Hello! I'm finally back in the writing business! I totally enjoyed the break from writing and started reading some great stories. A/N My writer's block is gone, my head is full of ideas. I hope nobody forgot about me...

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha

IMPORTANT SO IMPORTANT This story is about 30 percent romance and 70 percent other. Tragedy, drama, humor, friendship, loyalty, etc. But this is not a Inuyasha/Sesshomaru fic, it may seem that it is in this chapter but believe me it will focus on the main plot, that is Inuyasha's demon form. Thank you.

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Cry With Me-Chapter 5-He bases his choices on humans

After the long travel from Inuyasha's forest, the four travelers, Rin, Jaken, Sesshomaru and me rested in a clean, open spot. So what? I still had this problem...and frankly, I was tired of carrying the burden of the one who couldn't control himself. When I saw Sesshomaru decide to take a little sit, I asked myself, Does he even need rest? Little did I know, I was staring right at the now irritated Sesshomaru.

"What do you want?" He asked coldly and calmly.

"Huh?" I snapped back to my senses, realizing that I was staring straight into my brother's eyes, forgetting about my big demon problem for the moment. I enjoyed that moment quite a bit, that I could actually take my mind off things like that.

"Nothing." I said sharply with an annoyed tone as I turned and rested on my side by using my hand to support my head. It was with this grumpy tone that I hid my short-lived relief.

Jaken and Rin had been as quiet as possible the whole 2 hour rest. Because Sesshomaru and I don't need much time to recharge. But before the rest was over, I would often turn from my position to look at my brother, who slept just like me. He leaned on one side and let one hand support his head. I studied him carefully, and then returned to my former position. Turned again, and returned.

Turn, return. I couldn't deny that something like learning about my brother kept my mind off being a crazed demon. But then I could suddenly feel the necklace Kaede had given me slowly withering and falling apart.

"Damn it all..." I whispered, so low that human ears could not hear. But Sesshomaru was not a human.

"Hm?" Sesshomaru asked, opening one eye, and then when I turned to look at him but gave no answer, he sent me a gaze that said, 'You're so immature.'

"Do you sleep?" I asked, suddenly feeling embarrassed and foolish, I only meant to THINK about asking that.

"What kind of a question is that...? That's like asking if I eat." Sesshomaru retorted with a smirk that I could only return while asking,

"DO you eat?" Sesshomaru accidentally chuckled with an almost sincere smile. Though I hid it well, I truly enjoyed talking like that to him, for once not insulting each other.

"Foolish, brother." Sesshomaru needed to cover that slipped smile he gave me with another smirk.

The whole time, Jaken and Rin were quite amused by our newfound compatibility with each other. It seemed that when others weren't around, we could be like caring brothers. "Wow...that's so nice...I wish I had a sister now." Rin said longingly as her eyes glistened slightly and she smiled warmly at us. Little did she know, we both heard her. "What's nice?"

Sesshomaru decided that being on ok terms with me aroused suspicion that we cared about each other so his calm attitude became suddenly cold and calm again. It mildly disappointed me that our conversation was already over. Now I had nothing to think about but my problem again. Sesshomaru up after Rin didn't answer his question. "Everybody up, let's quickly go to find Naraku, I can almost smell him." "Truly sire?" Jaken laughed his disgusting laugh. "Where is he?!" I was ready to draw the Tetsusaiga which really wasn't there anymore, I forgot Naraku stole it. "Yes, he is only 15 miles away."

We all face-faulted

3rd person POV Inside the hut, Kagome could hear Miroku and Sango talking about casual things like what kind of food was really in which food group. Just as they were getting to fruits, Kagome burst in, "How can you two be talking about food?! Inuyasha has been missing for a day now! You act like you don't even care!!" She was in a horrible state, she was crying,

Miroku and Sango bowed their heads in mild shame. "Kagome..." Sango said softly. Kagome didn't know what their fake casual talks held back, it held back what Kagome never did, their sadness. Kagome was never afraid to cry or the express her feelings, Sango and Miroku were. She knelt down against the wall of the hut, weeping lightly, and hugging her knees close to her. Both Sango and Miroku rose to their feet and walked over to her crouching form. The crouched with her and comforted her as best as they possibly could. "I miss him so much..." She wept uncontrollably. "Everything will be okay..."

