta gone now, even though he's in my class, I don't think I can talk to him again.
2) Well, I guess this spot belongs to Basketball. Yes, it was on my hate list but it's on here too. Like I said, it's my getaway. Everything is gone when that leather ball is in my hands and the lines of the court at my feet, it just feels so right. I can't help saying it's my dad's fault I'm into basketball because it is his fault. The only way he would pay attention to me, to notice me, was for me to play basketball. And look where it got me?
And the number one reason why my life is kinda on the okay side...
1) Brothers, but not my brothers, brothers in general. Like my brothers and Ryland's brother. It's just the way things work out. You know? Even if you get ignored royally, they are always there for you. And even though they say they hate you, it's just there brotherly love taking over. They just can't stand there little siblings being around, its instinct. But way deep down inside your brother, they love you, and they care for you and they would always wanna be there for you, no matter what.
There's my life in summary at the moment, but wait until tomorrow with the big game. Woohoo, I love my life at times but then the stuff from the first list happens, so it evens out.
(ok i needed that guys, lol, tell me what you think of it, it was one of my first POV side of this story, so Review please! R&R! R&R! yay! and the next chap is comin soon! yaay!)
Life sucks, that sums everything up at this moment. Yah, it had been worse, but life still sucks. I have no idea where my mom is these days, all I hear from my dad is mumbles of something about the cafe. I really missed my mom too, she ad been home for a total of one days since her business trip in New York, and that sucks royally. Who wants to hear the top 5 reason's I hate my life?
5) My dad. Dan, everyone knows him, everyone loves him. And if you don't know him or love him you will, with his many threats to the people of Tree Hill or the bribes. He owns the Scott Ford Dealership, and he also is part owner of Keith's auto shop, but he acts like it's his own. Ya, I really should love my dad right? He's my dad, one of the people who gave me life? Well, how can you love someone who ignores you, forgets all about you, and saved the very smallest part of his heart for you? Exactly, you can't.
4)Moving down the list, next reason is probably my mom, Deb. I love her so much, so much more than my father, and I would love her more if she was ever home. So she loves her job, and without her job, I probably wouldn't have some of the stuff I have now right? Wrong...My dad brings home a lot of money from his job, so my mom could be home a lot. But she never is, so what's the point of calling her my mom? She is probably the least important person in my life at this moment, and probably the least active person in my life too.
3) Basketball, probably the main reason for all the problems my family has. Nathan once took 'preformance inhancers' for basketball and he wound up in the hospital. Basketball is the only way my father pays attention to me, but then he goes and forgets about all the important basketball dates in my life. And basketball isn't so bad, it's my getaway, whenever I play, nothing else matters. But still, basketball screws over a lot of people. I mean, look at Lucas, he was fine before Whitey asked him to play basketball, but now, he is so different. He's always hanging out with girls now, and his life is around basketball. But he isn't as bad as Nathan, whos whole life is around basketball.
2) Family. Ok this was kinda already covered but still, this is my whole family. They story of my life, one true brother, two 'happily married' parents, a half brother and then an uncle, whom I haven't talked too, in a very long time. If given the chance to trade families with anyone anywhere, I would take it in seconds.
And the number one reason why I hate my life...
1) Being a Scott bites. This is kinda summing everything up, all in one. From the minute I was born, I was a Scott, I can't deny it. I can't wait til I turn 18, moving out of this house A.S.A.P. Maybe when Nath turns 18, I can move out with him. You know, once they know you're a Scott, your labeled. Like take the basketball team, I was standing around the gym, deciding wether or not to try out, and then they said I was on the team. Just like that, no tryouts or anything. Just because I was a Scott, they expected me to be the most amazing basketball player ever, and I was pretty good but that's not the point. I'm talking about labels here and I hate them. Label's bite and being a Scott is the worst thing in the world.
Ok, yah, that was kinda harsh but it's the way I feel. But here is my counter to those, Top 5 Reasons to Why my life is on the okay side.
5) Lucas, one of the best people around. Yah, he is changed but deep down, he's Luke, the Luke who was so nice to me that one day at the Cafe. He knows how I feel, he's been through the same things. He's had the horrors with Dan, the troubles with Nathan and they way life can just suck. But he always know what to say, when to say it and everything. And I have such a better relationship with him over Nathan.
4) Haley. There is so much to say about Haley these days. She makes everything for everyone better. Nathan has even been better since he met her. He actually smiles these days, and he doesn't take all the krap our dad gives him anymore. Haley is like the sister I never had and the perfect person for Nathan, way better than the other girls hes been with.
3)Ryland, yes he said all that stuff about me and my family but he was such a nice guy. I could talk to him about Nathan and he would understand it all, all of it. He's been in the same situations as me with his brother and his family and we just clicked. But then he had his mental breakdown about him brother, so hes sorta gone now, even though he's in my class, I don't think I can talk to him again.
2) Well, I guess this spot belongs to Basketball. Yes, it was on my hate list but it's on here too. Like I said, it's my getaway. Everything is gone when that leather ball is in my hands and the lines of the court at my feet, it just feels so right. I can't help saying it's my dad's fault I'm into basketball because it is his fault. The only way he would pay attention to me, to notice me, was for me to play basketball. And look where it got me?
And the number one reason why my life is kinda on the okay side...
1) Brothers, but not my brothers, brothers in general. Like my brothers and Ryland's brother. It's just the way things work out. You know? Even if you get ignored royally, they are always there for you. And even though they say they hate you, it's just there brotherly love taking over. They just can't stand there little siblings being around, its instinct. But way deep down inside your brother, they love you, and they care for you and they would always wanna be there for you, no matter what.
There's my life in summary at the moment, but wait until tomorrow with the big game. Woohoo, I love my life at times but then the stuff from the first list happens, so it evens out.
(ok i needed that guys, lol, tell me what you think of it, it was one of my first POV side of this story, so Review please! R&R! R&R! yay! and the next chap is comin soon! yaay!)