Angel's Problem
I cradled the phone for a little longer. I missed Adam so much. I have to keep reminding myself why we broke up in the first place. I knew then it was the right thing to do then, but now I am not so sure anymore. When we ended our relationship we were engaged and very happy. However we weren't able to stay that way. I still remember how it happened. I was hurt and I felt empty. It wasn't either of our faults that it happened. I still love him. I do! I just can't have him now, then, or ever. I still remember his arms around me. I remember the way he would kiss me good-bye. You could say I never quite recovered from being with him. I now know I never will. I replaced the emptiness with sex and I have been working even harder at wrestling. I only wish he could have been by my side when...I mean we only ended our relationship because...
The phone rang interrupting my thoughts.
"Hello." I answered realizing I only had twenty minutes before I had to leave.
"Good morning. How was shopping?" I immediately recognized the voice.
"It was...fun, yet different. How's your day, Shane?" I asked. I was lying on the couch talking to Shane. My finger played with the cord of the heated throw blanket on my couch.
"It was good. Are you ready, yet?" He asked. I sighed
"Just about." I replied. I heard a engine sound. 'It must be the boy who mows my lawn.' I thought.
"Are you going to let me in? " Shane asked over the phone. I hadn't heard him knock. I hung up the phone and answered the door. I stepped back and let him in. He looked at me. I smiled then hugged him. He smiled back at me.
"Help yourself to whatever you need or want, while I finish up a couple of things?" I said. My head snapping back into reality and out of the past. I ran into my bedroom and grabbed my bags. I took the one that wasn't filled up and took in it the bathroom and crammed everything I needed in it. I drug that bag out to the livingroom. I grabbed my keys off the counter. I turned off all the lights and the tv. Shane offered to carry my stuff but I told him no. I put my bags in his trunk, then sat in the front seat. Shane got in and we both buckled up. I leaned my head against the window. I watched the endless country side fly by us. Something I had a feeling I was going to miss. I started to think about the past couple of days. Jeff, Adam, and lovable Shane. Jeff is such a sweetheart and I am really happy for him and Beth. Adam, well, I wish things were different between us. Then there's Shane, he is always there for me. I don't know what I would do without him.
We arrived at the airport on time. We were greeted by Trish, Amy, Ms. Jackie, Stacy, Molly, and Victoria. I went up to them and we all ended up in a group hug. Shane watched in utter amazement. I turned around to find a smile spreading across his face. 'What is he smiling about?' I wondered. I smiled back at him. We boarded the plane: I sat next to Shane. I fell asleep about ten minutes after I sat down.
(A/N Please Review!!!!!! I want to know that people are still reading this. The next chapter is going to be in Shane's POV. Thanks to everyone who has already reviewed!)
I cradled the phone for a little longer. I missed Adam so much. I have to keep reminding myself why we broke up in the first place. I knew then it was the right thing to do then, but now I am not so sure anymore. When we ended our relationship we were engaged and very happy. However we weren't able to stay that way. I still remember how it happened. I was hurt and I felt empty. It wasn't either of our faults that it happened. I still love him. I do! I just can't have him now, then, or ever. I still remember his arms around me. I remember the way he would kiss me good-bye. You could say I never quite recovered from being with him. I now know I never will. I replaced the emptiness with sex and I have been working even harder at wrestling. I only wish he could have been by my side when...I mean we only ended our relationship because...
The phone rang interrupting my thoughts.
"Hello." I answered realizing I only had twenty minutes before I had to leave.
"Good morning. How was shopping?" I immediately recognized the voice.
"It was...fun, yet different. How's your day, Shane?" I asked. I was lying on the couch talking to Shane. My finger played with the cord of the heated throw blanket on my couch.
"It was good. Are you ready, yet?" He asked. I sighed
"Just about." I replied. I heard a engine sound. 'It must be the boy who mows my lawn.' I thought.
"Are you going to let me in? " Shane asked over the phone. I hadn't heard him knock. I hung up the phone and answered the door. I stepped back and let him in. He looked at me. I smiled then hugged him. He smiled back at me.
"Help yourself to whatever you need or want, while I finish up a couple of things?" I said. My head snapping back into reality and out of the past. I ran into my bedroom and grabbed my bags. I took the one that wasn't filled up and took in it the bathroom and crammed everything I needed in it. I drug that bag out to the livingroom. I grabbed my keys off the counter. I turned off all the lights and the tv. Shane offered to carry my stuff but I told him no. I put my bags in his trunk, then sat in the front seat. Shane got in and we both buckled up. I leaned my head against the window. I watched the endless country side fly by us. Something I had a feeling I was going to miss. I started to think about the past couple of days. Jeff, Adam, and lovable Shane. Jeff is such a sweetheart and I am really happy for him and Beth. Adam, well, I wish things were different between us. Then there's Shane, he is always there for me. I don't know what I would do without him.
We arrived at the airport on time. We were greeted by Trish, Amy, Ms. Jackie, Stacy, Molly, and Victoria. I went up to them and we all ended up in a group hug. Shane watched in utter amazement. I turned around to find a smile spreading across his face. 'What is he smiling about?' I wondered. I smiled back at him. We boarded the plane: I sat next to Shane. I fell asleep about ten minutes after I sat down.
(A/N Please Review!!!!!! I want to know that people are still reading this. The next chapter is going to be in Shane's POV. Thanks to everyone who has already reviewed!)