Night: My second fic i ever posted for others to see. Not the best, but I tried.. i dont own CLAMP.. i freakin wish.. but bleh.

Syaoron: Stop with your damn b.s. and start the story already.-Glare-

Sakura: Ho-e..-Sweatdrops- dont be so mean.

Night: Yesh dun be mean Syao-kun -sticks her tongue out at him-

Syaoron: -Growls, and blushes as he crosses his arms-

Night: KAWAII. -cough- anyway. Gimme reviews at the end please.

Summary: Sakura and Syaoron met one day at penguin park when they were young. At the age of 12, 6 years later, Syaoron had to leave for HongKong. They meet again in college. Would they recognize eachother?The only problem would be Sakura's memory loss.yet would love bloom? Will their depressed emotions finally cease to be peace? SS ET

Deep Emotion :Prologue

The little girl ran. Tears streamed down her cheeks. Then it started to rain. It poured down heavily, the cold droplets penatrated her delicate soft skin. She kept running, not knowing, or caring the surroundings around her. She tripped. But stood up again, and ran painfully towards her destination. Penguin Park. She slowed down, as she looked at the grey sky, closing her eyes as the rain fell. Then sat on one of the swings. Slowy she went back and forth. Back and forth. Her emerald eyes showing a deep sadness. She wept. She sobbed. Cried out. Not knowing that a little boy had noticed her, and came up to her, asking her what was wrong. The little girl looked up, the rain had slightly turned down, yet the droplets still poured down. She didnt know whether to trust this messy brown haired boy.The look in his deep amber eyes were emotionless, yet a sparkle of concern were shown in it. So, she let out.

"My mommy went to heaven today.."

The little boy tilted his head to the side, as he looked up at the sky.He then looked at her with a sorrow that he would have never shown. He had a look of empathy in his eyes. Yet had surprised the little girl, as he hugged her tight. Silence. The boy closed his eyes.

"..My daddy went to heaven a long time ago."

The boy let go of her, as he had felt her pain of losing someone really close to him.

"But.. their watching over us.They want us to be happy."

The little boy smiled sadly, as he looked at her. She blinked and the tears started to stream down her cheeks. She covered her face with her small hands. The boy felt bad, he felt like he was the one who had made her cry. He then took a deep breath.

"I dont know you. But i wanna be here for you.. I dont wanna make you cry.."

Sakura looked at him, as she sniffled, asking him in a squeaky quiet voice.

".. Really?.."

The little boy nodded, as he kept his word. It wasnt him to do such a kind thing, and to a little girl too. But he felt that he should help her. His eyes widened slightly as he felt her arms wrap around him, and hugged him in a warm, yet tight embrace. He smiled lightly as he sees her face. A huge smile plastered on her face. He blushed as he thought how cuter she looked when she was smiling. The little girl looked up at him and held out her hand, with her pinky sticking out.

"You promise?"

"I promise..I'll be there for you. And that i wont make you cry ever again."

They pinky swore, and to his surprise, the little girl let out a small giggle, as she let go of him. It had stopped raining, the sun shone out brightly on the earth. She twirled around at the park, with her arms out, as she fell onto the grass softly on her back. The boy smiled, it was rare really, it was the first time she had seen that big smile on his face. He seemed very harsh at the beginning.She shook her head.

"Whats your name..?" She asked with questioning eyes.

"Syaoron." The boy answered, as he looked at the blue sky.

"I'm Sakura"

The little girl giggled as she twirled to her stomach, and started picking on the green grass. Syaoron looked at her. Why was this girl so sad at the other minute, then so happy at the next? It was really awkward. Maybe he had made her happy by promising her. He smiled. His first friend..

6 years later..

"OH MY GOD SYAORON !!"

A 12 year old girl screamed as she felt cold water hit her at the middle of summer. Syaoron let out a smirk, as he held a hose in his hands. It was a really hot day. He thought a little water fight wouldnt hurt. The girl ran towards him, but ended up getting sprayed again. She fumed.

"Aw, c'mon Sakura, Im just having fun."

Sakura crossed her arms and pouted as she played her little game called "pretend". Her mad face showed a sorry face of Syaorons. He sighed and walked over to her to apologize, but then was surprised, as she pounced on him. Sakura smiled evilly, as she grabbed the hose loosened by his grip and sprayed his face. She laughed.

"That was no fair !"

Sakura stuck her tongue out, and got off him, as she sat on the green grass. She wrapped her arms around her legs and looked at the sky. Her emerald orbs filled with happiness. It has been six years, and eversince Syaoron and her had been the best of friends. They became really close after that incident 6 years ago on penguin park. Syaoron wrapped his arms around her tiny waist and gave her one of his bear hugs. She slightly blushed, as he let go and they both stood up as they heard the ice cream truck.

