Suicide
Dear Diary,
Oh I hate that stupid Sissy! I hate everyone! Ugh! I have to end this.. I don't want to live like this anymore.. Good-bye..
The next morning Odd called through the door as usual, but I didn't answer. I wasn't there. "C'mon Tia!" he called again. "What could she be doing?" he mumbled to himself. He walked into my room and looked around, of course after seeing that I wasn't there he decided to leave. But his eyes caught a book. I had been carless and left it on my desk.
"I probably shouldn't.." but he had already sat down to read it. "We're friends what would it hurt?" he skimmed over the pages reading them. "I think I.. Love Odd!?" his eyes widend. "Good-bye!?" he threw the book on the floor running out of my room.
"Hey! Have any of you guys seen Tia?" he asked countless people. Suddenly he rememberd where he had seen Tia last time. He raced into the woods.
I stood there for a second the knife inches from my wrist. A tear ran down my cheek as I was about to slice myself. Suddenly I was knocked onto the ground, the knife falling several feet away from me. I was shocked. I stood up to see Odd infront of me breathless.
"H-How did you know I was going to be here.." I asked.
"I kinda read your diary.." he answerd looking ashamed.
"You read everything!?" I asked.
"If you mean did I read the part where you wrote, I think I love Odd, then yes.." he walked alittle closer. "Did you mean it?" he asked.
"Well of course I did! You were the first friend I had when I moved here you took care of me.. You cared.. and.." I was cut off by his lips meeting mine. When we finally broke apart we were both blushing.
"Um.. well I guess that's that.." I said.
"I guess.. Ready for class?" we tried to act as if nothing had ever happened.
"Y-yeah.." we walked hand in hand to class. We found it hard to tell the others of our relationship, but in the end it turned out fine. They supported us a lot. The only time I ever really disagreed with them was when they asked if I wanted to see a shrink.
I guess it's safe to say I didn't slept so well that night. I had a lot to think about, mostly Odd.