SLADE
I can't believe who happy I am right now.
I didn't think that things would ever be this way for Saffy and again I can almost believe that nothing has changed.
I kissed her earlier just once gently on the lips and I was quite literally trembling with nerves but when are lips met and Saffy put her arms around my neck it was just like before.
I think part of me was scared that although I still love her I wouldn't want her anymore, I do, I really do, she is just as beautiful, if not more so, than she was before and although I know things aren't going to be so easy for us physically as a couple I really want things to work out for us and for us to be in love with each other forever.
Funnily enough I feel like I am at peace with myself, the only sound other than the wiring of the bed is the sound of our breathing as we lay in bed together much the way we used to when one of us had snuck out to the others room in the dead of night.
Her head is resting on my chest and she has one arm around me as I hold her close and gently stroke her hair with my hand as she sleeps, it makes me very, very happy.