A/N: Thanks so much for all the reviews! You guys really made me smile and got me through this week, cause let me tell you, it hasn't been a good one. So thanks so much for all your kind words!

Danpertlover: Thank you! And I'm glad you like it. And thanks for your advice. But this is just the way I like to do things. I like to thank as many people as I can. But thanks for your opinion!

shotgunn: Yay! I'm so happy that you like it and think it's funny!

OExpecto PatronumO: Thank you! And that was actually quite a good idea about the Marauder's map. I like it. Lol. I like writing introspective Ginny. Maha

Granger's Twin: Yay! A fellow southerner. Lol. I'm actually from Georgia. Atlanta to be exact. Haha my family from up north always makes fun of me too. I moved to GA almost six years ago, and I've developed a little drawl. Lol. All my family from New York and Pennsylvania is like, what? Lol.

Falling Phoenix: I'm glad you like the story. I can also relate to how Ginny feels about Harry, and the situation. It makes it a little easier to write, since I've been there. It makes me really happy that you think I write well from her point of view, and that you don't think it's all nonsense rambling. Lol. So thank you so much!

Luna Lovegood2: Haha yes he is. Don't go crazy yet! Lol. I'm a little insane myself. :)

future writer of america: Ah I'm so sorry last chapter was so short. But I'm glad you thought it was good! :) Haha the lalalalalalala thing reminded me so much of my best friend. She always does that. Lol.

Brokentoy19: Yeah I am proud of that last line. Lol. I think it's one of the most true that I have written. Everyone goes through that. I've gone through. It sucks. Definitely poor Ginny. I hate making her so sad. Lol. But don't worry, all will be resolved soon!

Tabytha: A Texan! Lol. A new friend I just made moved from Texas, and he's really sweet. Lol. Thank you so much for your compliments! :)

Cumorah: Haha you will get the kiss soon! :) I love the word snog as well. I try to use it as much as possible. Lol.

Black Cherrie: Yay! I'm glad you liked last chapter! I hope you like this one. :)

WhiteRabbit5: Yeah my Ron was a bit OOC. But oh well. Once I posted it, there wasn't much I could do to fix it. But I don't think Ginny's too introspective. I think everyone goes through times like that. But I'm glad you still like the story, regardless of the extremely OOC Ron and Ginny's introspection! :)

Miss Hogwarts: I don't know.... you shall find out soon! Mwaha

SilverAngel: Yay! I rock! Lol. You rock too! Haha definitely Harry and Ginny forever!

blink gurl017: Oooo two or three subs. That's bad. Lol. We have this one sub all the time, and she's so mean. And she has a unibrow, and a mustache. It's really kind of scary. And then we have this other mean lady who's allergic to soap, deodorant, and perfume. So you can imagine that situation. You have got to fully watch Wayne's World, at least the first movie. The second one isn't as good. I think one of my favorites parts is the scene where they're in the car, and they put Queen's "Bohemian Rhapsody" on and they start jamming out to it. Lol. It's so great. Sugar and coffee. Yum, my favorite things. Lol. Some flames are so stupid that you have to laugh. They're just ridiculous. Haha The Dragonball z one was pretty great. Lol. Yay! I will definitely have a look at your fic! I'm excited! Lol. Hell yes! To Wayne's World and chocolate cookies!

obssesed87: Harry's a bit of an idiot. Well more than just a bit. Lol. Well love is a very weird thing, I've found. Sometimes it's great, and sometimes it sucks. That was a really good idea about her wishing him there. But I must admit, that's not going to happen. But I hope you'll like what does!

The Flying Moose: If I were Ginny I'd totally kick Harry in the nuts. Lol.

JediPirateElfyDude: Things will be resolved soon! :)

MarauderRaven: Of course I mentioned you! You're a reviewer, and you're special! Lol. Thank you!

Buffster3000: I'm so glad that I was the one who converted you to H/G! That makes me feel so special! Lol. I've found another Georgian! Yaya! I really love the south too, but I'm also planning to move to NY when I get out of school! That's so cool! lol. I have found a Georgian buddy! Lol.

