Feelings
We walked back to school. Odd had promised me that he wouldn't let it happen to me again. He would always be there for me. We must have stood there for 10 minutes hugging and crying. I hated my life, but every time Odd was around I just felt so different.
"So remember if you feel like hurting yourself... In any way... Give me a call and I'll be right over! Ok?" Odd reassured her leaving her in her dorm.
"Got it.." I replied.
Dear diary,
I think.. I think I love Odd. Well he's always there for me and he comforts me.. I don't know really, he would probably never accept my feelings towards him anyway. Ok goodnight for tonight.
The next day I woke up on the floor, a puddle of blood streaming from my arm. In my other hand I held a knife. "How the!? Oh no..." I wrapped my arm in bandages.
"Hey Tia! Breakfast time!" shouted Odd.
"Uh.. c-coming!" I replied slowly walking out of my room.
"Hey did your, um... You know what heal yet?" I had told him not to tell anyone about it.
"No.. Um.. Not fully.." I replied.
"Well can I see it?" he asked. I really didn't want him to. I showed him my bandage which blood was soaking through. I could tell he wasn't convinced that it was old. "Tia! I told you not to do that anymore! Do you think that I tell you this stuff for the heck of it?" he yelled.
He really wasn't making me feel any better. "I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to.. I just woke up this way.."
"Um.. I just want to protect you.." he said embracing me. I was surprised.
"I'll try harder I promise." When we broke apart we were both blushing. The rest of the day continued as it did normally, until lunch.
"Ulrich dear!" Came Sissy's voice.
"C'mon Sissy just leave Ulrich alone.." Odd told her off.
"Yeah just bug off.." I agreed.
"You'r one to talk Tia. I heard about what happened to you. You just like the attention.." I didn't wait for her to finish her sentence. I ran out of the cafeteria as fast as I could.