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Author notes : just a warning now IF U HAVEN'T READ CHAPTER 2 OF BETRAYAL THEN THIS WILL MAKE NO SENSE.
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City of Angels :Kurama's POV This city... This horrid city. It's all I have in the world. The streets are close to my heart. Even if I do despise this Hell on earth. Death what a word. If I didn't have the comfort of this cement asylum then I'd long for it. Their would be no reason to keep fighting. It makes me sick to know that I can never go back to the way things use to be. Back before mom found out I was a demon. Before the Dark tournament; when I was still happy. The plants don't grow here with the exception or the black rose. Such a dark plant it is .
This city... This horrid city my only true friend. Maybe I shouldn't say that. I do have my other friends; Yusuke, Hiei , Kwabara, Botan, Yukina, keiko, shizuru, Koenma and the other friends I've made. But the city understands me in a way none of them ever could. We show our emotions together. Even if I do despise this Hell on earth. The light doesn't shine here much. It rains a lot so the sky is almost always black. The skies are black at night and cloud cover makes it impossible for even moonlight to show threw to this sinister place. The only light that illuminates the dark streets in this death trap come form the street lamps. Such a dark city it is. This city ... This horrid city it's a giant house of debauchery and everything unlawful and unwanted. There's a bar every few feet. Even I've been to a few. I don't care if I'm under age and neither do they. Men stand in the shadows of the ally ways. They try to sell there drugs to you. And stoned men walk home with a prostitute on each arm. The hookers tying to find a man to pay them for a night of pleasure. anyone who has managed to keep their innocence in a place is a saint. Fortunately for me I have resisted there lure. Hiei I'm not to sure about though. Still I wouldn't change this place for the world. Even if I do despise this hell on earth. This city comfort me with its familiar site and sounds thought I will admit it's not the nicest sit in the world. The sounds of the night, the familiar sounds. Sounds of women being raped. The sounds of gun shots and car alarms and the silence of darkness. Such a dark sound it is. This city... This horrid city. Why can't I free myself from this place? It's a place I love to hate and hate to love . I want to fly, fly far away from here to a place were I can be truly happy. Somewhere far away form this prison I'm trapped in. I wish I could but I can't this it the only place I can ever be happy. It's like the city is a drug and I'm addictive to it. What I need is a release from It. But there is only one way to get the release I've been craving. and that's death. It's a thing I've thought about often. There is rest in death. It would be so easy to die if I could find a place to be alone. If I could find a place away from Hiei then I could let myself die and U could finally be happy. But if Hiei found out he would stop me just like he did the last time , and the time before, and the time before that an all the times before that. All the times I've attempter suicide int the past he's stopped me. Still I'm glad he stopped me all those times. Even if I do despise this Hell on earth. Now I realize why I can't leave this city no matter how much I long to do so . It's because this city is the soul of my vain existence. This city has bonded with my heart. Such a dark heart it is . But to me this is the city of angels. Author notes: please please review.
City of Angels :Kurama's POV This city... This horrid city. It's all I have in the world. The streets are close to my heart. Even if I do despise this Hell on earth. Death what a word. If I didn't have the comfort of this cement asylum then I'd long for it. Their would be no reason to keep fighting. It makes me sick to know that I can never go back to the way things use to be. Back before mom found out I was a demon. Before the Dark tournament; when I was still happy. The plants don't grow here with the exception or the black rose. Such a dark plant it is .
This city... This horrid city my only true friend. Maybe I shouldn't say that. I do have my other friends; Yusuke, Hiei , Kwabara, Botan, Yukina, keiko, shizuru, Koenma and the other friends I've made. But the city understands me in a way none of them ever could. We show our emotions together. Even if I do despise this Hell on earth. The light doesn't shine here much. It rains a lot so the sky is almost always black. The skies are black at night and cloud cover makes it impossible for even moonlight to show threw to this sinister place. The only light that illuminates the dark streets in this death trap come form the street lamps. Such a dark city it is. This city ... This horrid city it's a giant house of debauchery and everything unlawful and unwanted. There's a bar every few feet. Even I've been to a few. I don't care if I'm under age and neither do they. Men stand in the shadows of the ally ways. They try to sell there drugs to you. And stoned men walk home with a prostitute on each arm. The hookers tying to find a man to pay them for a night of pleasure. anyone who has managed to keep their innocence in a place is a saint. Fortunately for me I have resisted there lure. Hiei I'm not to sure about though. Still I wouldn't change this place for the world. Even if I do despise this hell on earth. This city comfort me with its familiar site and sounds thought I will admit it's not the nicest sit in the world. The sounds of the night, the familiar sounds. Sounds of women being raped. The sounds of gun shots and car alarms and the silence of darkness. Such a dark sound it is. This city... This horrid city. Why can't I free myself from this place? It's a place I love to hate and hate to love . I want to fly, fly far away from here to a place were I can be truly happy. Somewhere far away form this prison I'm trapped in. I wish I could but I can't this it the only place I can ever be happy. It's like the city is a drug and I'm addictive to it. What I need is a release from It. But there is only one way to get the release I've been craving. and that's death. It's a thing I've thought about often. There is rest in death. It would be so easy to die if I could find a place to be alone. If I could find a place away from Hiei then I could let myself die and U could finally be happy. But if Hiei found out he would stop me just like he did the last time , and the time before, and the time before that an all the times before that. All the times I've attempter suicide int the past he's stopped me. Still I'm glad he stopped me all those times. Even if I do despise this Hell on earth. Now I realize why I can't leave this city no matter how much I long to do so . It's because this city is the soul of my vain existence. This city has bonded with my heart. Such a dark heart it is . But to me this is the city of angels. Author notes: please please review.
