Disclaimer: Okay, still don't own X-Men and I'm defiantly not making any money off of this so no one sue. You won't get nothing but a headache.
Authors Note: Everyone, y'all need to go and read Mercury Dream's stuff. It's really, really, really, really, really good. (Did I mention really?) A Rogue's Touch and All Grown Up are my favorites but the others are all really good as well. So go read her stuff to. Now, quickly! Oh, and if any of you didn't already know, Ishandahalf has posted a fic that you all need to go read too.
This is just a pointless chapter of fluff for y'all. And I'm tired of Rogue still focusing on the rape so she's going to finally deal with it here. Enjoy, especially Ish and Mercury, cause I know y'all will.
Okay, as another note, I won't be answering the reviews for awhile. Since school has started back up again, I really don't have the time to post and answer reviews. Please don't stop reviewing though. It gives me that warm fuzzy feeling inside. Anyway, any important questions I will answer, but other than that it's just going to be story. And thanks to all of you who do review. You make my day.
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dreams
Wandering Souls
Chapter 32: Pointless Fluff.
She was dreaming again. The same dream she'd had every night since she'd figured out the secret to her powers. That's how she knew this nightmare was nothing more than that. A re-visitation to a past she wished she could forget, but would never be able to completely. And as always it was exactly the same.
Cody had her backed up against the wall in the school gym, her dress torn and ruined as his hands roughly groped her body, forcing her to the ground. She cried, shaking violently as he pinned her hands above her head. She whimpered slightly, struggling against his grip. "Cody please," she pleaded as he backhanded her hard across the face.
"Shut up Marie! Ya know ya want this too," he argued, forcing her legs apart.
"No!" she screamed, fighting him as hard as she could, her strength leaving her quickly now after her struggles.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Remy awoke to the sounds of Rogue whimpering next to him. He sat up, looking down at her and the tortured look written across her face. He shook her gently, concern etched across his features as ran his hand over her covered stomach, shaking her gently.
"Come back t' meh chere," he whispered into her ear, shaking her harder. "Rogue!"
Her eyes shot open, fear running across her face as she leapt up in bed looking around confused for a moment as her head came out of the fog of the dream.
"It's okay chere," Remy soothed, running his hand slowly over her back and shoulders, his other taking her hand and kissing it gently. "It's jus' y' and meh. Y' safe here."
Rogue sat looking ahead of her, everything falling into place for the first time in a long time. "Ah am ain't Ah," she all but whispered, turning and looking at him, seeing nothing but love in his eyes and not the blinding lust that she'd seen in Cody's that night.
Slowly she lifted her hand up and caressed his cheek, running her bare thumb over his lips. He kissed it gently and pulled her near him, wrapping his arms around her. "Ah'll nevah let anyone hurt y' mon amore."
"Ah know," she whispered, holding him closer. 'This is it,' she thought as she breathed in his spicy scent. 'Ah don't have ta be afraid anymore cause no matter what happens, he'll always be there ta protect meh. And if he ain't,' she looked down at her hands and now indestructible skin. 'Ah can do it mah self.' She smiled and pulled away from him, looking into his beautiful, enticing demon eyes.
"Y' alright ma chere?" he asked, pushing a stray white hair from her face.
"Yeah, Ah will be," she whispered, resting her head against his forehead, running her index finger along his jaw line and kissing his lips sweetly, her other hand trailing down his chest, tracing circles over the muscles and sending a shiver down his spine.
He pulled her closer running his hands around her side and over her stomach, kissing her lips slowly, easing her down onto the bed, trailing kisses down her jaw line and to her neck, across her collar bone. He moved back up to her lips, kissing them deeply before pulling away, his hands still resting on her stomach, his thumb running back and forth over the muscles. "Y' need y' rest ma chere," he whispered huskily into her ear, nuzzling her neck, knowing if he didn't stop soon, there'd be no going back. "We got a big day together non?" he went to move away from her, easing his body down next to hers on the bed. She quickly wrapped her arms around his neck and pulling him near her, pressing her body against his own, feeling the silk sheets against her skin, as well as Remy's own hot flesh.
"Ah ain't tired Rems," she whispered, looking innocently up into his eyes, a slight blush spreading over her cheeks as she came to the realization of just what she wanted to do, and just how much it would change everything. For a brief instant she wondered if they were ready, or more importantly, if she was ready. Her eyes met his and at that moment, all her doubts melted away and were placed with a feeling of complete love and desire. "Feel lahke makin' meh tired?"
