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Cry With Me Chapter 3 Lonely Tears
"Draw me into your wind tunnel." I ordered firmly. "What?!" Miroku could not understand it. "You heard what I said!!" I snapped at him. "Do you realize what you'll be doing to Kagome? What you're doing to yourself? You're leaving the only person that could ever make you happy and leaving that very person who loves you. Even worse! If you come back after three days, I'm supposed to kill you?! What are you thinking Inuyasha? Do you believe that this mission, this task whatever you want to call it, is really worth leaving your home?" Miroku asked with a serious tone, I knew he was right.
I shut my eyes tight and yelled "It's me or her and I choose her!!" "I cannot forgive you for this." He said, turned, and walked away. "Miroku!" I ran in his direction but saw only the fading silhouette of his figure, shrouding quickly in the mist. 'Where'd all this mist come from?' I wondered curiously and swiped at it to get it away but to no avail.
Suddenly, a thought rushed to my head and I was so angry at him, 'Never forgive ME?' After all, I hadn't done anything, right? That's what I told myself. 'Damn him! Damn that lecherous monk. I hate you!! I hate you all!!' Frames of everyone and everything I had come to know flashed through my mind and each one angered me more than the last. Something pierced my stomach and I fell to the ground, I was getting tired of being knocked down. But this time I didn't faint, no I felt better than ever, I looked up and saw no mist, no angry visions, just Kaede. I ripped the arrow out of my stomach.
"Kaede, you old hag! What the hell'd you do that for?" I yelled furiously. "Ye, Inuyasha, were transforming again. I shot thee with mine arrow, and thy spirits at ease." She explained very calmly. "Transforming? But how? One minute I was talking to Miroku, and the next, there was mist everywhere!" I was getting frantic, was I losing my mind? "A shroud you say? Well that can mean that when you transform, ye be confused, scared and you can't control anything. It seems ye hast less time than thou do thinkst. Take this, Inuyasha, it should relieve you of transformation for at least 2 days, after that, I cannot help thee. I suggest ye set out for your task as quickly as ye possibly can." From in her sleeve she took out a rosary. I hesitantly put it on and felt even better. "Not before I say goodbye to Sango first. I owe her more than what I've been giving her." I was kind of sad that only when I was leaving I could really give my thanks to people.
"Say...goodbye to her? Nay, Inuyasha, goodbyes are forever, merely believe that you can accomplish your task and return, and you shall return to us the same as before. Do not act like it's impossible." She was comforting; her words of wisdom helped me to cope with my sole bearing mission.
"Sango!" I called. I was behind a tree before the hot-springs, I didn't want her to think I was spying on her; after all, last impressions were important. But I shouldn't think like that, this couldn't be the last time I would see her. I didn't want it to be. "I...Inuyasha?" She asked, "What are you doing here?" She questioned, quite confused that I would visit her while she was bathing. "Uhh...sorry to err...bother you. But...I wanted to tell you that...well, I'm going to be leaving for a little while and I just wanted to say..." I wanted to say goodbye but I couldn't say that or else I would believe it myself. "Go on, Inuyasha, you can tell me." She inquire, quite curious still. "I just wanted to tell you in person that I was leaving and... I wanted to say thanks..." it was hard for me not to say that I would probably not come back.
"Thanks? For what? I didn't do anything...Inuyasha, is something wrong? You sound...confused..." "You did do something, Sango. You stayed by my side. And nothing's wrong, Miroku should tell you everything." I was as calm as I possibly could be. "Inuyasha, are you sure you're going to be ok? Miroku will tell me what?" She was getting more confused by the second. "Even though you've done everything you can for me, Sango, and I haven't done too much for you...there's one more thing I need you to do while I'm gone." "Don't be silly, Inuyasha. You've done a whole bunch for me, you saved me, you saved Kohaku and soon we'll get him back. So of course I'll do anything I can, how can I help, Inuyasha?" She was so willing to help out and so nice about it.
"You are...a demon hunter...the next demon that will come here will have red eyes. A red outfit like mine and silver hair..." Sango gasped, 'That's Inuyasha's youkai description!' Suddenly she realized what was happening, she turned around and saw me looking at her. 'He's not wearing his sword! Did he...lose Tetsusaiga?' I continued in a shaky whisper as I stared straight into her eyes. "But do not be fooled, Sango. That demon isn't me...it isn't me. I want you to slay him if Miroku fails...Sango...thank you so much, for everything. Goodbye."
I had said the very word that ended my faith and all my hope. I slowly turned and walked away, leaving yet another of my only loved ones. I was so sick of myself, everything about me, my pride, my ego, even the nice side of me. But most of all I hated my half demon part. When I was in the forest, I actually let a tear fall. When was the last time I had cried? I couldn't remember, I really couldn't. These lonely tears would shed, and they would shed until I was killed. I had no one to cry with. This was going to be a long task, a lonely one.
madin-of-tv Finally, I wrote more! Sorry for the delay, I just got back from Florida. I emailed you just in case.
SilentSlayer I made this one a bit longer, my head was just flowing with ideas. lol
fetchboy84 Yeah....Well sorry about the wait, I hope you read this chapter! And if you read, I took out the swearing to add real drama, you know like sad drama.
eddie4 Oh, you're NOT a boy.....................................................lol, ok.
Kitsune-Michiko In word document, this one has nine paragraphs. Does it change at all during transformation? I'll check my story on the site to see if it's as accurate as it should be.
