Conversing With an Angel
by: J.M.C.
Disclaimer: As you all know, Inuyasha is not owned by me nor are its characters.
Warning: As you all well know by now I have no great love for Kikyou. I hate her and will probably continue to do so forever, so Kikyou lovers beware. This is just my shot at making this whole thing more like a story so it won't be removed and so I won't get in trouble. Please sit back and enjoy.
Part Two
In the silence of the night, I find myself tormented with thoughts of the Kagome/Inuyasha/Kikyou love triangle. No sense of peace has overcome my distraught mind, since I voiced my opinions on a certain miko. A feeling seems to constantly nag in the recess of my mind. Minutes later, my body seems to be overcome with exhaustion and I find myself being pulled into the wonderful world of dreams and fantasies. This is what I saw.
My eyes come into focus with a hazy picture of nature all around. I can see a vast forest that's slightly pale in color, with white dulled edges in the peripheral. A world that can only be seen within a dream.
I slowly walk through the forest, my legs somehow already knowing where to go. Finally they halt after a time and I find myself at the edge of the forest where an empty clear field begins. And looking around my eyes settle on a lone slender figure sitting at the edge of a well.
It's strange that I find myself in this familiar position as a certain hanyou when he came to this very place to see a certain reincarnated miko, having the said figure already here waiting for him. Deja freaking vu.
I slowly walk toward the well, sitting in front of the figure whose face seems to be intent on looking at the horizon ahead.
"Kagome," I say slowly in a gentle voice almost whispering. Her head slowly turns in my direction, a gentle smile on her face. I find that I can't help but return the gesture, its almost as if we're friends, as if we have known each other forever.
"Hello," she replies just as softly, the noise almost disappearing with the gentle breeze that comes rustling both our raven manes with its gentle caress.
"I have no idea how this came to be, yet at the same time I feel that something must be said. Something sorted out, perhaps this nagging feeling I have, and a question that I have."
She trains her eyes on me, a silent command to continue with my sentence and voice all my wondering.
"Kagome why do you stay? Why do you continually follow him throughout anything and everything only to be hurt in the end?"
She sighs softly, almost sadly, a bittersweet look overcoming her facial features adding to its angelic like quality. It's as if she knew that was my question, yet remains silent allowing me to continue.
"I mean I really don't see how he can keep running back to that clay pot. I hate her so much!" I declare with a fierce passion. "Don't you hate her as well?" I ask softly after a moment.
"I can't hate Kikyou. It's silly I know and maybe I'm a fool for staying with him but I simply cannot help it."
"You definitely have a hell of a lot more heart than me. I wouldn't waste a second in killing that vile witch."
"Perhaps not," she says softly giggling into her hand. "However I don't share the same views as you. I feel sorry for Kikyou having everything that happened with Inuyasha and all. I don't think she can help the way she acts."
I snort disdainfully pulling up pieces of grass to vent my anger at. "Yeah right. She's just a selfish cynical bitch who can't move on from the past and accept that she and Inuyasha can no longer be together. I never really thought they had much of a relationship any way. It seemed more like a mutual agreement to me. I mean Kikyou would live her dream and be rid of the Shikon Jewel and Inuyasha would get acceptance by becoming human and being with Kikyou. They would have been better off being close friends than lovers if you ask me."
"Maybe but they certainly don't see it that way. Not at all," she continues sadly, her eyes filling with unshed tears.
I glance up at her lonely form, her head bent low as tears stream down her cheeks to plop on her lap. How could she remain so selfless and light-hearted despite everything she was being put through. She was so strong though she probably didn't think so herself, but she was. How could Inuyasha not want to be with her? How could he not just forget about his past lover and fully commit himself to Kagome?
How could anyone wish her demise and attempt to end her life? A really twisted vile bitch that's who and Kikyou was definately that person! My fists clench at my sides as I think of how many time's Kagome's heart had been broken and how many times she had cried because of that witch!
My hand reached for hers as I tried to comfort her any way I could.
"Don't worry Kagome. I'm sure that baka will come to his senses sooner or later and see that you're the only one for him. So don't give up hope and remain your selfless sweet self."
She raises her head to look at me, that gentle smile coming back, and squeezes my hand gently in return. "Maybe your right. I won't give up on Inuyasha, even if he is a baka sometimes. After all you can't always choose whom you fall in love with you just do."
"Exactly." I said smiling back at her.
We remained that way for a few minutes, reassuring each other that everything would work out fine with our smiles and our eyes that held so many emotions. Soon the wind began to blow gently and this gentle dream world began to fade into a beautiful white that engulfed everything.
"Arigato," the angel said before I began to fall into welcoming darkness.
I awoke in my bed some time later. A small smile on my face. The nagging feeling was gone and in its place was a gentle feeling of hope and reassurance. My eyelids began to droop and I lay back in the comfort of my soft pillows. Too bad Kikyou wasn't there so I could kill her but nevertheless I was content.
A/N: So how did you guys like it? If you couldn't tell Kagome is my favorite character and that was what I thought she would say. She gets on my nerves sometimes but so do my friends and family but I love them anyway and I love her too. I love Inuyasha also, I just think he can be a real baka at times.
So review if you want and tell me how you feel. Also, please no flames. If you disagree with anything I've stated please state it in a friendly argumentive way. I'll respect your opinions if you respect mine.
Also, Big Thank you to all my reviewers! You guys are the best! I wasn't excepting so many people to review my little essay/story thing. You guys are awesome!
I hope this little story thing worked so it will not br taken down. Keep your fingers crossed.
Ja.
Baka- stupid, idiot
Arigato- Thank you
