Deep Emotion
Summary: Sakura and Syaoron met one day at penguin park when they were young. At the age of 12, 6 years later, Syaoron had to leave for HongKong. They meet again in college. Would they recognize eachother?The only problem would be Sakura's memory loss.yet would love bloom? Will their depressed emotions finally cease to be peace? SS ET
Night: Bleh, i was bored, so why not make the second chapter of Deep Emotion XD. Yep. [ To tell you the truth,i really dont know if this was general or not ] o.o; -sweatdrops-. bleh im sucha geek.
Syaoron: ..You got that right..-mumble mumble-
Night: NANI?! -Takes out a baseball bat- GRR =D
Syaoron: .. OI ! I WAS KIDDING! -turns all chibi style-
Night: Awwie KAWAII ! . NEVER EBER SAY DAT AGAIN !
Sakura: Actually.. you said it in the first place o.O;;
Syaoron.Night: -sweatdrops- Where did you come from?
Sakura: NANI?! I'VE BEEN FORGOTTEN?! -.-; Just start the fic.
Syaoron.Night: Hehe .. x.x;
[ Note: This is 8 years Later from when they were 12. Hehe - ]
She looked to the side of the hospital window. Her emerald orbs were blank. No emotion identified. It wasnt like her to do so. But she didnt know. She stared out the autumn morning. Watched the leaves fall one by one from the trees, as it then became bare. Where was she? She asked herself millions of times. Why was she here? Why does her body feel so sore, why does every muscle in her body hurt? She asked so many questions to herself, when the door of the hospital room creaked opened. She glanced to the side, to see a man wearing a white cotton coat--that looked like a trenchcoat in a way. The 20 year old woman tilted her head slightly to the side, as she stared at him with her emotionless eyes. Who was he? She wonders.
"Sakura Kinimoto, I see you are awake.."
That ..name the man had called her. It echoed in her head for several minutes. Yet it felt like forever till it had stopped. She stayed silent for a while, when finally she opened her mouth to speak--Nothing came out though. For the man looked at her awkwardly. She blinked, as she shakes her head from side to side, lightly, then was to speak when suddenly a girl her age bursted into the room. Her lavender eyes were teary and red.
"Sakura ! Sakura, oh my god, are you alright?"
The lavender-eyed girl cried out as she pulled Sakura into a tight embrace around her arms.
"Is..Sakura my name?"
Her lavender eyes widened. Why did she look so surprised?
"SAKURA IT'S ME! TOMOYO! Your best friend.."
The girl named Tomoyo sobbed out, then turned to the doctor, with sad and angered eyes. The soft voice she had was now a hiss. Tomoyo was about to speak, but then was interrupted by the Doctor, who had cleared his throat, and spoke, to answer the angered eyes. He looked at papers in his hands as he did so.
"It seems that Sakura has..amnesia..Im sorry Ms. Daidoju.. The impact of the car had hit Sakura's side of her car door am I right? It's possible that she had hit the wheel of the car, fell unconcious and had hit her head again on the person's car who had caused the accident. Her window was open? Was I correct? Then it's probable."
Tomoyo nodded as she looked back to Sakura, who had a confused daze in her eyes. She felt her eyes start to tear up again, as the incident played, and rewinded over and over in her head. It was all her fault that Sakura had amnesia, if only she wasnt so desperate to go shopping. Tears fell from her cheeks, as she sat on the bedside of Sakura's bed and looked at the ground.
-Flash Back-
"Sakura-Chan! Lets go SHOPPING !" Tomoyo laughed.
"Mou, Tomoyo-Chan.." Sakura pouted.
"Please? For me?"
"..Bleh..ok..for you.."
"YAY ! Ill buy my Sakura-chan kawaii outfits, and I will videotape her, and make her my MODEL !"
Sakura sweatdrops. She didnt want Tomoyo to feel sad, if she didnt go. They smiled at eachother,stars in Tomoyo's eyes. They were driving towards the mall, when Sakura stopped at a red light. It happened so fast, since the lights turned green, she hit the gas pedal, but then was hit by a lambhorgini who zoomed in right towards her. It was too late to dodge it. It was impossible afterall. And it rammed right to her.
"SAKURA-CHAN !!"
-End of FlashBack-
Tomoyo remembered. She had yelled out Sakura's name, it echoed in her head. She remembered fainting after she had seen all the loss of blood Sakura had lost. But she was alright, it was her best friend who took all the damage.
'It was all my fault' ..
Sakura blinked in confusion as she looked at Tomoyo. She had seen the tears, that had fallen and splashed on the ground. Why was that? Was Tomoyo an important person in her life? She wanted to know everything. She wanted to know about her life. Amnesia, now she knew it was something about her memories lost. Sakura tapped Tomoyo on the shoulder, and tilted her head, as the lavender-eyed girl looked at her, with a slight smile on her face.
