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Author's notes :
Hmm.. what should I say? The story is getting stranger.. and more stranger.. uh.. Oh yeah.. Once again I warned you, my English is bad.. Please be gentle about that.. T_T
Thanks for everybody who has read and reviewed this fic. Special thanks to all my friends who always being a great supporter of mine.. heheh.. without your support, maybe I'm not continuing this fic.. ^_^;; (what a lazy person..)
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-chapter 3 : true feelings-
Dark's POV
I'm so confused.. Did I do a wrong thing? Krad, is it wrong if I care for you? Do you hate me that much? Maybe.. I shouldn't say those words last night.. But.. I was just telling the truth. I don't like you to be so sad and lonely like that.. You have been like that, since years ago.. I just think that our fight doesn't have a meaning at all. Why we can't be friends? Is it our fate to be enemies? I don't know the answers. I really don't know.. I'm feeling that I'm not myself right now. I'm not Dark the famous thief.. I'm just an ordinary living thing that can feel affection towards others.. Is it wrong to be just an ordinary living thing? Once again.. I don't know..
Author's POV" Dark? Hey.. Dark?"
…
" Dark!"
…hm?
" Dark, are you okay?!" Daisuke was getting more curious.
…hmm..
" Dark, I'm serious! Are you sick or something?!"
no.. I'm okay..
" oh come on Dark.. I know that you extremely not okay!"
…
" There was something between you and Krad last night, am I right?"
yeah.. Daisuke, I think he is jealous to you..
" je.. whaaatt??!!"
you heard me Daisuke. He is jealous to you for bring so close to that jerk.
" jerk.. who?"
please don't be so slow! I'm not in my patient-mode right now!
" Hiwatari-kun do you mean?"
yes!
" But Hiwatari-kun and I are friends.. just friends.. I never thought that we will be.. er.. more than just friends.. if you mean it.."
You haven't think about it yet, Daisuke.. but someday you will. Just wait and see..
" But Dark.. it's.. it's.. ridiculous!"
Is it? You'll regret what you've said just now..
" whatever.. Dark, may I ask you something?"
what?
" You.. Do you love Krad? I.. I mean.. do you love him in a way that you want him to be your lover… or a kind like that?" Daisuke's voice came in a whisper.
Maybe.. I don't know.. but I DO care about him…
" really? Hhh.. I never thought about Hiwatari-kun "that" way.. I care about him, but.. isn't it natural between friends?"
Yes.. It's natural between friends.. but if you ask me about "that" way, I can't answer it.. You'll find your own answer. Ask that to your heart… Perhaps someday you will realize your true feelings..
"…"
Please be careful of Krad. He really dislikes you..
" uhm.." the redhead nodded.
I want to sleep now. And I think it's better for you to sleep too..
" okay.. Good night Dark.."
G'nite, Daisuke..
:::~:::~::::
In the living room, Kosuke was thinking about something. When he was in his deep thought, Emiko came and brought him a cup of coffee.
" What are you thinking about? You look so serious…"
Kosuke snapped, then smiled to his wife.
" aa.." He saw the cup of coffee that Emiko brought for him, "thank you.."
Kosuke took a sip of his coffee.
" nee.. Emiko-san.."
" hmm?"
" I want to ask you about something.."
" please ask.. I'll answer if I can.."
" … Do you hate that boy, Hiwatari Satoshi?"
Emiko's face wrinkled. She seemed quite disgusted about the topic.
" Why did you ask?"
" if you don't want to answer, you don't have to.."
" hhh.. It's not that I hate him, but.. I just don't like if he stays near Daisuke. He is Krad. Krad is him. He's dangerous.."
" I see.. This afternoon, I heard someone talked about him. They said, that boy lived alone in an apartment. And.. though everyone thinks that his father loves him, but it's not true. It's just an act. He always alone.. When I think about it, I remember the Rutile case.."
" Rutile.. case..?" Emiko's face looked softened.
" Do you remember that case? In that case, it was very obvious that his father didn't even care about his son's life… He was just used by his father. Yeah.. because he is Krad and Krad is him.. like you said before.."
" Yes.. it's true. Maybe I should say, the one whom I hate is Krad, not him.. Because Krad lives inside him, I turn to hate him. If he just an ordinary friend of Daisuke, maybe I won't hate him.. But darling, Why do you ask me about this in a sudden?"
" I don't have any particular reason. I just remember him, and I know that you don't like him. He suffered enough already. I just hope that Daisuke will someday become someone that is understanding towards him.. After all, that boy is just a kid.. just like Daisuke to us.. Is that right?"
" yeah.. I think you're right honey.. (^_^;;)" Emiko said lovingly.
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TBC…
A/N :
Ooohhhh.. Kosuke-san!! You're so kind!!! Nyahahah! Besides the main characters of D.N. Angel, I like Kosuke too. He is a nice person. And he cares about Hiwatari-kun.. Why do I think like that? Heheh.. If you have watched and remembered the anime (stage 21 : The Frozen Call), I thing you know what I mean.. I also took the sentence which I wrote in italic from that stage..
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