SLADE
Today, Elton and I went over to Saffy's old house to pick up her things in preparation for her coming home. My mom and I spent all evening arranging them in Saffy's new room, I hope she likes it, Elton and I have spent every spare second over the past couple of weeks decorating it and moving furniture around.
I can't wait until Saffy comes home. Although I go and see her in the hospital every day it's just not the same, it's not like we can even talk about stuff, all the deep and meaningful stuff that I can't tell anybody else or even like I can give her a cuddle or anything because a nurse or another patient or someone might come waltzing in. There is no privacy in the rehabilitation center at all and I hate that.
Funnily just having her stuff around me makes me feel closer to her already, I can't wait until I can hold Saffy in my arms again and until we can spend some time alone together, it's what I miss more than anything just being that close to somebody not just physically but emotionally as well.
Funnily sitting here in her room is the first time I've felt relaxed in absolutely ages, it feels like I finally have somewhere I can belong again and I haven't felt like that in a long time not even in my own home or at school when I'm with my friends.
I might sleep in here tonight; it just feels kind of the right place to be. I think I'd like that…