Entry 14
It's been almost a day since the date he kissed me on. I've come down a bit since then, and I didn't go dancing around in the park (like I thought I'd have to do). Instead, I spent the day thinking and listening to music and coming up with excuses to see Sonic. If I see him again, then we might…
A lot of time I spent trying to figure out what happened last night. I mean, I know the most important thing (that we kissed), but I wanna remember more. Like, did I kiss him, or did he kiss me (I swore that was the case), or did it just happen?
Don't laugh, it matters to me!
More than just the details, though, I wanna know how we got there. How'd we get to the point where we'd kiss? If I know that, maybe I can get it to happen again. I want to, more than anything else. I want to feel… like that again.
So strange, isn't it? I've spent a day puzzling over it and I still can't define it well. Kinda like that piece of meat you can't cut up no matter how much you chew. Okay, not like that. I just know I want it.
What's that? Hold on, diary, there's something at the door.
Oh my gosh, it's from Sonic! It's hard to make out… I love him to death, but he's got lousy handwriting… it says he'll meet me outside the apartment building at seven tonight!
This is great! Oh, I can't wait!
[small doodles, almost like springs, interspersed with hearts]
SonAmy4ever!
This is going better than I ever imagined! (And, between you and me, I imagined quite a bit, diary.) He kissed me last night, and now he's asking to see me again! Well, I won't disappoint him. I'm afraid I've got to disappoint you, diary, because I have more important things to worry about! What to wear, what to wear…