bHeal My Broken Heart/b
Hello and welcome, once again, to my fanfiction! I know that all of you are really angry with me because I put such a short chapter last time... but I promise this one will be longer, even though this chapter is completely made up of Inuyasha's thoughts on the matter... Oh well! It'll be longer! SO BE HAPPY!!!! Or else I shall send Vixy to EAT YOU!
The last chapter's name: Yakki no Itami, means Burden of Pain.
Oh and by the way... Go ahead and flame me... I need something to take my temper out on. School's out, so I can't really take it out on schoolwork and such, now can I? -
Well, my A/N is short today. Have fun reading!
Inuyasha's POV
So often am I wrong. Isn't that strange? The great Inuyasha, admitting that he is wrong in his decisions most of the time. But this time, when I fell for Kagome, I fell /u
Do you remember, Kagome, all the trials that we had to go through just to get along? Do you remember all the demons I fought off, both physically and mentally, just to be by your side even though you 'sat' me more times then was necessary? Do you remember all the battles we fought, side by side, and all the times I waited for you by the well like a lost little puppy? When I tried to save you by putting you back in your own time? That was done for you, Kagome. Only for you.
I know that I hurt you by saying all those stupid things that pushed you away. But do you remember, Kagome, when you said that was all behind us now, just as long as we had each other? You promised me, Kagome. You promised me that we would be together forever, until death took us apart. Do you remember that, Kagome? Or have you forgotten, the memories slipped from your mind like sand through your fingers?
Yet, you betrayed me. You ripped my heart out and kept it as a sign that you had beaten the mighty hanyou, that you had won a battle and escaped alive and healthy. But why are you healthy, Kagome? Did the ookami save you from countless youkai; did the ookami stay by your side even when you said that you hated him?
No, Kagome, that was I.
You betrayed me in the worst way, Kagome. You made me feel comfortable in my own skin, made me feel like being a hanyou was not a thing to be ashamed. That I should not hide my face in the shadows and instead show myself. You made me feel as though I had found a place I belonged, something no other hanyou had ever found before. You told me that you loved me, that you wanted to forever be by my side, and I told you the same. We were meant to be together, Kagome. Why did you leave me? Why did you go to the ookami?
Was I just a passing thing, an object with no feelings or desires, only to be used for your amusement, and then thrown away when you were done toying with me? Was I not good enough for you, Kagome? No, Kagome, to you, no man or beast probably /u good enough for you.
Does the ookami suit you, Kagome? I have heard that he has another female ookami following him around, wanting him to love her instead of you. Well, Kagome, you destroyed two hearts with one action. I wonder how you managed that, Kagome. Then again, you pushed me to the ground and poisoned others against me, Kagome. You will live a happy, joyous life with your ookami.
But the one who has fallen will suffer, weaken and eventually die. That is the way of life, even though it is unfair. The betrayer will live while the betrayed will die. Does it make you happy to know that the girl named Kagome, who used to be innocent, has turned into a backstabber? Or does it sadden you on the inside, but you refuse to acknowledge that pain? Kagome, I wish I knew the answers to all of these questions, but I fear I never will.
Do you remember my wish on the Shikon no Tama, Kagome? It was that you, Miroku, and Sango would live as long as a hanyou did. I did that so that you could live with me, and share your life with me. And so that Miroku and Sango, my two friends, could perhaps visit us sometimes and we could be happy and peacefully live in harmony. But you had to ruin it, didn't you Kagome? You had to leave me... to run off with that ookami.
I am in Kaede's hut currently; a week after Sango 'saved' me from ending my pain. Why did you help me, Sango? Couldn't you have left me alone... left me to lift this burden from my shoulders? I just wish for peace. I wish that I would not have to worry about love, hate, jealously and all these other emotions that have been haunting me my whole life.
I see Sango look at me. I look at her, and she looks away. I feel like yelling at her, screaming out my pain, telling her my true feelings and then to run away, run away from my troubles and leaving all these horrible feelings and burdens behind. But I can't. I can't move. It's as though I am held down to this bed with invisible chains, holding me down and making sure I cannot run forever.
Sango... why? Please answer me. I wonder, again and again, why you could not have just left me to deal with my pain in a manner that suits me. I don't often run from my problems, but this is one time that I need to escape. Please, Sango, why did you save me?
How very ironic. Kagome saves me, on impulse, and then betrays me. I try to die, and Sango saves me. Two women save my life, and I only know why one of them saved me. Kagome saved me to save her own life, as I promised that I would if she set me free from that accursed tree. But Sango didn't save me to save her own life, or on impulse. Sango ran to save me, to make sure that I would not hurt myself. Only one person has actually ever done that for me and that was my mother, who died to save me. I will not let another person die for me, nor will I let another person love me or myself love another person. /b
Errr... Ok, it's a little bit shorter then I expected it to be. But hey, I have to get off of the computer... and take my dog for a walk. I hope that this is good enough, but please review if you have the time. Wait, scratch that. REVIEW NOW!!!