Maraudergrl99: I always get emotional when I'm tired too. Oh that sucks. I would hate to have to wait for my sister to get offline. Oh wait, that's right I do. Lol. She's so possessive over the computer, it's annoying. Lol. Yeah I love Something Corporate soo much. Lol. I love music. I don't know what I'd do without it. I love Half Baked! And One Sweet Whirled is great too. That's like Dave Matthew's signature flavor. Lol. Aha that sounds like something my friends would do.

Irishdancer61790: haha stupid prick. That made me chuckle. Lol. I agree about the crush on best friends older brother. I think every single person I know has had that happen. Lol.

naughty-chipmunk: Haha I love your login name. Don't worry Harry will stop being such an idiot soon! :)

And thanks so much to: XoXAuroraBorealisXoX, Alexandra5, Marauder Angel, the-insufferable-know-it-all, IndiaInk, Lauren, Katie, Lily12791, Sasush3, Lynn-50670, Black-Midnight-Oasis, and InLUVwithHarry16. You guys are all amazing, and I love all of you! And I'm sorry that I couldn't write long ones for you guys this time, but my computer is being stupid. But I promise I'll write you long ones next chapter! :)

I can't make Harry love me. And I wouldn't even if I could. I just want him to be happy. But I wish so bad that he'd be happy with me.

Chapter Nineteen: Melting The Snow

December 21st 2004, 5:30 am

The sun hasn't even come up yet and I'm awake. I don't what in the bloody hell woke me up this early. I haven't opened my eyes at this time in months. I just want to go back to sleep. But I can't. Now that I'm awake, a million different thoughts are buzzing through my brain. I could really use a Pensieve right now. I'm so glad that it's Christmas holidays. I don't think I could stand another moment of classes. Especially Potions. I swear that man is after my life. Sometimes when I stay after for detention, I'm afraid he going to like kill me or something. He freaks me the hell out. I got in just a tad bit of trouble the other day in his class.

We were making a truth serum, and I had absolutely no clue what I was doing. I was so confused, but there was no way I was asking Snape. He came walking over to my cauldron and made a face of disgust.

"Weasley, that is pathetic. You obviously didn't follow my directions." He said with a sneer.

"Maybe it's because they suck." I muttered under my breath.

"What was that Miss Weasley?" He asked in a menacing voice.

I think in the next moment I temporarily lost my sanity. There is no other explanation for what I did next.

"I said your directions suck." I said loudly for the whole class to hear.

Snickers filled the room.

"Miss Weasley, 50 points from Gryffindor." Snape said coldly.

"What the bloody hell? That's bollocks." I said acidly. I wasn't going to step down now.

"Miss Weasley, see me after class." He said with a furious look in his face.

"What are you going to do? Give me detention?" I asked mockingly.

"In fact, I am. For a whole month. Starting after Christmas holidays. I would give them to you now, but the Headmaster probably wouldn't allow it. So I hope you enjoy yourself." Snape said cruelly.

"Sounds great." I replied scathingly.

With that, I stood up from my chair and stormed out of the room. I slammed the door behind me and marched up to the common room. I still can't believe I did that. I am so bloody stupid. What was I thinking? I wasn't, that's the problem. But I think I'm going to plead temporary insanity. And now I have detention with Snape for a whole month. I'm so dead it's not even explainable. I don't know how I'm going to stand it. Why did I have to open my big fat mouth? ARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHH. I feel like throwing a nice old-fashioned temper tantrum. In fact I think I will.

6:36 am

Shit. Remember when I said I was going to throw the temper tantrum. Well I did. And I also forgot that it was only five thirty in the morning. Once again my sheer intelligence speaks for itself. So I screamed and kicked my bed. Everyone in the dorm woke up with bewildered looks on their faces.

"Ginny what the hell are you doing?" yelled a girl named Sara. If that hadn't woken up anyone, we had a miracle on our hands.

"Uh sorry, I uh just was well, throwing a fit." I said, stumbling over my words.

"Obviously." She snapped.

Minutes later, Hermione came racing into the room.

"Oh my god Ginny! Are you okay? I heard you scream, and I thought something had happened to you." Hermione said with concern.

