Authors Note:
Chapter 15:
{Harry's Point Of View...}
The next few days went on normally. Me and Hermione fixed up our little room a little bit, we're half way done and was really starting to come along. The main colors were red and brown and we did have those strange broom lamps but they actually looked good. We had a red velvety couch and small side table beside it where there was a broom lamp and a foot table in front of it to rest your feet on. The 2 tables were just normal wooden tables with little designs in them. In the center of the room, hanging from the ceiling there was the craziest light fixture I have ever seen, I can't describe it, but it looks good. Also, to turn the lights on and off you just simply clap your hands and that is all we have for now.
Right now I am sitting in Potions trying my best to pay attention or else Professor Snape will take away 50 more points from Gryffindor.
"Harry, what he just say, I missed it?" Hermione asked taking down notes like crazy.
"What, he said something?" I answered.
"Thanks for the help buddy." Hermione said sarcastically.
"Anytime, anytime." I answered going back to paying attention to whatever potion it was that he was lecturing us about.
"Hey Harry, I need to talk to you after class alright?" Ron said from beside me.
"Ya sure whatever." And as I said that Snape dismissed us from class. I grabbed my notebooks and waited for Ron at the door.
"We'll catch up with you later, Hermione." Ron said as Hermione walked off with Longbottom and Ron and I walked down the corridor.
"So, whats up?" I asked him, breaking the silence.
"Ugh... Well... Its about Hermione, and... well Cho..."
"About you cheating on Hermione with Cho... I already figured that."
"Oh... well, what should I do? I mean I don't want to hurt her..." "More than you already have?" I mumbled under my breath.
"What do you mean, more than I already have?" Ron said, obviously hearing what I mumbled.
"Ron have you seen her arms lately?"
"Um... Yea, what about them?"
"Ugh... Fuck, okay you remember the time she ran out of the bathroom with bruises all over her arms?"
"Ya, I've been wondering how that happened?"
"Fuck, Ron! Stop with this fucking bull shit, I know you did that to her!" I screamed at him causing everyone in the corridor to stop their conversation and look over.
"What?!?!" I hollered at them and they all gave me a look a fear and went back to what they were talking about.
"Look, Harry I never did anything like that to Hermione, I couldn't... I wouldn't..." Ron started but I interrupted him.
"Oh, give me a fuckin break Ron. Enough with this stupid innocent bull shit, I know you're lieing!"
"Lieing about what? The fact that I would never ever hurt Hermione in a million years or the fact that I love her to death!?"
"And that would explain why you slept with Cho right?" I said, "Fuck you Ron, Fuck you!" I had enough of talking with him, so I turned around and started walking off.
"Don't you fucking walk away from me!" Ron yelled at me, and I stopped and turned around.
"What the fuck are you going to do about it?" and with that Ron grabbed my shoulder and punched right in the face.
"You fucking ass hole!" and I ran and tackled him onto the ground and continuously punched him in the face. Than Ron rolled me over and started punching me in the face and we did this for awhile until we both got tired and just layed there. Ron got up and started to walk away, and I got up and slammed him into a while. I got him into a headlock and rammed him in the face until it started to bleed. Than I dropped him onto the ground and headed to the Great Hall for lunch...
{Cho's point of view....} I was walking alone in the corridors when I saw somebody just lying in a heep on the floor. I ran over to them and rolled them over to see Ron. He had cuts all around his face and his cheeks had been ripped open slighty.
"Oh my God Ron! We have to get you to the infirmary now!!" I said, helping him up and we start walking down to the infirmary, me supporting his weight the whole way, trying not to collapse.
"Who did this to you?" I asked and he just shook his head. I opened the door to the infirmary, and hollered for Madame Pomfrey.
"What is it?" she asked rushing over to where we were standing, "Oh merlin what happened to him?"
"I have no idea, I found him like this on the floor, so your guess is as good as mine." I said.
Madame Pomfrey brought him over to an empty bed and got to work fixing him up quickly. I watched curiously to see what was happening but she shooed me away. I walked around the infirmary but Ron seemed to be the only one there, so I sat in one of the chairs to wait for Madame Pomfrey to call me back.