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Hello and welcome, once again, to my fanfiction! I know that all of you are really angry with me because I put such a short chapter last time... but I promise this one will be longer, even though this chapter is completely made up of Inuyasha's thoughts on the matter... Oh well! It'll be longer! SO BE HAPPY!!!! Or else I shall send Vixy to EAT YOU!
The last chapter's name: Yakki no Itami, means Burden of Pain.
Oh and by the way... Go ahead and flame me... I need something to take my temper out on. School's out, so I can't really take it out on schoolwork and such, now can I? -
Well, my A/N is short today. Have fun reading!
Inuyasha's POV
So often am I wrong. Isn't that strange? The great Inuyasha, admitting that he is wrong in his decisions most of the time. But this time, when I fell for Kagome, I fell /u
Do you remember, Kagome, all the trials that we had to go through just to get along? Do you remember all the demons I fought off, both physically and mentally, just to be by your side even though you 'sat' me more times then was necessary? Do you remember all the battles we fought, side by side, and all the times I waited for you by the well like a lost little puppy? When I tried to save you by putting you back in your own time? That was done for you, Kagome. Only for you.
I know that I hurt you by saying all those stupid things that pushed you away. But do you remember, Kagome, when you said that was all behind us now, just as long as we had each other? You promised me, Kagome. You promised me that we would be together forever, until death took us apart. Do you remember that, Kagome? Or have you forgotten, the memories slipped from your mind like sand through your fingers?
Yet, you betrayed me. You ripped my heart out and kept it as a sign that you had beaten the mighty hanyou, that you had won a battle and escaped alive and healthy. But why are you healthy, Kagome? Did the ookami save you from countless youkai; did the ookami stay by your side even when you said that you hated him?
No, Kagome, that was I.
You betrayed me in the worst way, Kagome. You made me feel comfortable in my own skin, made me feel like being a hanyou was not a thing to be ashamed. That I should not hide my face in the shadows and instead show myself. You made me feel as though I had found a place I belonged, something no other hanyou had ever found before. You told me that you loved me, that you wanted to forever be by my side, and I told you the same. We were meant to be together, Kagome. Why did you leave me? Why did you go to the ookami?
Was I just a passing thing, an object with no feelings or desires, only to be used for your amusement, and then thrown away when you were done toying with me? Was I not good enough for you, Kagome? No, Kagome, to you, no man or beast probably /u good enough for you.
Does the ookami suit you, Kagome? I have heard that he has another female ookami following him around, wanting him to love her instead of you. Well, Kagome, you destroyed two hearts with one action. I wonder how you managed that, Kagome. Then again, you pushed me to the ground and poisoned others against me, Kagome. You will live a happy, joyous life with your ookami.
But the one who has fallen will suffer, weaken and eventually die. That is the way of life, even though it is unfair. The betrayer will live while the betrayed will die. Does it make you happy to know that the girl named Kagome, who used to be innocent, has turned into a backstabber? Or does it sadden you on the inside, but you refuse to acknowledge that pain? Kagome, I wish I knew the answers to all of these questions, but I fear I never will.
Do you remember my wish on the Shikon no Tama, Kagome? It was that you, Miroku, and Sango would live as long as a hanyou did. I did that so that you could live with me, and share your life with me. And so that Miroku and Sango, my two friends, could perhaps visit us sometimes and we could be happy and peacefully live in harmony. But you had to ruin it, didn't you Kagome? You had to leave me... to run off with that ookami.
I am in Kaede's hut currently; a week after Sango 'saved' me from ending my pain. Why did you help me, Sango? Couldn't you have left me alone... left me to lift this burden from my shoulders? I just wish for peace. I wish that I would not have to worry about love, hate, jealously and all these other emotions that have been haunting me my whole life.
I see Sango look at me. I look at her, and she looks away. I feel like yelling at her, screaming out my pain, telling her my true feelings and then to run away, run away from my troubles and leaving all these horrible feelings and burdens behind. But I can't. I can't move. It's as though I am held down to this bed with invisible chains, holding me down and making sure I cannot run forever.
Sango... why? Please answer me. I wonder, again and again, why you could not have just left me to deal with my pain in a manner that suits me. I don't often run from my problems, but this is one time that I need to escape. Please, Sango, why did you save me?
How very ironic. Kagome saves me, on impulse, and then betrays me. I try to die, and Sango saves me. Two women save my life, and I only know why one of them saved me. Kagome saved me to save her own life, as I promised that I would if she set me free from that accursed tree. But Sango didn't save me to save her own life, or on impulse. Sango ran to save me, to make sure that I would not hurt myself. Only one person has actually ever done that for me and that was my mother, who died to save me. I will not let another person die for me, nor will I let another person love me or myself love another person. /b
Errr... Ok, it's a little bit shorter then I expected it to be. But hey, I have to get off of the computer... and take my dog for a walk. I hope that this is good enough, but please review if you have the time. Wait, scratch that. REVIEW NOW!!!
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