UPDATE NAME CHANGE... Hallies bf i MISTAKENLY lol called Landon cuz i love that name, but his name is now jenson-- :-)
As the months continued life continued to get stranger and stranger for the Potter clan. Hilary had been noticeably absent from her siblings and Gryffindor friends.
Hilary had not disclosed to anyone her relationship with Luke. She often told them she was going to the Library (which they had come to believe because her performance was higher than ever in all of her classes).
Hilary was in love with Luke, they had been seeing each other now for almost four months, and she didn't think she could find anything wrong with him.
However, there were times that Hilary was scared, times when he would get a look in his eye, a cold look… like when they were talking about why she STILL couldn't tell her siblings about there relationship. But it never worried her; she was content with the way things were going.
She finally had someone to disclose her worries in her doubts… There were times though, that he hurt her, not physically, but sometimes on days that she wouldn't wear make up, he would ask non chalontely about it, and when she responded
"I didn't wake up in time" he would respond
"Oh, I guess you just need to set you're alarm for earlier"
Not that it should have hurt her; it did however make her feel self-conscious when she was around him. Always looking her best, which usually in the end made her, feel her best. They had found a place to meet, where no one would find them, the Room of Requirement.
They would spend hours in there, usually studying, or talking, which usually led to snogging.
When they first kissed, it wasn't the light romantic stuff that Hilary had hoped for… it was strong and passionate.
She had grown to learn that it was merely the way Luke kissed, which wasn't bad. It did however make him want to do other things… The first time he had tried to stick his hand up her blouse, she felt a little uncomfortable, but soon it became the norm. Then after a month he went up her skirt… but lately he had been trying to move on to much more. Which made her more nervous than she let on. Luke was a great guy and everything.
He was nicer to her than anyone before had been. He respected when she told him to stop, though she could tell it bothered him. Having sex is a big deal, no matter how old. It's a commitment, and a consequence… a commitment that scared Hilary more than anything else had ever.
Having sex with Luke scared her, she admitted to herself, not because it was sex, but because it was with a person she had disclosed much to, and cared a lot for. Having sex with him would mean she was giving something to him she would never get back, putting in an emotional token, that would be hard to retrieve.
But if she didn't do it she feared he might think she didn't care for him enough. Then again if she did, she might get pregnant… just like her mom had done… her mom however was 17 Hilary was only 11. Barely old enough to attend school much less have a serious boyfriend.
Her final decision for herself was to wait.
Hamilton had never been much of a worrier, but lately Hilary was driving him off the edge.
She was never in the common room anymore, and when her friends said she was in the Library, he would go to look for her and she wasn't there.
He never knew what to think, he only had it in his mind to wonder, and wondering usually lead to even more worrying Hallie, had just recently, got herself involved in a relationship with a very well to do, Ravenclaw, his name was Jenson Andrews. Jenson was handsome, with brown hair long enough to run your fingers through that curled slightly at the ends, and brown eyes that looked as if they held a secret. She had been seeing him for about a month, which was something she didn't normally do, but he was shy and reserved, but passionate, and she found herself enjoying much of the time they spent together.
While her siblings seemed to falling in and out of love, Hailey kept to her books, Ashton and Josh continued hanging out with her. Hailey had known about Ashton's crush on her for a long time, but she couldn't find herself being with him.
No matter how much he may have wished her to. Josh was different, he was the boy she knew she could never had, which made him almost more desirable. She didn't find herself "liking" him but she did find herself considering the possibility.
Back at home Hannah longed to shoot her father for leaving her, but then shooting herself for thinking she could handle six kids. Henry wasn't much trouble, and Heather could usually be good when asked, Harry Jr however was a little more rambonxious than Hannah would have liked.
Heidi spent most of her time at preschool and when she wasn't there she was in her room reading in her bed, anything she could get her hands on she read, it was like she inhaled the books she read.
Haney, was performing better in school, but had recently received an ear infection that Hannah had to deal with.
Harper was sleeping through nights now, and during most of the day, he had a cheerful disposition, which proved to be helpful when dealing the active children around the house.
Across the Atlantic Harry and Hermione were checking into their hotel. It was the loveliest thing Hermione had ever scene.
That evening Harry had made reservations to eat on the top of the Empire State Building.
That evening walking the streets of New York seemed to be heavenly, the way the street lights lit up the streets dimly, and the lights from the nearby shops...
As they walked down the street, Harry did his best to remember the last time they had been alone... it had been more than twenty years,he hadn't regretted any of it but there was a certain amount of serenity that took place when they were alone, and that magic that had always been between them seemed to shine now more brightly than ever.
That night, they were laying in bed after making love, just holding each other, and Hermione took a deep sigh...
"God i miss this?" Harry laughed,
"Well i thought you always said you wanted an even dozen, but if you feel as though we need more..."
"No, not that, its this, moments just like this, just laying here holding each other without having to worry about the kids walking in, times when we can just lay here"
"Yeah i miss them, but what we have is so much better"
"I know but do you ever wonder what we would have been like if we hadnt have started having children so young, where you would be, where i would be"
"Well it doesn't really matter does it, i mean we would have been together"
"Well i know, but mmm, i love moments like this, we need to do this more often"
"Mione, as much as i would love to, i think Hannah would KILL us if we left again"
"When the kids are older, lets do this, going to new places, go to a beach on a beach somewhere,"
"As long as I'm with you..."
"Mmm, we need to call Hannah and check on the kids,"
"Lets let her call us..."
and thats all for now folks ill write more when i find the time! Sorry i have babysittin from 8-5, and then work from 5-9 so I'm a smidge busy! But i will talk to all of yall lata! READ AND REVIEW BECAUSE I LOVE IT AND IT ENCOURAGES ME TO WRITE MORE!! again any ideas for twists in the storylines with the other kids... just send em my way!