I was sitting there for what seemed like a long 15 minutes when Madame Pomfrey called me back over.
"He is in fine shape now, but I suggest he stays here for the rest of the evening and he will return to his regular classes tomorrow. You can stay with him for a little while if you'd like to but you have to be at your dorms before the sun goes down." She said and than walked off to her office.
I pulled up a chair and saw Ron staring at the ceiling. I watched him for awhile before he said "It was my fault..."
"What was you fault?" I asked and held his hand.
"What happened to me, I started it when I found out about Hermione, and he just finished it." He said.
"Who just finished it?"
"It was all my fault, I let it get to far."
"It wasn't you're fault!"
"If I had of just ended instead of hurting her over and over again."
"What are you talking about?" I asked getting confused completely.
"And I love her, how could I have done that?"
"Are you talking about what happened between us?" I asked.
"Every time I did what I did, it felt good, and it scared me but I couldn't stop it."
"Couldn't stop what? I think I'm thinking a completely different thing than you are talking about."
"I knew I should have just let it go, let her go, but I went against my instincts and now she probably doesn't even want to talk to me."
I decided to shut up and try to figure out what he was talking about.
"God! I love her so much! How could I have let it get that far!? She's all I've ever wanted and I hurt more than I thought possible, more than once too. If only I had of come to my senses, if only I wasn't so selfish, if only I didn't let the way she hurt me take over me, and if only I had done that to her. I wish I hadn't done any of the stupid shit that I did to her. I hurt her too much, I'm surprised she hasn't killed herself. I love her... I love her... I love her..."
I held back my tears because I knew Ron was talking about Hermione, and I have always been jealous with how close she was with Ron. The only reason I tried with Harry was to get closer to Ron, and than I slept with Ron quite a few times and he is declaring his undying love for Hermione. It just wasn't fair, he's all I've ever wanted, he's all I'll ever need. {Hey! That's a song!...}
Chapter 15:
{Harry's Point Of View...}
The next few days went on normally. Me and Hermione fixed up our little room a little bit, we're half way done and was really starting to come along. The main colors were red and brown and we did have those strange broom lamps but they actually looked good. We had a red velvety couch and small side table beside it where there was a broom lamp and a foot table in front of it to rest your feet on. The 2 tables were just normal wooden tables with little designs in them. In the center of the room, hanging from the ceiling there was the craziest light fixture I have ever seen, I can't describe it, but it looks good. Also, to turn the lights on and off you just simply clap your hands and that is all we have for now.
Right now I am sitting in Potions trying my best to pay attention or else Professor Snape will take away 50 more points from Gryffindor.
"Harry, what he just say, I missed it?" Hermione asked taking down notes like crazy.
"What, he said something?" I answered.
"Thanks for the help buddy." Hermione said sarcastically.
"Anytime, anytime." I answered going back to paying attention to whatever potion it was that he was lecturing us about.
"Hey Harry, I need to talk to you after class alright?" Ron said from beside me.
"Ya sure whatever." And as I said that Snape dismissed us from class. I grabbed my notebooks and waited for Ron at the door.
"We'll catch up with you later, Hermione." Ron said as Hermione walked off with Longbottom and Ron and I walked down the corridor.
"So, whats up?" I asked him, breaking the silence.
"Ugh... Well... Its about Hermione, and... well Cho..."
"About you cheating on Hermione with Cho... I already figured that."
"Oh... well, what should I do? I mean I don't want to hurt her..." "More than you already have?" I mumbled under my breath.
"What do you mean, more than I already have?" Ron said, obviously hearing what I mumbled.
"Ron have you seen her arms lately?"
"Um... Yea, what about them?"
"Ugh... Fuck, okay you remember the time she ran out of the bathroom with bruises all over her arms?"
"Ya, I've been wondering how that happened?"
"Fuck, Ron! Stop with this fucking bull shit, I know you did that to her!" I screamed at him causing everyone in the corridor to stop their conversation and look over.