"Syaoron! I wanna get ice cream !" Sakura chirped as she went to run for the truck.

Syaoron laughed as he ran after her. As the ice cream truck stopped, Sakura put a finger to her cheek, and tapped against it lightly as she tilted her head to see what kind of ice cream she wanted. Syaoron looked at her bright face, and thought how kawaii she looked when she did that. He blushed, shaking his head as he asked for 2 scoops of chocolate, and Sakura had asked for strawberry. She was about to pay when suddenly, Syaoron handed the money to the guy. He thanked Syaoron, as he went his way. Sakura blinked as she looked at Syaoron, licking his ice cream.

"Mou Syao-kun.."

"Shush, you know I'd pay for you."

Sakura pouted as he stifled a laugh. She really did look cute when she pouted. Syaoron smiled, as they walked towards penguin park.

5 months later..

Syaoron had recieved a call from his mother. Its been a week since that incident....

-flashback-

phone rings

"Moshi moshi..Syaoron speaking.."

"Son? Important news I need to speak to you about."

"Mother.. what is it?"

"About the Li Clan..and Elders."

"..What..?"

"You need to come back to Hong Kong, it's the elder's desicion."

"..Im not going.."

"Xio-lang ! Your coming back here whether you like it or not !"

"....."

"They think you need more training. They had set up tasks for you to do here in HonkKong. Seemingly, it was wrong to send you to Japan."

"...I like it here.."

"I dont need to argue with you, it wastes my time. Now you listen to me Xio-lang, your the next leader of the Li Clan, I expect you to obey my and the elder's desicion. You will leave two weeks from now. What day is it today?..Yes, You will be leaving August 19. 5:00 P.M. Understood?"

"...."

"Good. If not, you know the consequences."

Tone goes dead

-End of Flashback-

Syaoron stuffed his hands in the pockets of his loose jeans as he walked around his neighborhood. Sakura was out to dinner with her family. He passed her house, without glancing. It was no doubt, that he was making his way towards Penguin Park. He needed to think. His mother was so harsh. He had finally found a friend in Japan. And he has to leave her behind because of a stupid training. He was to be the next leader of the Li Clan, that was true. He was to be following the footsteps of his father, who used to be the Leader of the Li Clan. Syaoron's eyes saddened. It wasnt his choice. But how can he tell this to Sakura without making her cry? He has to go.. Like his mother said, there will be consequences. If he does not go back home to Hong Kong to be initiated leader of the Li Clan, his family's corp. would be corrupt, not to mension bank rupt, and they would lead the lives of the poor. His father had been working so hard to manage the Li Corp. Syaoron cant fail now. As he reached Penguin Park, he sat on the swings, and smiled sadly, as he remembered the first time he met Sakura. She was swinging on the swings on a heavy rainy day. Crying. Syaoron looked at the sky. He closed his eyes as a flash image of Sakura was on his mind. Her Neck-length auburn hair, cherry blossom scent, and he would miss the eyes he had loved. Her emerald orbs. He was always drawned towards them, whenever he looked deep within her eyes. Syaoron opened his eyes, and almost whacked himself for that. What was wrong with him? He had always thought of Sakura as his little sister, not someone to fall in love with.

Or did he fall in love already.

--5 days past.

Sakura hummed out a tune as she skipped towards Penguin Park. She was to meet Syaoron there in less than 5 minutes. As she got there, she sees him on one of the swings. She smiled brightly, but as she walked towards him, he had looked up, and she saw a slight sadness in his eyes-- but then was blocked, with a smile. Sakura giggled as she sat on the other swing beside him. She wonders what was so important he needed to tell her at this time. The sunset was about to go down.

"..Sakura..I.."

"What Syao-kun? If its so important tell me already !" She giggled.

"Im leaving..:"

"THATS GREAT ! Where?"

Sakura blinked. Did she hear right? Or did he say he was "leaving?"

"Wait.. WHAT? LEAVING WHERE?"

Syaoron sweatdropped as he had heard her mistake of words. He shakes his head softly as he looked to the ground, slightly swaying back and forth on the swing. He really didnt want to say it. But it's for the best. He couldnt lie to his best friend--especially since it was Sakura. She was someone who he can never lie to, assuming that she was too innocent, that he felt guilty whenever he would try to figure out a lie to her.

"....Im leaving.. I have to go back to Hong Kong. My mother.. insisted. And.. Children always have to listen to their mothers, right?...Its just not that.. remember how I told you I was going to be leader of the Li Clan?.."

Sakura nodded, as her eyes start to get teary. Why was he leaving her? Just cause of a clan? She shakes her head. Syaoron would never leave her unless it was of an important reason.. Maybe the clan was as important.

