Ahhhh School starts real soon! Meaning less time for writing more time for studying gawd the horror! Someone please help me! All of us for that matter!

But hey I can't complain much I'm entering high school! Wait I should panic I have to wake up hell loads earlier!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Someone please save me!

Oh well I really hope you guys have been enjoying the story I think it'll have a few more chapters before it's ending.

I hope you guys like this chapter really I do!

Oh remember I'm a disclaimer! So no I do not own Inuyasha to bad for me!

Hey I just remembered this commercial of sea lab where the old guy the captain asked Debby do you want the mustache on or off And Debby goes off please then he looked at her and says: Too Bad:

Crazy me no? Okay it's not my fault I'm listening to oldies just because I like 80's rock!

j/k seriously though I do like 80's rock!

Saqulia: Okay Sakura stfu and writing chapter 12

Sakura: OK! Here ya Ppl go!!!

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SANGO!" Kagome began to chase her, the boys just continued playing on with their game, a sudden knock came to the door; Kagome stopped running and answered the door,

"May I help yo...what are you doing here?"

"Sweetie you that surprised I'm back? I just wanted to tell you that the wedding will have to hurry up because I won't be here for the date, so maybe I don't know the day after tomorrow?" Inuyasha spit his drink all over Miroku, everyone else was just too shock for words.

"Sorry Miroku, Uh Kouga don't you think that's a little too soon?"

"No not at all, as a matter of fact I wanted it tomorrow but well as you can see we got to some serious planning to do, Kagome say bye to your friends and come along."

Kagome looked at Inuyasha and saw how all of her friends took Kouga for a freak, hell she was thinking he was a freak too! Everyone was apparently thinking the man was a freak! Kagome pulled away from Kouga's grasp.

"No, we change the date or there will be no wedding" all eyes were on her now, Kouga looked like he was worried about something, like her was going to lose to something or better yet someone.

"But Kagome..."

"No buts Kouga change the damn date or I won't marry you!"

"Fine! Take it easy woman, next Monday happy."

"Yes" Kouga shook his head and walked out of Inuyasha's apartment, Kagome sighed then sat down that was way to freaking close for comfort, she looked over at Inuyasha who had her same expression, she turned to Sango she looked beyond relieved, and Miroku...Miroku was dripping in what looked like Coke, she laughed at that the man seemed to have a problem too.

"go get cleaned up Miro, fun is over"

"yeah Inuyasha I feel you, you know"

"No"

"Yeah whatever I'm going to take a shower!"

"Sango go join him" Inuyasha stated only to have a picture being thrown at his head, thankfully Sango missed, but she swore that next time she wasn't going to miss. Inuyasha knowing her words were not in vain just settled down, but then Miroku agreed to Inuyasha's proposal.

"Miroku go take a fucking shower you're all sticky" she yelled kagome just laughed, her mind went back to the wedding, man was she in for some big shit no? She sighed and rubbed her eyes, she looked over to Inuyasha he looked so sad yet so happy, she could imagine waking up everyday to Inuyasha, he would be there for her, cook for her but...Kouga the man was too busy with his job to pay enough attention to her.

Inuyasha took his seat next to Kagome and took hold of her hand, he looked at the ring on her finger, he smiled a little, he kissed her hand then whispered in her ear while Sango fought with Miroku.

"You're that girl Kagome, the one that I told you inspired my stories, you are the only woman I have ever loved" even though she had heard this from Kikyo and every person known possible when he told her, when he whispered it to her a sudden punch hit her heart, like guilt was finally consumed her, despite the fact that she loved him back he can't know that. So she had to break his heart one way or another. She summoned up her courage and said.

"Inuyasha are you okay? why are you telling me this? Oh I know you're just pretending to be Kouga, you're funny, you do know this was a bachelor fling right? I mean I love Kouga more than anything in my life, you do know what happened between us doesn't mean anything...right?" she felt like a bitch having had said that wishing to take it all back, the expression on Inuyasha's face was unbearable.

Sango had eventually succumbed to Miroku's proposal and went to the shower with him so she didn't see this, Inuyasha looked away from Kagome and looked down, his head was bowed down in defeat and his heart had been torn out and stomped on, but some how he still had hope, hope that she would come to her senses and say she loved him.