"Y' sure bout dat cherie?" Remy breathed, not wanting to rush her and not wanting to let her rush herself, but the desire quickly building up inside him. This was the first woman he'd ever truly loved and he wanted nothing more than to take her into his arms and show her what love was really about, and how wonderful sex could be. That it wasn't the betrayal and hurt that Cody had done to her, but something beautiful that could be shared between two people who really cared for each other. But he would never force her. It had to be something that they both wanted for it to be any good, and he could wait as long as it took for this girl. "Cause, Ah can wait ma chere," he began when her fingers suddenly appeared on his lips, silencing him.
"Ah know what yer tryin' ta do sugah," she whispered looking up into his eyes seriously. "And Ah want ya. More than Ah've evah wanted anything in mah life. Ah have sine the first moment Ah laid eyes on ya," she ran her fingers slowly over his bare chest. She looked up at him fighting to find the words to explain herself fully. "When Cody looked at meh, it always left meh feelin' so dirty. But, when ya do it, Ah feel beautiful and safe and loved. Ah want ya ta make love ta meh, cause Ah know that's what it'll be. Not some stupid accomplishment or challenge, but just you lovin' meh. And that's what Ah want. And Ah know it'll be special cause no matter where it happens, we love each other and always will."
Remy smiled down at her, letting his lips descend on hers, kissing her gently and lovingly. Pulling away after a moment, and looking at her once again. "Y' want meh t' stop, jus' say so p'tite," he said as he ran his hands slowly down her arms, his fingers caressing her skin.
"Jus' go slow Rems," she whispered, circling her hands around his neck as he kissed her neck.
"Always mon amore," he whispered against her skin, sending chills down her spine. He stopped for a moment, looking deep into her eyes and cupping her cheek. "Je t'aime," he kissed her tenderly.
"Ah love ya too sugah," she said against his lips as they melted into one another.
Author's Note: I know it was short, but as is the way of life. You all thought I was going to write a lemon didn't ya? Well, I find the individual imagination is a much better tool than my description. So have a ball you guys. You know what they're doing so yeah, whatever you want them to do pretty much and feel free not to share. I'm already working on the next chapter so hopefully that will be up soon but with school starting back I can make no promises. Thanks to all those who reviewed.
Authors Note: Everyone, y'all need to go and read Mercury Dream's stuff. It's really, really, really, really, really good. (Did I mention really?) A Rogue's Touch and All Grown Up are my favorites but the others are all really good as well. So go read her stuff to. Now, quickly! Oh, and if any of you didn't already know, Ishandahalf has posted a fic that you all need to go read too.
This is just a pointless chapter of fluff for y'all. And I'm tired of Rogue still focusing on the rape so she's going to finally deal with it here. Enjoy, especially Ish and Mercury, cause I know y'all will.
Okay, as another note, I won't be answering the reviews for awhile. Since school has started back up again, I really don't have the time to post and answer reviews. Please don't stop reviewing though. It gives me that warm fuzzy feeling inside. Anyway, any important questions I will answer, but other than that it's just going to be story. And thanks to all of you who do review. You make my day.
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dreams
Wandering Souls
Chapter 32: Pointless Fluff.
She was dreaming again. The same dream she'd had every night since she'd figured out the secret to her powers. That's how she knew this nightmare was nothing more than that. A re-visitation to a past she wished she could forget, but would never be able to completely. And as always it was exactly the same.
Cody had her backed up against the wall in the school gym, her dress torn and ruined as his hands roughly groped her body, forcing her to the ground. She cried, shaking violently as he pinned her hands above her head. She whimpered slightly, struggling against his grip. "Cody please," she pleaded as he backhanded her hard across the face.
"Shut up Marie! Ya know ya want this too," he argued, forcing her legs apart.
"No!" she screamed, fighting him as hard as she could, her strength leaving her quickly now after her struggles.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Remy awoke to the sounds of Rogue whimpering next to him. He sat up, looking down at her and the tortured look written across her face. He shook her gently, concern etched across his features as ran his hand over her covered stomach, shaking her gently.
"Come back t' meh chere," he whispered into her ear, shaking her harder. "Rogue!"
Her eyes shot open, fear running across her face as she leapt up in bed looking around confused for a moment as her head came out of the fog of the dream.
"It's okay chere," Remy soothed, running his hand slowly over her back and shoulders, his other taking her hand and kissing it gently. "It's jus' y' and meh. Y' safe here."
