A/N: Hey everyone! The reviews kicked ass to say the least! :) Thanks! Sorry I haven't updated in a few days, but yesterday was my birthday! Seventeen, yes! Lol I got an awesome stereo and I can't wait to blast the new Cds in it. But here's chapter eight! Enjoy! Read and Review. Thanks.

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That would be like the last pathetic straw. I'm going to have to try extra hard to look good tomorrow. I will not have the same scary red, splotchy appearance. Not when I have to face Harry.

Chapter Eight: Ponderings of a Sixteen Year Old Girl

September 13th 2004, 10:30 am

I just woke up from about five minutes of sleep. I could not for the life of me, fall asleep last night. I suppose when you have so much on your mind, it's sort of improbable that you're going to get any sleep. I'm so exhausted, and I feel like I haven't slept for about fifty years. But that doesn't change the fact that I have to get my lazy arse out of bed and start getting ready for today. It's sort of inevitable that Harry and I will run into each other. Especially after last night. So I might as well be prepared. Hold on, someone's knocking on my door.

11:30 am

Oh my god. Oh my god. I am going to die of embarrassment. Why am I so cursed with bad luck? Please tell me why! I bet you have a pretty good guess of who was at my door. I opened the door, and He was standing there. I was wearing my unicorn pajamas.

He said, "Hi."

I said, "Hhhhhnnnnnnggghhhh."

I was speechless with shock. One because he was standing at my door, and two because HE SAW ME IN MY UNICORN PAJAMAS LOOKING LIKE ASS! I was so shocked in fact, that I slammed the door in his face. I now realize that was a major mistake, and I don't exactly know why I did it. It was like my body was thinking for itself, and before I could even think about; the door was shut in his face. But I couldn't open it back up! That would have been even more embarrassing. So I did what any girl would. I walked over to my bed, smothered myself with a pillow, and screamed like hell. Then I proceeded to get take a shower and get ready at lightening speed, hoping he hadn't completely given up on me yet. Well unfortunately I was too slow. When I walked to the top of the stairs to see if he was still in the common room, I found it deserted.

"Damn!" I shouted loudly while stomping my foot. Bad Idea. Very Bad Idea.

The next thing I knew, I had rolled all the way down the stairs, and collapsed into a heap at the bottom. Just when I think things can't get any worse. Christ! I think I'm a magnet for all things unlucky. That has to be the explanation; because there is no other one for the situations I get myself into. I stood up and brushed myself off, intending to walk to the Great Hall for lunch. Well when I got there, it was pretty much packed, and I couldn't find a seat. So I decided to forget it and go back to the common room. And that's where I'm sitting right now. I have not seen Him yet, and I'm dreading it.

4:00 pm

Nothing new with Harry yet. But I'm happy to report that I WALKED IN ON HERMIONE AND RON! I thought I was embarrassed this morning. Oh no, that was nothing compared to this. I do not want to go into details about what I saw, because I think rehashing it would be highly detrimental to my health. But let's just say they definitely weren't kissing. I'll leave the rest up to your imagination. I thought I was going to projectile vomit when I realized who and what I had just walked in on. This is my brother we're talking about. I am physically sick to my stomach. And I think if I don't stop thinking about it and writing about this now, then I am going to have a mental breakdown. Cleanse your mind, Ginny. Deep breaths. Hee whoo. There. Much better.

In other news, I was talking with some of my teachers and most of them think I would be a good Head Girl. Well, I know it's an honor and everything, but I don't want to be Head Girl! There's so much responsibility, and you have to be so mature and in charge. And I'm so not. I'm like a 10 year old in a sixteen year olds body. I don't need to be in charge of all these people. I think if I got selected, then I'd have to decline the position. If you can do that, I'm not sure. But I think I would. Plus the fact that I don't think anyone in their right minds would take me seriously. I'm not some crazy authoritative figure. I'm stupid, goofy sixteen-year-old girl. Who in the hell is going to listen to me? No one, that's who.

You know what's a laugh? I was reading Witch Weekly today, and I caught eye of a story. About Harry and I. It was so bloody ridiculous and untrue, that I couldn't help but snigger. I laughed my ass off actually. They said that we were passionately in love and involved in an illicit affair. Then they went on to say that they had news "from a source" that I was cheating on him with one of the members of the Irish Quidditch team. How much more far fetched can you get? Oh a lot more apparently. Because they then said that I was pregnant and that Harry had talked to friends about breaking up with me, because he didn't want the responsibility of children this young. That is complete fabrication. And oh how it makes me chuckle. Harry and I are barely speaking, let alone being involved in some steamy romance. But it also makes me worry if Harry read it, and how he's reacting. Does he find the thought of us being romantic nice or completely revolting? And I also have a pretty good idea that I am going to be receiving a Howler from mum tomorrow morning. That should be interesting to say the least.

But at the moment I'm bored out of my mind. There is absolutely nothing to do in this bloody place. Well maybe there are a few things, but I'm just not in the mood for them right now. And I would go outside, but I happen to know that He is always out there sitting by the lake. Oh the tortures of not talking to your great friend and the man you love. It really is terribly lonely. I miss his messy black hair, and his brilliant green eyes. I miss his laugh and the way he talks. Oh hell, I miss everything about him. I'm starting to get worried that I am never going to get over him. Because we've been mad at each other for a while, and I still can't stop thinking of him. I know what I can do to combat my extreme boredom and loneliness! I can go fly around on the Quidditch pitch. There's no game today, so it'll be free! All right, I'm off.

A/N: That was chapter eight! I hope everyone liked it! I'm aware that in the books, the guys can't go up to the girl's dormitory, but we're going to pretend that rule doesn't exist. And I borrowed that part about Harry showing up at Ginny's door and what they say, from On The Bright Side; I'm Now The Girlfriend Of A Sex God, by Georgia Nicholson. Those books are hilarious, and if you haven't read them, I recommend them. Thanks for reading! Review!