"You said you loved mw the first night"

"It's was something I said in the heat of the moment, Inuyasha please you're my best friend! Listen Kouga's right I should go plan the wedding" she got up Inuyasha didn't move, and then she saw it he was crying, tears ran down his cheek, her heart was caught in her throat, she looked away with pain her hand reached out to comfort him put she drew it back.

"I'm sorry" she whispered before walking out, she closed the door and leaned against it, by that point she already had tears in her eyes, looked down and whispered ever so softly.

"I do love you Inuyasha, love you more then my own life, I love you more than I have ever loved anyone" she walked away wiping away the tears, ironically Inuyasha had been leaning against the door and heard her, his heart jumped up in joy. He walked to his balcony window and saw her run to her car, tears streaming down.

he better make his move before the day of the wedding or he would seriously loose her, he ran into his room and into the bathroom, there he ran into Sango and Miroku in a very intimate position....might I say more?

He looked at them terrified for a moment before yelling at them.

"Hey! Please not in my fucking house!"

"Look Mr. this is the only time I can pick his pimples without a phone call or anything, he already took a shower don't worry, plus look st this zit! It's all big and juicy and AH I got it out"

"Sango!"

"I got no other time"

"How bout in your own house huh! I mean please!"

"Whatever" Sango washed her hands and looked at him she then shook her head and sat back on top of Miroku, their eyes on them, Inuyasha told them what happen. This was going to be a very long week.

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The days went by rather quickly, Kagome tried all in her power to avoid Inuyasha by all means possible, If they got stuck together she didn't even want to hear a thing about it, the tension between them was thick, it made everyone around them uncomfortable.

It was Sunday, one day before the wedding, Kouga had returned the night before and the planning still continued, the church was being prepared, Kagome had let it slip her mind that she had fought with Inuyasha, her mother, Kouga's mother and her were too busy to notice anything, but Kagome's mind kept slipping back and forth between the plans and Inuyasha.

By night fall the only thing left were one or two silly decorations and the lights, Kagome dropped both ladies off at their house and went on her way with her own house, she was headed straight to bed she was planning on waking up real early to fix some stuff before getting ready for the ceremony.

Morning came rather quickly for Kagome, she got out of bed and sighed she looked into the mirror and saw tears stream down ,this was the day she said goodbye to Inuyasha's love for good, she took a quick shower and headed out to the church.

She walked in cautiously walked into the church, her head bowed down, she walked down the isle she was going to walk down later that day, tears rolled down carelessly, she sat down and her head bowed down, her hands held together.

"Please forgive me lord, I'm not only lying to Kouga and Inuyasha but I'm lying to everyone else, we both know that this marriage is not out of love but out of sacrifice, please lord forgive me for lying in your house" she stood up after that and walked to the room where she was supposed to get ready, she took her jacket off and sat down.

She bowed her head and sighed, just then the door swung open and slammed shut, the person that entered locked the door, she looked up to see Inuyasha standing before her a serious expression on his face, His hands in his pocket.

"I need to talk to you"

"We have nothing to talk about, leave!" Kagome said she got up, she pointed her finger to the door, to her surprise with a speed she had never seen Inuyasha used she was pushed up against the wall.

The moment that Inuyasha pushed Kagome up against the wall, her legs wrapped around his waist automatically, his lips crushed against hers, in a fierce yet passionate kiss, Kagome could only kiss him back, when they pulled away they were both panting hardly

He looked her in the eyes and said...

"Tell me you don't love me Kagome, say it and I promise I won't even direct another word of this to you, as a matter of fact it'll be like I won't be around!" Inuyasha whispered in her ear sending shivers up and down her spine, Kagome just looked into his eyes.

"Kagome do you love me or not, I want you to be honest, if you say yes I'll stop that wedding I'll do everything in my power to make you mine once more, if no I'll leave."

"Leave?"

"I'll leave the country that way I can hide my face and not make you uncomfortable, so what is it? Do you love me or not?"

"I..."

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Don't you just love me? I mean I'm the only one that knows what's to come and I just stop it right there and then so you guys will have to find out what happens.

The ending is near and again in the words of my beautiful Johnny Depp in the move Secret Window.

"The most important part of the story is the ending, this one is good, this one is perfect"

well at least I hope it is!

Please REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love Sakura