Dear Freddy,

I know what you mean, about you not getting this. Maybe it's because I don't know you that well, so I cant imagine your reaction, or anything.

I mean, the one time I met you we had an argument over drummers, or something. I suggested someone, and you made out my suggestion to be rubbish, as usual. Man, I don't know anything according to you, do I?

Zack...Zack's cool, I guess, I don't know him all that well. Wait- what happened with Marta? You never said something happened with Marta! But I guess it might be like what happened with me and Frankie...or, should I say what happened with Frankie. I didn't really want much to do with it. You tell me about Marta, and next letter I'll tell you about Frankie, ok?

I don't believe you. I honestly don't. You'd rather have George, George for a 'friend', a guy who you can't really talk to, who you don't really like and who doesn't let you be yourself, then be on your own and try to find some people who like you for who you are? That's typical Freddy, never do stuff the hard way.

If you try to find a true friend, then sure, you might be on your own for a bit, but in the end you have someone you can be yourself with.

Whereas, you took George and you ended up with someone where, ok, you can have a laugh with him, but at the end of the day, what do you really know about each other?

And yes, I do like Blink. Why is that such a surprise? I do have good taste, you know. or are you into 50 Cent or whoever with George? I heard that he wanted to be a rapper. For goodness sakes, if you bleep out all the swearwords in a rap song, then all you get is one long bleep. I don't call someone swearing to a beat 'music'. I call it pathetic.

And I know people are complex, Freddy! There you go again, assuming I know nothing. I don't care why George has his hair in his eyes, or why you mess about in class. All I care about is the fact that because of you, I wake up in the morning, and don't want to go to school. I don't want to be laughed at. I don't want to be hurt. I don't want to have to cry by myself, with nobody to turn to. I want...I want to be Summer.

That's right. I'm no longer Posh Spice, kick-ass bassist of a rockin' band, who doesn't care what anybody thinks, because she has fun, and she has friends. No, I'm Katie-who-should-be-Kat, playing alone in her room, writing lyrics that no one's ever going to hear. Take it from me, that's not such a nice person. I don't blame you anymore for taking George as a friend. I know why.

I'm jealous of Summer. She has a boyfriend, she has friends at her clubs, she's our class president! She's always smiling, or laughing, or having fun. I can't remember the last time I smiled.

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(This paragraph is for rockerchik777)

Wait a minute, you still like Metallica? Led Zeppelin? AC/DC? The Who? You still like Moonie? You?! You don't deserve to listen to the Ox, to hear Moonie making drums sound like a lead instrument. I'm sat here listening to My Generation and there is no way, no way that you can appreciate it. For goodness sakes, these people are gods, and you think that even though you deny who you are, even though you hide your drums, even though you try to trip me up on the bus, it's still all okay? I'm sorry, Freddy, but I...I can't even begin to understand that.

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'As a special favor'? 'In a good mood'? Honestly, Freddy, you disgust me. The whole idea of me getting a penpal was to calm me down, not to make me angry! I don't need your favors, I don't need charity! I need a friend who understands me, not someone to take pity on me!

And oh yeah, I tried your big-headed tip of mentioning you to the cheerleaders, and a whole lot of good it did me! Now they think that I'm delusional, that I think I know you, and that I have a crush on you!! You know what? Screw it, Freddy. I thought this might work, but no. Stick your pity, and your charity, and your 'I like your name but not you' and your big words where the sun don't shine!

From Ms. Jonban.

DON'T R.S.V.P.

Has anyone noticed, since I did this there have been two one-shots in letter format? Maybe my creative genius (yeah, right) is rubbing off on people. I'm a muse..............

SarahLou: yeah, Freddy is one hell of a lot cooler than Katie. And thanks for the recognition that he is mine!!

Swimmerkitti: thank you!! It's quite weird, acos I just start writing and all this stuff tumbles out. Ah, well, enjoy the magic while it's flowing.

Rhun: thank you. I'm really glad you enjoy!

Emily: I know, Freddy is just the bestest guy ever!

curliegurlie687: thank you!

bLuEhEaVeN79: thank you sooooo much! It's weird the way two people can see the same thing so differently.

S.S.I.: is there a story about your name? or is it just random letters? and yes, Freddy is incredibly cute!

Strokes: whoa, it took me a while to figure that out, so I'm just liking the "nice ficy here"! thanks for that!

rockerchik777: hope you like that chapter I dedicated for you! oh, and I meant to tell you, I was at my friend's party yesterday at this resteraunt, and then we went to look at the jukebox and My Generation was on, and I screamed 'MOONIE!!' really, really, loud! All thses populars just like, stared at me, and then I put it on, and like just stared at it with a grin on my face for the whole song!

Sandy-Pandy: Nay, he will always be mine!

Kate-Emma: you have cool hair, indeed you do.

Crazy Chica 91: ah, it's, uh, kinda purple...ish...and it's not meant to be sad, it just kinda...is. But t'will all get happier later on!

tmrwspromise: ah well, he's cute so that makes up for the bully thing, lol. thanks for the awesome ness!

Waterbug7: well, since you are my loyalest reviewer EVER!!! I figured the least I could do was check out your story, and it is AWESOME!!

So, thanks y'all!

P.S. I wrote my firstest flame ever today!!!