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Author's notes :

Hi! Thanks for everybody who has reviewed the previous chapter. I'm so happy!

Hmm.. this chapter consist of Hiwatari's POV and Krad's POV. I made this chapter in present and I think, if I make another chapter from someone's POV (except author's POV) again, I'll made them in present too.

Anyway, please enjoy this chapter. A bit angst… but, hope you like it!

-chapter 1 : my feeling for you-

Hiwatari's POV

As usual, because of my illness, I need at least 30 seconds to completely get up this morning. My head is hurt. Perhaps, it because I was thinking really hard last night.

"We're friends, aren't we?!"

Hhh.. I don't know either why I care about that sentence so much. But I can't help it. That sentence has bothered my mind since the very first moment I hear it.

I know that he isn't wrong. We ARE friends. But, I feel something isn't right. I know that he cares to me and I care to him too. But, for me, he is more than just a friend. That feeling come suddenly and even I myself almost doesn't recognize it.

What kind of feeling is this?

I try to stop thinking about that and prepare myself to go to school.

In the classroom…

There is nothing special about the lessons. Quite boring for me, but at least, by attending school, I can feel the normal 14 years old boy's life.

I throw a look at Niwa. He is listening to the teacher's explanation seriously. He is so cute.. Even though he is in a serious mode now, but I still can look the sweetness in his face. After a few seconds, he looks back at me and smile. Maybe he feels that he is being observed. I can't help blushing furiously. I tried to manage myself and give my attention back to the teacher.

Since that time, I haven't spoken to Niwa till the school has ended. But, on my way home, I can hear someone is calling my name.

            " Hiwatari-kun! "

I stop and turn back. Yappari (as I expected), it's him!

            " nani? (what?)" ugh! My cold attitude still can't dissapear.

            " hm.. no.. nothing really.. I just.. I just.. want to talk to you.. eh.. b..but.. I don't know either what I want to talk about.. he.. hehe.. I am stupid, aren't I? He..he..he.." he laughs clumsily.

            " … " mattaku! He is so funny.

            " er.. er.. so.. sorry.. maybe I'm bothering you. I..It's better if I'm going home.. See you tomorrow!"

When he is just ready to leave, I catch his right wrist.

            " eh?" he looks back, straight to my eyes.

            " you're not bothering me. Let's go home together.." I try to speak as calm as I can, although my heart is pounding hard.

So, we go home together today. We talked about a lot of things on the way. It's a beautiful day for me. I can feel happiness in my heart, happiness which usual I can feel rarely. At this time, I start to think that I don't care whether Niwa and I are friends or aren't just friends. I don't know the answer. But, one thing I know very well is.. I feel calm and warm whenever I with him. Yeah.. I know that very well…

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Krad's POV

I hate him! I HATE HIM!!! Niwa Daisuke.. he steals my Satoshi-sama…

As you know, I stay in Satoshi-sama's body. I know everything about him. I know what he thinks, what he does, what he likes, and what he hates. So, I also know that Satoshi-sama doesn't like me at all. My existence is a big disaster for him. I know that I am not needed.

I realize, I exist in everyone's memory as an antagonist. However, maybe this IS my fate. Being hate by everyone, perhaps, is my fate.

At least, before "that" time, the second time Niwa Daisuke comes to this apartment, Satoshi-sama is mine only. But, since that day, Satoshi-sama is thinking and thinking about him anytime.. anywhere.. And I hate it! He never shows such an interest to anybody like that before. Now, he changes. He changes to a person I don't know. A person I can't reach anymore…

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TBC…

Sorry, my English is sooo bad.. I hope you don't mind it. heheh.. Thanks for reading! Please review! See ya…