Hihi!!! Sorry if this chappies short. My mom needs to do transactions. Last chappies title was a take on Whitney Houstons song that I cant take...and I will always love you.

(I wrote this when a RHCP song was on. The one that goes 'My friends are so depressed....etc....I love all of you....something...So hard and lonely too, when you don't know yourself. RHCP raaawwk WAIT ITS CALLED MY FRIENDS. Lol sorry)

I DO NOT OWN TEEN TITANS!

Songfic to Tearjerker by RHCP..errr i guess it MIGHT be a songfic...

Did you know this song was originally written about Kurt Cobain?

If I did, Id show the episode Betrothed right after the aftershock ones

Chapter 9: Tearjerker

My mouth fell open
Hoping that the truth
Would not be true
Refuse the news

I'm feeling sick now
What the fuck am I
Supposed to do
Just loose and loose

First time I saw you
you were sitting
Backstage in a dress
A perfect mess

You never knew this
But I wanted badly for you to
Requite my love

[Chorus:]
Left on the floor
Leaving your body
When highs are the lows
And lows are the way
So hard to stay
Guess now you know
I love you so.

I liked your whiskers
And I liked the
Dimple in your chin
Your pale blue eyes

You painted pictures
'Cause the one
Who hurts
Can give so much
You gave me such

Left on the floor
Leaving your body
When highs are the lows
And lows are the way
So hard to stay
Guess now you know
I love you so.

Beast Boy gaped at the sky, he was still standing where he had when Raven had kissed him that last time.

"Please be safe," he whispered.

The others didn't know how to soothe Beast Boy's broken heart. So they huddled and thought of something.

"Pizza?" Cyborg suggested.

"Bad movies and unhealthy high calorie sugar snacks?" Starfire asked.

"Uhhh Tofu buffet?" Robin said.

"I am NOT eating fake meat!!" Cyborg exclaimed.

"Fine, fine. We'll see what Beast Boy wants," Robin stood up and looked at the green teenager who stood, like Terra had stood as stone, but except he was alive. At least they thought...

Tee-hee.

"Welcome to your old and NEW home, my dear Raven," Hezar gestured outside the spacecraft to the dark and gloomy, run down, and demony place that Raven had once called home.

Raven gazed out, and sighed. 'If only you were here, BB'

"Do not fear, my Raven. That midget elf is fine," Hezar smiled. He had telepathic abilities.

"This will get old real fast," Raven mumbled.

The 4 titans sat around a small table at the pizza place.

"Large pepperoni!!" Cyborg declared, standing up.

Robin and Starfire shot him a look, and he sat back down.

Beast Boy, who hadn't said a word, just nodded, quietly looked at his menu.

The others continued staring at him.

"Friend Beast Boy?" Starfire asked soothingly.

Beast Boy merely looked up, then down again.

"Do you wish for your usual vegetarian soy cheese pizza?"

Beast Boy shrugged.

Starfire looked at her boyfriend for help.

Robin shrugged also, and this aggravated Starfire. She couldn't stand this much silence, and having her own boyfriend be quiet, it made her go insane.

Starfire stood up and yelled "ENOUGH QUIETNESS!!!!!!!!!"

As if on cue, Robin and Cyborg started chatting about random things. Beast Boy stayed quiet.

It was a very depressing night, with a very depressing burnt pizza.

Raven was taken to the palace she grew up in. It hadn't changed too much, same colors, same dark statues that were the same ones that had been in her room.

Her room....

Raven couldn't think of a simple thing, without thinking of something that reminded her of Titans Tower.

"The rest of my life better pass quickly."

Hezar smiled and hugged her from behind. Raven jumped and as a reflex action from years of fighting with the titans, she punched his face.

"GOD DAMNIT, RAVEN!! THOSE EARTHLINGS HAVE BRAINWASHED YOUR MIND!!!" He shouted, and it echoed for 3.4 minutes.

"No. You've brainwashed me," Raven said.

"Don't continue with this surly attitude, my Raven," Hezar said.

"Why not? It helps soothe the pain."

Hezar rolled his eyes. "You know you used to love me."

"That was before I learned you were after my power. And before I figured out that I was being a stupid oblivious idiot."

"You are not a stupid idiot!" Hezar protested.

"Well I was. I didn't say I was now, now did I?"

Hezar groaned. "You are if you believe that Boy of Beast loves you."

"Ok, then I'm officially a stupid oblivious idiot. I admit it."

Hezar saw that he clearly wasn't going to win this argument, which he HAD to win every argument, being the stubborn, stupid, oblivious idiot he was.

"Raven, I do not wish to tear apart our pretty relationship."

"PRETTY!?!?!? HA!!!"

Hezar walked away, leaving Raven muttering "Iiiiiiidiooooooottttt"

At home, Beast Boy headed for his room, but the 3 titans blocked his way, smiling. Beast Boy raised an eyebrow. "What's everyone smiling about?"

"Friend, we have come up with a wonderous idea to cure your angst!" Starfire said happily.

"You have?"

The others nodded.

Robin smiled. "What if we showed up at Raven's wedding to say a little 'hello' and a little 'goodbye' to Hezar?"

Beast Boy smiled for the first time in what felt like years.

"Yeah."

Author's Note: Hihi! Uhh please read and review!! Hezar bashing in the wedding chapter, and a final show down between Beast Boy and Hezar. Don't ask when though, lol.

lighter KEEP THE PEACE AND FAITH OF...RAVEN BEAST BOY FFS!!! TO MEH LOYAL FANS!!!...If I have any...