As the months continued life continued to get stranger and stranger for the Potter clan. Hilary had been noticeably absent from her siblings and Gryffindor friends.
Hilary had not disclosed to anyone her relationship with Luke. She often told them she was going to the Library (which they had come to believe because her performance was higher than ever in all of her classes).
Hilary was in love with Luke, they had been seeing each other now for almost four months, and she didn't think she could find anything wrong with him.
However, there were times that Hilary was scared, times when he would get a look in his eye, a cold look… like when they were talking about why she STILL couldn't tell her siblings about there relationship. But it never worried her; she was content with the way things were going.
She finally had someone to disclose her worries in her doubts… There were times though, that he hurt her, not physically, but sometimes on days that she wouldn't wear make up, he would ask non chalontely about it, and when she responded
"I didn't wake up in time" he would respond
"Oh, I guess you just need to set you're alarm for earlier"
Not that it should have hurt her; it did however make her feel self-conscious when she was around him. Always looking her best, which usually in the end made her, feel her best. They had found a place to meet, where no one would find them, the Room of Requirement.
They would spend hours in there, usually studying, or talking, which usually led to snogging.
When they first kissed, it wasn't the light romantic stuff that Hilary had hoped for… it was strong and passionate.
She had grown to learn that it was merely the way Luke kissed, which wasn't bad. It did however make him want to do other things… The first time he had tried to stick his hand up her blouse, she felt a little uncomfortable, but soon it became the norm. Then after a month he went up her skirt… but lately he had been trying to move on to much more. Which made her more nervous than she let on. Luke was a great guy and everything.
He was nicer to her than anyone before had been. He respected when she told him to stop, though she could tell it bothered him. Having sex is a big deal, no matter how old. It's a commitment, and a consequence… a commitment that scared Hilary more than anything else had ever.
Having sex with Luke scared her, she admitted to herself, not because it was sex, but because it was with a person she had disclosed much to, and cared a lot for. Having sex with him would mean she was giving something to him she would never get back, putting in an emotional token, that would be hard to retrieve.
But if she didn't do it she feared he might think she didn't care for him enough. Then again if she did, she might get pregnant… just like her mom had done… her mom however was 17 Hilary was only 11. Barely old enough to attend school much less have a serious boyfriend.
Her final decision for herself was to wait.
Hamilton had never been much of a worrier, but lately Hilary was driving him off the edge.
She was never in the common room anymore, and when her friends said she was in the Library, he would go to look for her and she wasn't there.
He never knew what to think, he only had it in his mind to wonder, and wondering usually lead to even more worrying Hallie, had just recently, got herself involved in a relationship with a very well to do, Ravenclaw, his name was Jenson Andrews. Jenson was handsome, with brown hair long enough to run your fingers through that curled slightly at the ends, and brown eyes that looked as if they held a secret. She had been seeing him for about a month, which was something she didn't normally do, but he was shy and reserved, but passionate, and she found herself enjoying much of the time they spent together.
While her siblings seemed to falling in and out of love, Hailey kept to her books, Ashton and Josh continued hanging out with her. Hailey had known about Ashton's crush on her for a long time, but she couldn't find herself being with him.
No matter how much he may have wished her to. Josh was different, he was the boy she knew she could never had, which made him almost more desirable. She didn't find herself "liking" him but she did find herself considering the possibility.
Back at home Hannah longed to shoot her father for leaving her, but then shooting herself for thinking she could handle six kids. Henry wasn't much trouble, and Heather could usually be good when asked, Harry Jr however was a little more rambonxious than Hannah would have liked.
Heidi spent most of her time at preschool and when she wasn't there she was in her room reading in her bed, anything she could get her hands on she read, it was like she inhaled the books she read.
Haney, was performing better in school, but had recently received an ear infection that Hannah had to deal with.
Harper was sleeping through nights now, and during most of the day, he had a cheerful disposition, which proved to be helpful when dealing the active children around the house.
Across the Atlantic Harry and Hermione were checking into their hotel. It was the loveliest thing Hermione had ever scene.
That evening Harry had made reservations to eat on the top of the Empire State Building.
That evening walking the streets of New York seemed to be heavenly, the way the street lights lit up the streets dimly, and the lights from the nearby shops...
As they walked down the street, Harry did his best to remember the last time they had been alone... it had been more than twenty years,he hadn't regretted any of it but there was a certain amount of serenity that took place when they were alone, and that magic that had always been between them seemed to shine now more brightly than ever.
That night, they were laying in bed after making love, just holding each other, and Hermione took a deep sigh...
"God i miss this?" Harry laughed,
"Well i thought you always said you wanted an even dozen, but if you feel as though we need more..."
"No, not that, its this, moments just like this, just laying here holding each other without having to worry about the kids walking in, times when we can just lay here"
"Yeah i miss them, but what we have is so much better"
"I know but do you ever wonder what we would have been like if we hadnt have started having children so young, where you would be, where i would be"
"Well it doesn't really matter does it, i mean we would have been together"
"Well i know, but mmm, i love moments like this, we need to do this more often"
"Mione, as much as i would love to, i think Hannah would KILL us if we left again"
"When the kids are older, lets do this, going to new places, go to a beach on a beach somewhere,"
"As long as I'm with you..."
"Mmm, we need to call Hannah and check on the kids,"
"Lets let her call us..."
and thats all for now folks ill write more when i find the time! Sorry i have babysittin from 8-5, and then work from 5-9 so I'm a smidge busy! But i will talk to all of yall lata! READ AND REVIEW BECAUSE I LOVE IT AND IT ENCOURAGES ME TO WRITE MORE!! again any ideas for twists in the storylines with the other kids... just send em my way!