1rst person POV

"I'm sick of these stupid-ass puppets!" I screamed loudly, angrily as I crushed the last of Naraku's fake. I could feel my skin boiling with rage and my heart turning slightly over to my demon side. I needed to stop that.

"Patience, brother, we will find him soon enough." Sesshomaru's calm voice echoed in my brain, enraging me more, what did he know? And how did he think that he was going to get the jewel after we killed Naraku? Such a stupid, egotistical idiot. With every nearing thought of malicious fantasies, killing him, strangling him, I became less and less satisfied but more and more thoughtful that I should fulfill the thoughts. Again, I snapped, and I yelled at the top of my lungs,

"I'm so sick of you!!!" I slammed hard on the ground, forcing enormous energies out of the earth and surrounding me like engulfment in blue fire. "Quiet!" Sesshomaru ordered harshly and his rare tone of anger emerged from his mouth and Rin and Jaken gasped at the situation that was being created. Suddenly Sesshomaru recalled an earlier earthquake, I could see it. I had the mental upper hand. Smoke came out of my attack on the ground and I could tell, Sesshomaru was a little impressed but evenly disgusted.

"You disgusting half-breed, you think that this is all about you! Bet that's what that dead miko told you, didn't she? You are ruled by women, you base your every choice on them, and you are such a disgrace to the name of our father. Everything a woman tells you, you believe, and now you believe that you are the center of the universe because she told you so. I'll end your miserable life now!" Sesshomaru finished especially coldly as he whipped out his sharp, evil and all powerful sword.

I screamed loudly in his face, "I don't give a damn about Kikyo!!"

I knew I was lying, and terribly at that. I did care about her, but not as much as I had used to.

"You're gonna end my life, are you?! Well, we'll just see about that!" My claws grew an inch and my features were covered by different expressions. My mouth was an angry one with fangs. And my golden eyes burned through that of Sesshomaru's with a cold, hard glare. I knew I was about ready to rip apart those beads on the necklace Kaede had given me and go demon and slaughter him, but something held me back. The thought of the consequences that decision would bring, like...oh I don't know, slaughtering my friends too.

"Damn you!!" I thrusted towards him in my usual strategy, though with more speed and more power. But he dodged like he always did and pointed his evil sword at him, saying

"I'll end you, half breed!" It was getting old, boring and almost cliché.

But something happened before he had the chance to strike me, darkness engulfed us, a purple aura appeared and we both knew, Naraku was here. Though we didn't get enough time to act, we suddenly were trapped in purple cages, and we felt pretty foolish. Like he was the man to tame two fighting dogs.

"Naraku!!" I yelled. We couldn't get any clear visions of what was going on, it was all a blur, and everything was spinning. I didn't know if Sesshomaru felt the same but I couldn't see him anyway, it looked like he escaped. All the pressure and confusion and anger, was it all in my head? I couldn't tell reality from thoughts anymore, I wasn't transforming, was I? I fainted.

I would guess that I wasn't asleep for long, my anger woke me up, even in my subconscious, I felt like ripping off Naraku's head. But when my eyes opened, that's all I could think about, killing him. "Inuyasha, good that you're ok." Naraku said slyly and evilly with a smirk. Then he looked straight into my eyes,

"Your eyes, what's wrong with them? You aren't...transforming, are you? Chuckle Good, very good." And then I wasn't thinking at all, nothing mattered in my head, everything I ever thought about was lost, I wasn't angry at anyone, just ready to kill, I didn't recognize Naraku, I wouldn't recognize anyone else. My body was bound by strong lengths of leather, I needed to kill something, not out of anger, but out of lust for blood.

"You look ready to slaughter a village..." He chuckled at me with an evil smile. But I didn't recognize that either.

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