"Something's
different about him. I can't place it. It's like he doesn't want to
screw up. Or screw period. I don't-" Trouble was cut of
mid sentence by Jack's "JESUS CHRIST JAMESON!" Trouble bit
her lip to keep from laughing. Jamie assured Jack that the glass
needed to be ripped out of his back and that there were only a few
more pieces and then all she had to do was use iodine to clean out
the cuts and he would be just fine.
"Go
on Troub. Don't mind the baby over there leaning against the sink.
The man who pretends to be some big tough guy but then freaks out
when I rip a fucking shard of glass from his back!" Jamie glared
at Jack. Trouble didn't dare to go on knowing that Jack would only
interrupt her. And sure enough, he did speak up.
"Why
do you always have to do this Jameson. Why. Why are you always so
fucking sarcastic. You act like I wanted the glass in my back!
Would you rather me have jumped out of the way and let it cut you.
How would you have liked that!" At this point Jamie was crying,
and Trouble couldn't think of anything to say. So she stood there,
mouth agape, staring at the both of them.
"I'm
s-s-sorry Ja-Ja-Jaaackk!" Jamie managed to say in between sobs.
Jack moved across the room to hug Jamie, stroking her hair.
"No
don't be. I'm sorry. I didn't mean that. I don't mind the cuts.
I just don't want you hurt. Don't cry. Please." Jack pleaded.
Jamie sniffled and nodded.
"I
love you Cowboy." Jameson gave Jack a watery smile.
"I
love you too." He replied moving back over to the sink.
"Sorry
about that Trouble. Go on." Jamie apologized and picked out the
remaining shards.
"Well,
I can't figure out for the life of me what's wrong. I don't entirely
mind the fact that he isn't trying to get me into bed. But the whole
lack of contact, lack of like, kissing thing bothers me. It's so
un-Mush-like. I don't get it. I mean does he want to be just
friends or is he just unsure of where he stands? Or is he being
non-committal?" Trouble glanced at Jameson as she poured some
iodine on Jack's cuts. Jack gripped the sink so hard that his
knuckles turned white, but he didn't let out one yelp of pain.
Jamie turned to face Trouble and gave her a puzzled look.
"That
is strange. I wonder why he isn't making any advances. Actually,
since you've left he hasn't touched another woman. Honest. I
wonder if he's turned gay." Jamie pondered. Trouble's eyebrows
shot straight for the sky. They both looked at each other for a
moment and then burst out laughing.
"Well
if the two of you really want to know what's going on with him I'll
tell you." Jack offered. Jamie shot him a look of
disbelief but said nothing. She kissed the top of his head and sat
down.
"Lecture
us Cowboy." Jamie offered. Jack smiled and winked at Trouble.
"It's
like this. Mush really likes you. Loves you even. And as much as he
wants to rip the clothes from your body, he won't. Because he
doesn't want to screw things up with you. He doesn't want you
to run away like last time. And maybe that is a good idea. For now.
You know? Like I'm not saying no kissing or snuggling or whatever it
is you do. But just no sex maybe? For a while at least and see
if what you have is more than just physical attraction. You two with
me?" Jack asked. Trouble nodded but Jamie had a glazed
over look in her eyes. Trouble furrowed her eyebrows at Jack. What
the hell was wrong with Jamie.
"Jamie?"
Trouble asked and waved her hand in front of her face. Jamie
snapped to life.
"Huh?"
Jamie asked stunned.
"Did
you hear any of what I said?" Jack asked. Jamie shook her
head and laughed.
"You
lost me after something about clothes ripping. I got distracted."
Jamie smiled at Jack and licked her lips.
"Oh
knock it off. Trouble does that help you?" Jack asked. Trouble
nodded and smiled in relief.
"You
should go talk to him. He's upstairs." Jamie offered. Trouble
nodded again. At least someone understood what was going on in Mush's
head! It was so hard to understand him. Sometimes it was
as if he didn't want anyone to understand him so he'd throw you a
curve ball. Like tonight. Trouble shook the thoughts from her
head so she could thank Jack and Jamie.
"Thanks
guys. It means a lot to me. I really like him a lot, maybe I love
him. I'm not sure. But I'm going to go sort this out with him right
now." Trouble said but apparently wasn't heard. Jamie had moved
from her chair onto Jack's lap. And from the looks of it, they were
both making up for yelling at each other earlier. Trouble sighed and
got up from the table. Time to find Mush!