"..Yes, Sakura-Chan?"
"Tell me everything about my life..please..are you someone important in my life?"
Sakura watched Tomoyo nod, and the first time, she had that bright smile on her face, eversince that incident had happened. Tomoyo had told her that she was her best friend in the whole world. That they tell eachother secrets all the time, and when they are sad, they always cheer eachother up. How they spent their memories together, and how Tomoyo would always get her outfits and such, to model for her. Sakura listened to all this, her emotions mixed up. Then she spoke up.
"Tomoyo..tell me..how am I like?"
Tomoyo smiled at her, the smile made Sakura feel so secure, that all she said was the truth. It held a softness in her eyes. Tomoyo looked at the ceiling and tilted her head slightly to the side.
"Your a wonderful person, Sakura. Everyone..loves you. Your always cheerful. And potential. Even though bad things happen, you always smile, and tell me that everything would be ok at the end. And everything is ! You make everyone happy Sakura-Chan.. We wouldnt be so organized if you had left the world."
Sakura was surprised. Was this really her Tomoyo speaks of? She looked at her hands, fidgeting with eachother on her lap. A sad expression on her face. She was such a good person, she can tell by how Tomoyo speaks, as if she was an angel sent from above.
"Sakura-Chan.."
Sakura looked up to Tomoyo and blinked.
"I promise..you'll get your memories back."
Tomoyo smiled at her best friend. She felt the tears haunt her again, but then closes her eyes and opens them as she held them back. She loved Sakura-Chan so much. She wouldnt know what to do without her. She really was like an angel sent from above. She always had the ability to make other people smile. Make others so happy.
-3 days later-
Sakura felt the breeze fly gently pass her. Her long waiste-length auburn hair swayed along with the wind. It has been just yesterday since she was allowed to be set free. Everything around her was so beautiful, the greenness of nature was heavenly. She loved the scent of the cherry blossoms, which surrounds her--it did remind her of her name. Sakura was walking alone a pathway towards where Penguin Park was. Tomoyo had told her that it was her favorite place to visit most often. Sakura wonders why? As she reached the park, her eyes widened in familiarty. A pain in her head occured as it flashed into her mind. A little boy, with cute amber eyes, had pinky swored with a little girl who had auburn hair--and it was exactly at this place. She looked at the swings, as it was the background that occured in her flashback. She sat on one and slowly started back and forth, back and forth. Her mind filled with the amber eyed boy. Who was he? She wondered. She was desperate to know. Her eyes showed a depression, she had thought so hard, that she still couldnt find the answer. But she knew that the little girl was the younger version of her--assuming that the emerald eyes and auburn hair had let it been obvious. Sakura swung higher and higher. She felt like a little girl again.
'..I wanna remember..'
-In Hong Kong-
His amber eyes looked to the dull grey sky. He felt a pain of sorrow in his heart. Why was that? Did something wrong happen? He shakes his head. Its ridiculous to think that just because his feelings became distant, it doesnt mean that something wrong has happened. Maybe it was cause he missed his cherry blossom. That was the thing. He had forgotten the real name of his childhood lover, and friend. It was really low of him, assuming that he had been her best friend for 6 years.But he still remembers the memories he had with her. His eyes saddened.
'I..cant stop thinking about her..'
Syaoron looked at the picture of a 12 year old emerald eyed girl. Her pose, was a cheerful smile and a wink, holding up a peace sign, with him hugging her around the waiste just behind her, laughing. It were the best days of his life. It was the last he ever had laughed, eversince he left Japan, because of the Li Clan. He put the picture back in his jean pants as he ruffled his already tousled messy chocolate brown hair with his hand. He reached his destination--his house. It was a really big white mansion. Of course-- they were the richest in all of Hong-Kong. They wouldnt of have, if Syaoron hadnt come back. He still was in training for the Li Clan. All those years, he survived without her, yet inside he was in deep depression, in need of his cherry blossom. He opened the double doors of his house then--
"WAII ! Our brother is sooo kawaii !!"
"He has such a good sense of style !"
"He grows bigger and bigger everyday !"
"I bet he has a lot of admires !"
Syaoron yelped as he felt his 4 sisters pinch his cheek, and ruffled his messy brown hair, kissing him on the cheek, and listened to them talk about how big he grow and such. He ducked down and ran between Fanren and Fuutie, out the center of where his sisters surrounded him. He glared at them and they giggled.
"Syaoron got meaner !"
"It's only because he misses the girl from Japan !"
"WAII ! KAWAII! Poor little brother."
"He got more soft hearted when he came back home though."