So! Thank you all for the reviews and keep'em coming!! Read and review this chapter please!!!!!! PLEEAAASSEEE!! THANK YOU
Adam
Cry With Me Chapter 3 Lonely Tears
"Draw me into your wind tunnel." I ordered firmly. "What?!" Miroku could not understand it. "You heard what I said!!" I snapped at him. "Do you realize what you'll be doing to Kagome? What you're doing to yourself? You're leaving the only person that could ever make you happy and leaving that very person who loves you. Even worse! If you come back after three days, I'm supposed to kill you?! What are you thinking Inuyasha? Do you believe that this mission, this task whatever you want to call it, is really worth leaving your home?" Miroku asked with a serious tone, I knew he was right.
I shut my eyes tight and yelled "It's me or her and I choose her!!" "I cannot forgive you for this." He said, turned, and walked away. "Miroku!" I ran in his direction but saw only the fading silhouette of his figure, shrouding quickly in the mist. 'Where'd all this mist come from?' I wondered curiously and swiped at it to get it away but to no avail.
Suddenly, a thought rushed to my head and I was so angry at him, 'Never forgive ME?' After all, I hadn't done anything, right? That's what I told myself. 'Damn him! Damn that lecherous monk. I hate you!! I hate you all!!' Frames of everyone and everything I had come to know flashed through my mind and each one angered me more than the last. Something pierced my stomach and I fell to the ground, I was getting tired of being knocked down. But this time I didn't faint, no I felt better than ever, I looked up and saw no mist, no angry visions, just Kaede. I ripped the arrow out of my stomach.
"Kaede, you old hag! What the hell'd you do that for?" I yelled furiously. "Ye, Inuyasha, were transforming again. I shot thee with mine arrow, and thy spirits at ease." She explained very calmly. "Transforming? But how? One minute I was talking to Miroku, and the next, there was mist everywhere!" I was getting frantic, was I losing my mind? "A shroud you say? Well that can mean that when you transform, ye be confused, scared and you can't control anything. It seems ye hast less time than thou do thinkst. Take this, Inuyasha, it should relieve you of transformation for at least 2 days, after that, I cannot help thee. I suggest ye set out for your task as quickly as ye possibly can." From in her sleeve she took out a rosary. I hesitantly put it on and felt even better. "Not before I say goodbye to Sango first. I owe her more than what I've been giving her." I was kind of sad that only when I was leaving I could really give my thanks to people.
"Say...goodbye to her? Nay, Inuyasha, goodbyes are forever, merely believe that you can accomplish your task and return, and you shall return to us the same as before. Do not act like it's impossible." She was comforting; her words of wisdom helped me to cope with my sole bearing mission.
"Sango!" I called. I was behind a tree before the hot-springs, I didn't want her to think I was spying on her; after all, last impressions were important. But I shouldn't think like that, this couldn't be the last time I would see her. I didn't want it to be. "I...Inuyasha?" She asked, "What are you doing here?" She questioned, quite confused that I would visit her while she was bathing. "Uhh...sorry to err...bother you. But...I wanted to tell you that...well, I'm going to be leaving for a little while and I just wanted to say..." I wanted to say goodbye but I couldn't say that or else I would believe it myself. "Go on, Inuyasha, you can tell me." She inquire, quite curious still. "I just wanted to tell you in person that I was leaving and... I wanted to say thanks..." it was hard for me not to say that I would probably not come back.
"Thanks? For what? I didn't do anything...Inuyasha, is something wrong? You sound...confused..." "You did do something, Sango. You stayed by my side. And nothing's wrong, Miroku should tell you everything." I was as calm as I possibly could be. "Inuyasha, are you sure you're going to be ok? Miroku will tell me what?" She was getting more confused by the second. "Even though you've done everything you can for me, Sango, and I haven't done too much for you...there's one more thing I need you to do while I'm gone." "Don't be silly, Inuyasha. You've done a whole bunch for me, you saved me, you saved Kohaku and soon we'll get him back. So of course I'll do anything I can, how can I help, Inuyasha?" She was so willing to help out and so nice about it.
"You are...a demon hunter...the next demon that will come here will have red eyes. A red outfit like mine and silver hair..." Sango gasped, 'That's Inuyasha's youkai description!' Suddenly she realized what was happening, she turned around and saw me looking at her. 'He's not wearing his sword! Did he...lose Tetsusaiga?' I continued in a shaky whisper as I stared straight into her eyes. "But do not be fooled, Sango. That demon isn't me...it isn't me. I want you to slay him if Miroku fails...Sango...thank you so much, for everything. Goodbye."
I had said the very word that ended my faith and all my hope. I slowly turned and walked away, leaving yet another of my only loved ones. I was so sick of myself, everything about me, my pride, my ego, even the nice side of me. But most of all I hated my half demon part. When I was in the forest, I actually let a tear fall. When was the last time I had cried? I couldn't remember, I really couldn't. These lonely tears would shed, and they would shed until I was killed. I had no one to cry with. This was going to be a long task, a lonely one.
madin-of-tv Finally, I wrote more! Sorry for the delay, I just got back from Florida. I emailed you just in case.
SilentSlayer I made this one a bit longer, my head was just flowing with ideas. lol
fetchboy84 Yeah....Well sorry about the wait, I hope you read this chapter! And if you read, I took out the swearing to add real drama, you know like sad drama.
eddie4 Oh, you're NOT a boy.....................................................lol, ok.
Kitsune-Michiko In word document, this one has nine paragraphs. Does it change at all during transformation? I'll check my story on the site to see if it's as accurate as it should be.
So! Thank you all for the reviews and keep'em coming!! Read and review this chapter please!!!!!! PLEEAAASSEEE!! THANK YOU
Adam