-Prologue-

"Why do you think that you can boss us all around? I mean you never had to work for anything in your life like us, you always had everything you wanted," Stated cordilia not realising how wrong she was. Buffy didn't have anything she ever wanted, especially the man she love who is now with Cordilia.

They were in the Summer's living room with Spike, the potentials, Faith, Willow, Xander, and Anya. Angel and Cordilia were here Willow had called them about the first and they came ASAP.

"Because I'm the leader" Buffy said

"And why is that exactly, I'm a higher being, my boyfriend is a vampire with soul and so is Spike, Willow is a Goddess, oh and if you hadn't realised Faith's a slayer too" Cordilia knew these things would hurt Buffy especially that Angel was not with Bufy but with her and liked to rub it in, in every opportunity she had.

"Well I don't see anybody else wanting to be the leader," Buffy said

"You never asked" Angel was being a real jerk recently

"I say we take a vote of who ever wants another leader, and Buffy out of the house put your hands up." Kennedy said, everyone's hand was up, everyone.

"Willow why?"

" Buffy I'm sorry but maybe your not thinking straight from all the pressure" Willow said with her eyes full of tears.

" Xander?"

"Well with one eye you might think that your not always right" Xander said coldly

"Giles?"

" Well I'm sorry but there I can't teach you anything more so might as well put my hand up"

"Angel, Spike. Dawn?"

"Your just not a real good leader pet" Spike went over to Faith and put his arm around her waist.

"It's complicated" Angel said with sadness in his eyes; he loved Buffy, and didn't want to be near her for her own good.

Buffy turned her head towards Dawn, but all she got was tears.

Then immediately ran up the stairs to pack her bag crying, Angel ran after her.

When he got to her room she asked "Why?"

"Because I love you Buffy and I can't be around you because it's dangerous it will save us both some hurting and if I turn back to Angelus then I can never really live with myself about what I had done. Plus you will die if you stay here, I'm just trying to do the right thing" He said holding back tears not knowing that she was now hurting more than he ever could imagine or feel.

Buffy didn't say anything then headed down the stairs shoving Angel away, when she got to the bottom of the stairs Faith followed her

"B, wait" but then she got shoved back by something, everyone thought that Buffy had punched Faith so they were all cursing Buffy except Angel who was the only to at least understood a little bit of her pain.

Well then I will never be able to tell Angel that I kept my promise and remembered the forgotten day and that I'm pregnant with his baby. Buffy thought miserably At that moment every little door to her heart was shut there was no way to get inside but there was a crack for 1 person and that was the boy growing inside of her (A/N: the lost day has just happened recently). I guess we are on our own from now on..