"I'm fine. Just being my stupid self. I got upset and decided to throw a fit. But I sort of forgot that it was 5:30 in the morning." I whispered in Hermione's ear.

"Jesus Ginny. Don't do that again."

"Trust me I'm not planning on it."

"Well I guess I'll go back to bed then." Hermione said with a yawn.

"Okay. Sleep well." I called after her as she was leaving the room.

After Hermione was left, I was faced with a room full of pissed of 6th year girls. Let me tell you something about that. It was not fun, that's for sure. I thought they were all plotting against me. Like right when I went back to sleep, they were going to do something really mean to me. So I haven't gone back to sleep yet. And I'm exhausted. At least there's no school until holidays are over. I don't think I could take that. All the girls in my dorm seem to have fallen back asleep now. I really hope they aren't faking. That would suck. But I guess I'll just have to take that risk.

12:34 pm

I'm sitting on the windowsill in the girl's dormitories at the moment. It's absolutely breathtaking outside right now. The ground is covered in blankets of white. The sun is shining and making the snow and ice glitter brilliantly. Still somehow, it keeps snowing. Flakes are falling from the sky rapidly. It's really coming down. I love this time of year. The snow makes me feel little again. When I play in it, I feel carefree and without a worry in the world. I love it. I just wish I had people to share it with. Everyone else is in the common room hanging out by the fire. Me, I'm huddled in two blankets over on the freezing windowsill. But I don't want to go downstairs. I know Harry will be there, and it will just hurt to have him ignore me again. I can't take that at the moment. Right now I just want to sit here in peace and stare out the beautiful landscape of the outside.

12:59 pm

Of course my peaceful solitude had to be interrupted. I should have known it was too good to last. Right after I finished writing the last sentence of my entry, there was a knock on my door.

"What in the bloody hell do you want?" I asked in an irritated voice.

"It's just us Ginny." Replied Hermione.

I started freaking out, thinking maybe Harry was with them. But then the door opened, and the only people standing there were Ron and Hermione. I sighed, disappointed yet happy at the same time.

"Hey guys." I said dully.

"Come on Ginny. Don't be so glum. Come and hang out with us." Said Ron.

"Are you out of your bloody mind?" I asked with extreme irritation.

"Not that I know of." Ron replied with a small smirk.

"I am not going downstairs. He is down there. And I don't want to see Him."

"Ginny, why don't you just try talking to him?" asked Hermione softly.

"I have! He's the one who's been avoiding me!" I yelled.

Both Ron and Hermione looked taken aback.

"Ginny please." Hermione begged.

"No. And I'm not changing my mind." I said firmly.

"Well alright." Said Hermione, looking a little hurt.

"But I appreciate you guys trying to include me." I said sincerely.

"Well you are my little sister. If I didn't help, mom would have my head!" Ron said teasingly.

"Shut it Ron!" I said while throwing a pillow at him.

It hit him smack in the face. Yes! Dead aim. That never happens. A look of utter shock was plastered on Ron's face. I couldn't help but laugh. He looked so funny. So I started cracking up. Naturally, Ron turned bright red.

"Oi. You shut it!" he said with a slight grin.

Hermione turned to look at me and smiled. Then she and Ron left the room without another word. So the end of their visit was fine. But they ask me everyday to talk to Harry. And my response is always the same. If he wanted to talk to me so bad he would. Obviously he doesn't. So my answer's always no. But I really am glad that they're at least trying to help me. But it just isn't going to work. As much as I want it to.

6:26 pm

That was the most fun I've had in over two months! I guess I shall you about it.

At around two o' clock, the insane blizzard stopped. The ground was absolutely covered in snow. Perfect for playing in. So I was sitting in the dormitory by the window, when I saw all these people flooding the grounds. All of Gryffindor was out there, and there were a few Hufflepuffs and Ravenclaws as well. They all started a massive snowball war. It was insane. And there I was upstairs, watching sadly from the window. Suddenly a little voice inside me said, Get the bloody hell out there! So I removed my lazy arse from where I was sitting, and stood up. I threw on heavy clothes quickly and raced out of Gryffindor tower. While running down the stairs to the outside, I tripped on some melted snow. I fell right on my ass and let out a loud scream. The fight stopped for a moment, and everyone turned to look at me. Everything was deathly quiet for a few seconds. But I suddenly couldn't control myself. I started laughing hysterically and uncontrollably. And once I started, everyone started. Everyone was laughing, so I took it upon myself to slowly start sliding down the slippery stairs on my bum. So I got to the bottom without anyone even noticing. Everyone was still chuckling and distracted, so I stealthily built a snowball behind my back. No one even noticed. I took that as my opportunity.

