Buffy pulled Spike by the hand up to her room, As the door shut he kissed her softly and then got the vision, when he raped her the whole scene came back to him. 'No! Please! Spike! stop!' Buffy's screams ecoed in his mind, He flinched away from her, "I cant." He said backing away from her.

"You are just going to hurt her again." Said the first/Darla.

"No," spike whispered.

"Spike, what did you see?" Buffy asked caring. "Is someone here?" She asked.

Spike looked at her, she was able to love a monster like him? "I'm Sorry, Buffy, I didn't mean to hurt you." He said begging, he fell to his knees hugging her legs and crying into them. "Please, I'm sorry!" He begged her over and over again, Buffy had no idea what he was going on about though.

Buffy had no idea what was going on, they kissed and he turned into a raving lunitic. "Spike, listen to me?"

Spike lifted his head, so much for sanity.

"What did you see?" Bufffy asked firmly.

"I hurt you. I messed up real bad.. And now I have to pay."

"Spike, we talked about this, you didn't do anything to me that I didn't do to you." Buffy said softly.

Spike had anger burning in his eyes, "Buffy, I tried to rape you."

Buffy nodded.

"That's not something you can just forgive."

Buffy reached out and pushed the curls that had fallen on his forehead back. "Spike, I already did."

"I don't deserve fogiveness." Spike said.

"But you have it." She said cleverly taking his hand and pulling him to his feet, "Spike, your soul is making you crazy. Its just making everything you did seem a thousand times worse."

"Buffy, you can't... I tried."

"It wasn't you." Buffy said, "It wasn't the part of the vampire I fell in love with." Buffy tells him, "It was demon."

"And now-"

"And now you can fight it off easier." Buffy said with a smile, "Don't think I haven't seen all the times you fought it off for my safety, For the safety of my frineds. Of Dawn." Buffy smiled, "You are one of the strongest champians I no and now you are even stronger."

Spike looked at her, trying to take in everything that was just said to him. "I'm still sorry."

"And the MAN in you would be." Buffy said with a soft smile.

Spike looked at her and cupped her cheek in his palm, "I love you." He told her,

Buffy smiled and leaned into his palm. "I know."

Spike gulped, he leaned in and took her lips over with his own kissing her gently and savering each stroke. His hand went to the back of her nack playing with the loose hair from her pony tale, then the kiss broke he looked into her eyes. "You sure about this?" Spike asked.

Buffy nodded and brought him to the bed, she pulled him on top of her. He pulled her shirt over head and kissed down her chest until he got to the black fabric of her bra. Buffy arched her back into his kisses. "Spike, take me... please." She begged.

Cut to the middle of the night,

Buffy is laying on Spike's chest. Spike's slowly running his hand up and down her arm. "This is how it should be." Buffy whispered.

"I agree." Spike said kissing Buffy softly on the head.

Buffy looked up, her hair was down now, thanks to Spike. "I wanna stay like this forever." Buffy said, "Just forget about all the evil and everything. Just stay here and be with you... forever."

"Nothing I would like more." Spike tells her.

Buffy looks up at him. "What's a claim?" Buffy asked.

Spike looked at her narrow eyed, "What?"

"What's a claim to a vampire?"

Spike sighed, "IT's when a vampire falls in love and wants to make someone his, forever."

Buffy smiles at Spike unsurly, "So... why don't you dont it to me?" Buffy asked.

Spike looekd at her, "Because It's perminant. No way out of it. An I would have to bite you."

"Spike, I want you to claim me." Buffy said softly and at the same time firmly.

Spike shook his head, "You don't want me to claim you."

"Yeah I do." Buffy said flipping over so they were face to face, her breasts pressign against his chest. "I want to be yours forever."

"Buffy, I don't think.. I can... especially now." spike said.

Buffy pushed the hair away from her neck and tilted her head, "I trust you." She whispered.

"But I don't trust me." Spike said softly.

Buffy looked him in eyes, "Do I know evil?"

Spike nodded unsurly.

"I know you won't hurt me, I know you won't drain me, think you won't and you won't."

Spike closed his eyes and flips them over so he was above her, "Are you sure?"

Buffy takes a deep breath and nods. She focuses on his crystal blue eyes and watches as they turn yellow. Buffy gulps and fear runs threw her. Maybe this wasn't sucha a good idea.

Spike ducks his head and licks the healing bite mark of his own sire and Dracula. He moved the other side of the neck and licks the un touched silky skin.

Buffy shivers as soon as his tongue touches her skin.

Spike bites on to her neck sinking his teeth into her neck. Feeling her arsoul as fast as he started sucking her warm rich blood. He slammed himself into her and his pace quickened.

"Oh, God, Spike!" Buffy screamed.

Spike's eyes lower to her neck as he suck in her blood. He pulls out just before and his strokes inside her slow. "Mine." He said softly against her skin. He slips into human featurs and licks away the blood remaining on her neck. "You ok?" He whispered in her ear.

Buffy nodded, "Yes." she whispered back. "I am you know?"

"What?" Spike asked licking his lips, he lifted his head to look at her.

"Yours."

Spike smiled, "You weren't supposed to hear that."

"I did, and I would have been, if you hadn't claimed me."

Spike looked at her.

"What's mean?"

"OTher vamps and demons, they can scenes it, they'll no its my claim that if they go after you and hurt you, that they'll have a problem with me also."

Buffy smiled, "So, Angel would know?"

Spike nodded, "Yah."

End of chap...

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