"..Well..the elders want me back too, they had set up tasks for me to do, its like an initation. They.. like study. To see if I'm worthy enough to be leader..They make.. desicions for me Sakura.. I dont wanna leave.. but I have to for the sake of my family.."

She couldnt see Syaoron's eyes, for his bangs had covered those amber orbs she loved. He stood up from the swing, as Sakura did the same. He was looking at the ground. They were silent for a moment. But then arms wrapped around his waist as Sakura pulled him towards her into a tight embrace. Tears fell from her closed eyes. It hurts her heart to know that her best friend will be gone.

"...Sakura.."

"..Tell me.. Will you be gone forever?"

Syaorons eyes softened, as he embraced her back. They didnt let go. They cared for eachother too much. They didnt want it to end.

".. I dont know.."

Sakura burried her face onto his neck, more tears fell down her cheeks. She thought about all those years she was with Syaoron. He kept his promise to be there for her no matter what. Yet he couldnt be there for her forever. Sakura let go as Syaoron wiped away the new tears that were forming.

"Then promise me."

Syaoron smiled.Sakura smiled.

"I promise to come back when I can."

Sakura nodded as she held out her hand, with her pinky stuck out.

"Really?"

They pinky swore.

"Really."

Sakura and Syaoron had made his last days to be the best. They had reminisced the past times, when they were together, and the funny times that happened. They sorted out through pictures when they were slightly younger, little did Sakura know that Syaoron had stuffed some of her cute pictures in his pockets. They went to penguin park, and played, like they were little kids again. And then they went out to the carnival, their last day together. It went by so fast, they didnt want it to end. Then..it was the day where Syaoron had to leave.

- In The Airport-

Syaoron had his suitcase on one hand, as the other hand was stuffed in his jean pocket. He was waiting for his flight to be called. He looked at his ticket, with sandess in his eyes. His thoughts were only filled of Sakura. He wondered if she was going to be seeing him leaving. A few minutes past, then his flight was called out. Syaoron looked around, to see no one familiar to him. He sighed. Maybe Sakura was busy. Or had forgotten about his leaving. He started to walk towards the entrance to the plane when suddenly, someone pounced on his back. He yelped.

"SYAAOOORRON ! You were gonna leave without me saying goodbye.."

Sakura looked at him with tears in her eyes. She got off his back, as he stood back up, dusting himself off, as he picked up his suitcase. Syaoron looked at Sakura with a look of affection, as his hand went to brush the tears off her cheeks. They hugged tightly. It would be their last.

"I'll miss you alot..Sakura.."

"I'll miss you more, Syao-Kun."

Syaoron would miss hearing her say that nickname she had made for him. They finally let go, as Sakura looked to the ground. Syaoron smiled softly, as he handed her a soft fuzzy teddy bear.Sakura took it in surprise, as she looked at it. It was made farely well. She looked up at him and grinned as she also handed him a teddy bear--except it was white. Syaoron blinked and gladly accepted it, as he looked at it. He didnt try to cry.

"Thank you.. Syao-Kun.. I'll name it.. Syaoron." Sakura giggled.

"And..I'll name this Sakura.."

The flight to Hong Kong was called once again, and would be the last. Syaoron sighed. Sakura's eyes held sadness to them. Syaoron hugged her one last time.

"Cheer up Sakura.. I promised I'd come back didnt I?"

Sakura smiled as she nodded happily that he had remembered their promise. She softly kisses him on the cheek, and giggled as he blushed. He then turned his back to her.

"Goodbye..my cherry blossom.." He mumbled huskily, only loud enough for Sakura to hear.

Sakura blushed as she put her hands together.

"Goodbye..Syaoron.."

He was out of sight. But he had heard her goodbye. As he sat down on his assigned seat on the plane. He looked out the window to the airport. His bangs covered his eyes. Unnoticed, a single tear fell down his face. The first time he cried. And he had cried for someone. A few minutes passed. The plane left out to the sky. Sakura watched it through the window of the building. Streams of tears were falling from her cheeks.

'..I'll see you again.. someday..wont I? ..'

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Night - O M G the prologue is sad and long isnt it XD

Sakura- .. You made my Syao-Kun leave me...-.-;

Night- sweatdrops But you know eventually you'd meet him again.

Sakura- BAKA ! -Whacks Nightie-Chan- Your giving away the plot OO

Night- O;;; oi. sorry ;

Syaoron- .. -walks in- eh?

Night- -Whacks Syaoron- o.o;

Syaoron- -;; Oi...

Sakura- OO poor Syao-Kun.. -smooches on his bruise-

Syaoron- .....-blush-...

Night- .. KAWAII !!-Videotapes- XD

SS - -Blush- ..

Night- Anywho. -cough-puts away Camcorder-Cough-Reviews please.