Syaoron ignored them as he walked up the stairs towards his room. He opened the door and sighed tiredly, looking at the surroundings around him. His room was green, shields and swords were hanging on the walls, while a punching bag hung down the center of the ceiling. He walked towards his king-sized bed, and layed down, staring at the ceiling, with his hands behind his head. Thoughts entered his mind. He wonders if his childhood love was still out there, in Japan. He closes his eyes, and slowly falls asleep.
'I wanna go back..'
A few hours later, a knock was heard from Syaoron's door. He rubbed his eyes, as he sat up from his bed, and looked at the door, and rolled his eyes as he gruffly said a "come in". Wei opened the door and bowed slightly to him.
"Your mother calls for you."
Syaoron's eyes widened. His mother only called him to her when it's something important to disscuss about. He thanked Wei, and walked out his room, towards his mother's office. Once he reached there, he knocked, and waited for an answer. A few minutes had passed, and finally he heard his mother tell him to come in. He opened the door and walked in, the sight of Yelan scribbling things on important papers sent to her from various clans and coorporations. A moment passed and Syaoron rolled his eyes, and coughed.She looked up.
"Xialang! There's something important I need to discuss with you."
"And that would be..?"
"Your going back to Japan. I talked this out with the elders of the Li Clan, and they agreed. They have a task for you there anyway. I suggest you listen well. I only want you there for college. I already had transferred you. Tomoeda University. The elders..suggest you find a well-suited wife for you.."
"WHAT?"
"Syaoron!"
"Sorry, But i have no intentions to marry mother ! And why take university there when there are alot here in Hong Kong?"
"..Because I know that someone who already has your heart, and I know fate's doing."
"..Huh?"
"Nevermind. You shall do as I say, no more interupptions. They only suggest you do before you hit the age 22. The same consequences would occur once again if you do not obey, understood?"
"Good, you may leave to pack your stuff. Your flight is tomorrow at 7:00 AM. I dont want you missing it."
Syaoron nodded solemnly and walked out, closing the door behind him. It was like a wish come true-- but marrying? He went back to his room and took out a green suitcase from his closet, and dropped it on his bed. He then started to pack his clothes in. Maybe he would find his cherry blossom again..they would get to know eachother more, and once they reunite, he would ask her to marry him. He smiled slightly to himself--it has been years since he had ever smiled. The only problem was-- he had forgotten her name. That was when his smile turned to a frown.
Yelan sighed as papers fell, scattering on the floor. She rolled her chair back, and bent down to pick them up, tiredly, and stacked them back on her desk. That same emotionless look on her son's face had come back again. His heart became cold once again. Would it be the last? She knew it was the right thing to do--sending Syaoron back to Japan--for she knew about the girl there that had softened his heart, and that warm look in his eyes. When he had arrived back to Hong-Kong, she had greeted him at the door. She was surprised to see a warm smile on his face, the emotionless look was nowhere to be seen. But now--years passed since then, he couldnt see his Ying-Fa. At least--thats what she heard. Yelan had secretly found a picture on the main floor one day and had seen the picture of the girl from japan. She was a pretty girl, her emerald eyes where beautiful, most enchanted. She had known, and she will see that this girl would be Syaoron's choosing--it can be well. And she will finally see smiles on his face--the laughter she had never heard from him since he was just young, before his father died. Tears welled up her eyes, as she shook her head softly to the side, grabbed her pen and started scribbling out notes once again.
'My son will choose well..'
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-beep beep beep beep-
The sound of the alarm clock rang when the time had struck 6:00 in the morning. Syaoron groaned and whacked the clock off the drawer that was next to his bed. He yawn and sat up, rubbing his eyes. Today, he was going back to Japan. He waited for this for how many years? Eight? He got off his bed and started changing into a black sweater and black loose jean pants. He pulled the sleeves of his sweater up to his elbows and grabbed his suitcase, as he walked out the door and down the stairs. There he saw his moth and 4 sisters waiting to take his leave. He blinked and rolled his eyes as he went up to them.
"Syaoron, we will miss you dearly."
'Yea, right..'
"You will be living at the same apartment with Wei. Do you still remember?"
Syaoron nodded, without saying a word. His mother embraced him tight, which surprised him. It was the first in his teen years she had done that. It was something she rarely does. So why was she doing that now? He pushed away, and Yelan sadly smiled. Then, his sisters crowded him, pinched his cheeks and smooched him, hugged him, as what they did yesterday
"Waii! We'll miss our kawaii little brother !"
"Yes we will ! He'll find and bring home his kawaii bride !"
"Awwe ! He's growing up so fast !"
"Write to us little brother !"
Syaoron scowled as he rushed out from their little circle and smirked at them. He crossed his arms and looked to the side.
"Ill write."
He then turned his back to them and waved to them as he said a littel goodbye, just hearing their sniffling replies. He sweatdrops and he opened the door to his limo and closed it as he hopped in. Wei entered the driver's seat and sat down as he looked at the mirror and smiled at Syaoron, then drove away from the huge mansion.