"Eat this!" I shouted as I hurled the snowball towards everyone.

And for the second time that day, I got Ron smack in the face. Once again, he was wearing a look of pure shock. He was completely flabbergasted. Ron stood there speechless for a moment, but words finally returned to him a minute later.

"Ginevra Molly Weasley! You are dead!" Ron shouted at me.

He reached down, made a snowball quickly, and threw it at me. It hit my shoulder. And then the war commenced. It was the biggest snowball fight I have ever been in. It was also the most fun. Boys against girls. And guess what? Us girls kicked those sorry boys asses. I was running around like a wild woman, screaming and tossing massive snowballs. The funny thing is, I didn't see Harry at all the whole time. Which was actually better. Because playing in the snow made me forget everything for a while. All my problems disappeared, and the only thing that mattered was that I was having fun outside in the cold air, slopping around in the white powder. I loved every minute of it. I'm really sad it's over. I was actually very pleased with my aim during the war. I kept hitting people smack in the face. Must have been repeated luck. About twenty-five times. After the wonderful few hours of fun, everyone started heading inside for dinner. I ate like it was the bloody last day on earth. But what can I say? I guess all that winning makes me tired. I finished up with dinner and walked back to Gryffindor tower. From there I headed straight upstairs to the dormitories. And that my dear friend is where I am right now. I'm so exhausted. I think I'll take a little nap.

11:58 pm

I woke up around ten thirty, sort of confused. After being awake for a moment I realized that I had taken a nap, just as I'd planned. I was still tired, but knew that I wouldn't be getting back to sleep anytime soon. I was still wearing my outdoor winter clothes, and I smiled when I found patches of melted snow on them. I figured I'd go downstairs for a while and sit by the fire. I wanted a big comfy chair. So I walked down to what looked to be a deserted common room. I was so disoriented upon sitting down that I didn't even realize. He was resting on the chair opposite me. I looked up and saw him looking at me. Tears began to form in my eyes, and I tried my hardest not to cry. But Harry didn't say anything to me. So the tears began to fall. As quickly as I could, I stood up and ran for the portrait hole. This time I didn't trip. I tore through it as fast as my feet would allow. My footsteps were echoing in the empty corridors, and I suddenly realized that I wasn't allowed to be out of Gryffindor tower. But I'd gone too far to turn back. So I kept running, and I finally reached the main doors.

I pushed them open soundlessly and pulled them closed behind me. I raced out into the clear, starry night. Snow was softly fluttering down gracefully from the sky. The snow on the ground was now glistening from the moonlight and everything looked heavenly. It was so cold that I could almost feel my tears freezing on my face. I was shivering, yet I kept going. I finally reached my favorite tree, and plopped down. My eyes were red and wet, and I was still crying. Tears left a gleaming sheen on my face paled by the moonlight. I continued to sob. But then I heard footsteps behind me.

"Ginny?" Harry whispered.

I looked up from red-rimmed eyes. His green eyes were piercing mine, and I was finding it hard to breathe.

"Yes?" I managed to croak out.

"I just wanted to tell you that I..." Harry started.

"No Harry. It's okay. I understand. I know that you don't feel anything for me. And I, I guess I'll have to live with that." I stumbled while cutting him off.

"Ginny..." Harry started again.

"No. I get it. You didn't talk to me for over two months. I can take a hint. You don't care for me. I wish it didn't have to..." I started.

But this time Harry cut me off. By placing his lips over mine, and kissing me.

A/N: There it was. Harry finally stopped being such a dolt. Thanks so much for all the reviews! You guys are amazingggggg! :)