The Secret Diary of Tomoyo
Dear Diary,
I am happy to write in my 4rth diary running. I love keeping them. I want to record all my memories of my favourite people, especially, Sakura. Ahh Sakura, I could repeat that name a thousand times. Saku, Saku-kun, Saku-chan, Sakura cutie, Ying Fa, Fa Ying? Cherry Blossom, Pink petals, Sweet Cherry, ahh so many names…Oh diary, I don't know what feelings I have for her, I like Eriol, I really do, but Sakura...there's something special about her, something I want to capture. I want to freeze it in my photographs of her. Diary can you keep a secret? I sometimes take Sakura's belongings, I love keeping the costumes I make her after she's worn them, her sent is always preserved in the soft materials of my laboured creations. Diary is it possible I'm a lesbian? I feel obsessed with this Cherry Blossom. I want to live in her world so much, but no matter how hard I push myself there, it won't let me through, so I tape her at every given chance. Just last night I was taping her as she was writing in her own diary! Syaoran is so lucky to be a man. He can have her…but I can't…I wish I knew how I felt…oh angst! Maybe I should bake and make a costume, and go to Sakura's house and feed her and take her measurements. If I have a …warm…response to her, then I'll know if I am a lesbian or not, if I feel normal, then I'll be a straight teenager who will marry Eriol! Ah! Brilliant! Why did I not think of this before? I'll tell you how it works out tomorrow dear diary!
Tomoyo Daidouji
P.S. Do you think Sakura likes cheese cake best, or Cherry Pie O.O! I don't know what to cook for her, or wear to her house! I don't know if I'm wearing to much make up, oh the anxiety!
A/N eek! I was actually starting to get mushy and deep! Must go back to stupidity and less vocabulary! Oh who cares, R&R!