Always

"I'll always be here. When ever you need me. I'll always be here."

Dad! I need you! Come get me! Dad! Every night it's the same. Why don't you come to me? You said you wouldn't leave me. Where are you? Mom! Where are you? I need you too. I'm growing up alone and I need help. I can't do it alone. I can't keep winning. I'm going to lose. If I lose will you came get me? Will you hold me and never let me? But if I lose I let everyone down. They'll die and it'll be my fault. Why can't you come back? Why did you have to go? If I win this last fight can I stop? Can I come be with you? Don't you love me? Don't you know how much it hurts to not be with you? All I want is to hug you, tell you how much I love you, how much I miss you, how much I need you. Why do I have to keep coming back here? They don't love me. They don't want me. Sometimes I think that it's my fault you died. If I wouldn't have been there you wouldn't have gone back. You would be here to hold me and love me and tell me that it's ok to lose. I need you! I need you to tell me it's ok. Please come get me! Please.

"I'll always be here. When ever you need me. I'll always be here."