Sakura opened her eyes as sunlight hit her face. She groaned lightly and got off bed as she rubbed her eyes and went towards the bathroom for a long shower. A moment passed and she came out of the bathroom, fresh and clean, wearing a tight pink belly shirt and denim shorts. Then a knock was heard from her door. She yelled out a "come in" as she sat down on her little chair and looked at her reflection in the mirror. Tomoyo opened the door, and smiled cheerfully at her best friend.
"Good morning Sakura ! Breakfast is ready !"
"Mmkae Tomoyo, Thank you for telling me, Ill be down in a minute."
Tomoyo nodded and closed the door, leaving Sakura all alone again. She sighed softly and smiled slightly at her reflection, as she picked up a brush and started brushing her long aurburn hair. She then picked up a green ribbon and tied her hair up into a high ponytail, leaving long strands of her bangs fall over her eyes. The ribbon brought out her eyes lreally well. She tilted her head and smiled again as she stood u, exited her room and went downstairs towards the kitchen. The smell of bacon and eggs filled the air. She skipped to her chair and sat down as Tomoyo sat across from her.
"Wow, this smells delicious Tomoyo-Chan, I bet it tastes as delicious too."
"I have my ways."
They both giggled as they digged into their food. Afew minutes passed and they were done. Sakura sighed and leaned on her chair as she looked at the ceiling. So far, the only memory she had recieved back was the time at Penguin Park yesterday. She didnt want to ask Tomoyo about it. She had her reasons. She then stood up and picked up their dishes as she brought them to thee sink and started washing them.
"Sakura ! You dont have to, that's my job!"
"It's alright Tomoyo, I can handle it. You did so much for me already."
Sakura glanced at her friend and smiled thankfully. Tomoyo blinked, but then smiled also as she took a nod, and instead. started wiping the table and place mats. As they finished up their little cleaning, Tomoyo giggled evilly.
"Oh ho ho ho ! I can continue video-recording my Sakura-Chan !"
She held up a sexy dress and a camcorder up on the other hand to her face. Sakura sweatdrops.
"Hooo-ee ! Tomoyo-Chan that looks reveiling.."
"The more the sexier my Sakura-Chan would be."
Sakura blinked and sees the pleading eyes of Tomoyo. She pouts and grabs the dress as she went to the washroom and started changing, hearing Tomoyo squeal in delight in the other side. Sakura giggled. At least she made Tomoyo happy.
Syaoron had finally reached to his destination. He let out a sigh, as he was walking out the exit of the airport, with Wei along his side. Everything was still the same. He smiled unnoticably as he called for a taxi. He got in with Wei, as they told the taxi driver where to take them. As the driver started to drive off away from the airport, Syaoron stared out the window, remembering every little thing of his memory from years ago since he left. But why couldnt he remember that girl he called his bestfriend? He was thinking too much again. WHen hours past, and they finally reached their apartment. Wei thanked the driver and payed him what they owed as they got off the taxi and walked to their apartment, unlocking the door and looked around to see it still the same, dusty, but a little cleaning would do. Wei grabbed both their suitcases and brought it to the living room. Syaoron then remembered the park where he had met that girl. When they were just young. He then walked back out the door.
"Wei ! Im going off for a little walk, Ill be back to help with stuff..sorry."
He slammed the door shut and sweatdropped with an apologized look, but then walked towards Penguin park. He sort of got lost, it has been years since he had visited. He finally got there, and smiled slightly to see it still the same. He sat down on one of the swings, and the sad look was in his eyes again. Will he ever see his cherry blossom again..? Why did his mother suggest he goes to college here and find a girl to marry? When there was many colleges in Hong Kong, and alot of pretty girls there. But he knew that she knew.. about the girl he had loved when he was just a young boy. And no one else could win his heart, because it was already taken. But how wouldn he find her again?
'...Where are you?..' Night: O0ohh.. Kawaii ne? I finally updated my second chapter. Hehe did it take long? Bleh IM GETTING NO REVIEWS ! -Pouts-
Sakura: Awwee Im sure the reviews will come soon ! -.-;
Syaoron: Its only cause' your stories suck ass.
Night: -Eyes tear up, and hides in a dark shallow corner-
Sakura: LOOK WHAT YOU DID !! O.O
Syaoron: Bleh, everything's always my fault V.V
Sakura: Well ! Do something !
Syaoron: ...Eh..-Goes to Nightie and kisses her cheek .-
Night: WEe ! Mmkae Im fine
Sakura: ...Fumes and whacks Syaoron...
Syaoron: OI !! .O;; You told me to do something o.o
Night: o.o... Anyway, I want soomee reviews ! -Pouts again. -