Rogue sat looking ahead of her, everything falling into place for the first time in a long time. "Ah am ain't Ah," she all but whispered, turning and looking at him, seeing nothing but love in his eyes and not the blinding lust that she'd seen in Cody's that night.
Slowly she lifted her hand up and caressed his cheek, running her bare thumb over his lips. He kissed it gently and pulled her near him, wrapping his arms around her. "Ah'll nevah let anyone hurt y' mon amore."
"Ah know," she whispered, holding him closer. 'This is it,' she thought as she breathed in his spicy scent. 'Ah don't have ta be afraid anymore cause no matter what happens, he'll always be there ta protect meh. And if he ain't,' she looked down at her hands and now indestructible skin. 'Ah can do it mah self.' She smiled and pulled away from him, looking into his beautiful, enticing demon eyes.
"Y' alright ma chere?" he asked, pushing a stray white hair from her face.
"Yeah, Ah will be," she whispered, resting her head against his forehead, running her index finger along his jaw line and kissing his lips sweetly, her other hand trailing down his chest, tracing circles over the muscles and sending a shiver down his spine.
He pulled her closer running his hands around her side and over her stomach, kissing her lips slowly, easing her down onto the bed, trailing kisses down her jaw line and to her neck, across her collar bone. He moved back up to her lips, kissing them deeply before pulling away, his hands still resting on her stomach, his thumb running back and forth over the muscles. "Y' need y' rest ma chere," he whispered huskily into her ear, nuzzling her neck, knowing if he didn't stop soon, there'd be no going back. "We got a big day together non?" he went to move away from her, easing his body down next to hers on the bed. She quickly wrapped her arms around his neck and pulling him near her, pressing her body against his own, feeling the silk sheets against her skin, as well as Remy's own hot flesh.
"Ah ain't tired Rems," she whispered, looking innocently up into his eyes, a slight blush spreading over her cheeks as she came to the realization of just what she wanted to do, and just how much it would change everything. For a brief instant she wondered if they were ready, or more importantly, if she was ready. Her eyes met his and at that moment, all her doubts melted away and were placed with a feeling of complete love and desire. "Feel lahke makin' meh tired?"
"Y' sure bout dat cherie?" Remy breathed, not wanting to rush her and not wanting to let her rush herself, but the desire quickly building up inside him. This was the first woman he'd ever truly loved and he wanted nothing more than to take her into his arms and show her what love was really about, and how wonderful sex could be. That it wasn't the betrayal and hurt that Cody had done to her, but something beautiful that could be shared between two people who really cared for each other. But he would never force her. It had to be something that they both wanted for it to be any good, and he could wait as long as it took for this girl. "Cause, Ah can wait ma chere," he began when her fingers suddenly appeared on his lips, silencing him.
"Ah know what yer tryin' ta do sugah," she whispered looking up into his eyes seriously. "And Ah want ya. More than Ah've evah wanted anything in mah life. Ah have sine the first moment Ah laid eyes on ya," she ran her fingers slowly over his bare chest. She looked up at him fighting to find the words to explain herself fully. "When Cody looked at meh, it always left meh feelin' so dirty. But, when ya do it, Ah feel beautiful and safe and loved. Ah want ya ta make love ta meh, cause Ah know that's what it'll be. Not some stupid accomplishment or challenge, but just you lovin' meh. And that's what Ah want. And Ah know it'll be special cause no matter where it happens, we love each other and always will."
Remy smiled down at her, letting his lips descend on hers, kissing her gently and lovingly. Pulling away after a moment, and looking at her once again. "Y' want meh t' stop, jus' say so p'tite," he said as he ran his hands slowly down her arms, his fingers caressing her skin.
"Jus' go slow Rems," she whispered, circling her hands around his neck as he kissed her neck.
"Always mon amore," he whispered against her skin, sending chills down her spine. He stopped for a moment, looking deep into her eyes and cupping her cheek. "Je t'aime," he kissed her tenderly.
"Ah love ya too sugah," she said against his lips as they melted into one another.
Author's Note: I know it was short, but as is the way of life. You all thought I was going to write a lemon didn't ya? Well, I find the individual imagination is a much better tool than my description. So have a ball you guys. You know what they're doing so yeah, whatever you want them to do pretty much and feel free not to share. I'm already working on the next chapter so hopefully that will be up soon but with school starting back I can make no promises. Thanks to all those who reviewed.