"What?!?!" I hollered at them and they all gave me a look a fear and went back to what they were talking about.
"Look, Harry I never did anything like that to Hermione, I couldn't... I wouldn't..." Ron started but I interrupted him.
"Oh, give me a fuckin break Ron. Enough with this stupid innocent bull shit, I know you're lieing!"
"Lieing about what? The fact that I would never ever hurt Hermione in a million years or the fact that I love her to death!?"
"And that would explain why you slept with Cho right?" I said, "Fuck you Ron, Fuck you!" I had enough of talking with him, so I turned around and started walking off.
"Don't you fucking walk away from me!" Ron yelled at me, and I stopped and turned around.
"What the fuck are you going to do about it?" and with that Ron grabbed my shoulder and punched right in the face.
"You fucking ass hole!" and I ran and tackled him onto the ground and continuously punched him in the face. Than Ron rolled me over and started punching me in the face and we did this for awhile until we both got tired and just layed there. Ron got up and started to walk away, and I got up and slammed him into a while. I got him into a headlock and rammed him in the face until it started to bleed. Than I dropped him onto the ground and headed to the Great Hall for lunch...
{Cho's point of view....} I was walking alone in the corridors when I saw somebody just lying in a heep on the floor. I ran over to them and rolled them over to see Ron. He had cuts all around his face and his cheeks had been ripped open slighty.
"Oh my God Ron! We have to get you to the infirmary now!!" I said, helping him up and we start walking down to the infirmary, me supporting his weight the whole way, trying not to collapse.
"Who did this to you?" I asked and he just shook his head. I opened the door to the infirmary, and hollered for Madame Pomfrey.
"What is it?" she asked rushing over to where we were standing, "Oh merlin what happened to him?"
"I have no idea, I found him like this on the floor, so your guess is as good as mine." I said.
Madame Pomfrey brought him over to an empty bed and got to work fixing him up quickly. I watched curiously to see what was happening but she shooed me away. I walked around the infirmary but Ron seemed to be the only one there, so I sat in one of the chairs to wait for Madame Pomfrey to call me back.
I was sitting there for what seemed like a long 15 minutes when Madame Pomfrey called me back over.
"He is in fine shape now, but I suggest he stays here for the rest of the evening and he will return to his regular classes tomorrow. You can stay with him for a little while if you'd like to but you have to be at your dorms before the sun goes down." She said and than walked off to her office.
I pulled up a chair and saw Ron staring at the ceiling. I watched him for awhile before he said "It was my fault..."
"What was you fault?" I asked and held his hand.
"What happened to me, I started it when I found out about Hermione, and he just finished it." He said.
"Who just finished it?"
"It was all my fault, I let it get to far."
"It wasn't you're fault!"
"If I had of just ended instead of hurting her over and over again."
"What are you talking about?" I asked getting confused completely.
"And I love her, how could I have done that?"
"Are you talking about what happened between us?" I asked.
"Every time I did what I did, it felt good, and it scared me but I couldn't stop it."
"Couldn't stop what? I think I'm thinking a completely different thing than you are talking about."
"I knew I should have just let it go, let her go, but I went against my instincts and now she probably doesn't even want to talk to me."
I decided to shut up and try to figure out what he was talking about.
"God! I love her so much! How could I have let it get that far!? She's all I've ever wanted and I hurt more than I thought possible, more than once too. If only I had of come to my senses, if only I wasn't so selfish, if only I didn't let the way she hurt me take over me, and if only I had done that to her. I wish I hadn't done any of the stupid shit that I did to her. I hurt her too much, I'm surprised she hasn't killed herself. I love her... I love her... I love her..."
I held back my tears because I knew Ron was talking about Hermione, and I have always been jealous with how close she was with Ron. The only reason I tried with Harry was to get closer to Ron, and than I slept with Ron quite a few times and he is declaring his undying love for Hermione. It just wasn't fair, he's all I've ever wanted, he's all I'll ever need. {Hey! That's a song!...}