I'm saving the K/R population of fanatics going crazy because there hasn't been much around lately...pointless, plot-less a random spree of mine.
Disclaimer: What good's a credit card if you can't indulge....Oh, buying Beyblade isn't indulgence? It's stupidity...What!?! (.)
-=Show me=-
''Please.'' It had been the first and last time Kai would ever ask for anything.
The last time he'd ever feel weak as he pleaded desperately. It was a simple request he'd longed for and couldn't bare to be without for much longer.
He despised feeling so low and helpless; he fought off such turmoil sensations before, kept them at bay but his defences seemed to have crumbled under the weight that his conscious bared victim too.
His insecurities we're rising to the surface, digging out of the grave they'd been buried in, gasping for air, grasping for life.
His thoughts were smothered by the beauty before him, his whole body reeking of innocence while his own was torn apart by his inner demons. Yet while his mind was barely thinking, too breath taken to focus clearly, no response had been given in return.
There was a mere unreadable expression clouding over the wine coloured eyes. But that didn't stop him, he doubted anything would as he leaned in, crimson orbs half lidded as their breaths and intakes grew deeper, the hot exhale felt upon their cheeks.
He watched as the tanned skin veiled over the amber orbs and their lips ghostly grazing till-
''I...can't...I just can't.''
It had been shattered. Both pairs of eyes flew open wide, regret and failure fuelling the flames of red while guilt and shock made the tawny one's glitter.
''Not... till I'm sure...Not till I know you love me.''
There had been a silence and the boy knew deep down inside the answer was no, he couldn't believe he was trying to fool himself into hoping for otherwise. The idea of being loved by one who had been deemed unable to feel such a strong and passionate emotion was utterly ludicrous, a true fable created by the desire in his heart.
''Rei...I ask this of you because it will begin our path, together down the road of love. I want you to show me.''
The initial reaction had been delayed, every word that passed the pale pink lips were slowly building up an outburst of great mixtures, nostalgia and joy.
The following moments had been a blur for Kai as well. He was still in self awe, unable to comprehend how such delicate words could ever pass his lips tainted with blood and lies, deceit and hateful curses.
He only felt a new warmth against his chest and Rei clinging onto his body as if his life depended on such an act. His arms we're at his sides till he finally wrapped them around Rei, as if they we're a form of security for the boy when he couldn't even save himself from falling apart.
The irony wasn't even bothered with as the tips of Rei's fingers trailed over his shoulder, resting behind his neck, leaving a shiver to flow through him.
''Kai....I'll take those steps with you.''
He breathed in the sweet scent of his breakdown, the intoxication leading him more and more downward into a world he'd never been or experienced, one with gentle caresses and real tender smiles. His heart fluttered, the moonlight colour of the clouds, a slate grey mixing in with the darkest of oblivions, the ebony black so silky and lustrous when he lay his head atop Rei's.
When he looked up at the sky though, there we're no stars and no moon lighting up the ground darkened by the sun's departure and absence. Instead he saw nothing but dark white and a ceiling fan, the blade spinning circularly at a fast pace.
The walls had been the same, the identical paint faded and due for renewal as well as completely bare, not even shinning off them the full potential of the moon.
''Another dream....''
From the corner of his eye, before closing it again the object of his dream, the cause and purpose, the torture and desire was sleeping peacefully across the room, enjoying his own dream.
-=Ende=-
The title sounds like an innuendo and I ended it with a twist to justify Kai and the 'Ooc' I thought was there. I had planned this to be sweet and fluffy enough to make you're teeth fall out but that didn't work -.-'...never does....
Just ravish me with reviews and I might come up with something fluffier!
Disclaimer: What good's a credit card if you can't indulge....Oh, buying Beyblade isn't indulgence? It's stupidity...What!?! (.)
-=Show me=-
''Please.'' It had been the first and last time Kai would ever ask for anything.
The last time he'd ever feel weak as he pleaded desperately. It was a simple request he'd longed for and couldn't bare to be without for much longer.
He despised feeling so low and helpless; he fought off such turmoil sensations before, kept them at bay but his defences seemed to have crumbled under the weight that his conscious bared victim too.
His insecurities we're rising to the surface, digging out of the grave they'd been buried in, gasping for air, grasping for life.
His thoughts were smothered by the beauty before him, his whole body reeking of innocence while his own was torn apart by his inner demons. Yet while his mind was barely thinking, too breath taken to focus clearly, no response had been given in return.
There was a mere unreadable expression clouding over the wine coloured eyes. But that didn't stop him, he doubted anything would as he leaned in, crimson orbs half lidded as their breaths and intakes grew deeper, the hot exhale felt upon their cheeks.
He watched as the tanned skin veiled over the amber orbs and their lips ghostly grazing till-
''I...can't...I just can't.''
It had been shattered. Both pairs of eyes flew open wide, regret and failure fuelling the flames of red while guilt and shock made the tawny one's glitter.
''Not... till I'm sure...Not till I know you love me.''
There had been a silence and the boy knew deep down inside the answer was no, he couldn't believe he was trying to fool himself into hoping for otherwise. The idea of being loved by one who had been deemed unable to feel such a strong and passionate emotion was utterly ludicrous, a true fable created by the desire in his heart.
''Rei...I ask this of you because it will begin our path, together down the road of love. I want you to show me.''
The initial reaction had been delayed, every word that passed the pale pink lips were slowly building up an outburst of great mixtures, nostalgia and joy.
The following moments had been a blur for Kai as well. He was still in self awe, unable to comprehend how such delicate words could ever pass his lips tainted with blood and lies, deceit and hateful curses.
He only felt a new warmth against his chest and Rei clinging onto his body as if his life depended on such an act. His arms we're at his sides till he finally wrapped them around Rei, as if they we're a form of security for the boy when he couldn't even save himself from falling apart.
The irony wasn't even bothered with as the tips of Rei's fingers trailed over his shoulder, resting behind his neck, leaving a shiver to flow through him.
''Kai....I'll take those steps with you.''
He breathed in the sweet scent of his breakdown, the intoxication leading him more and more downward into a world he'd never been or experienced, one with gentle caresses and real tender smiles. His heart fluttered, the moonlight colour of the clouds, a slate grey mixing in with the darkest of oblivions, the ebony black so silky and lustrous when he lay his head atop Rei's.
When he looked up at the sky though, there we're no stars and no moon lighting up the ground darkened by the sun's departure and absence. Instead he saw nothing but dark white and a ceiling fan, the blade spinning circularly at a fast pace.
The walls had been the same, the identical paint faded and due for renewal as well as completely bare, not even shinning off them the full potential of the moon.
''Another dream....''
From the corner of his eye, before closing it again the object of his dream, the cause and purpose, the torture and desire was sleeping peacefully across the room, enjoying his own dream.
-=Ende=-
The title sounds like an innuendo and I ended it with a twist to justify Kai and the 'Ooc' I thought was there. I had planned this to be sweet and fluffy enough to make you're teeth fall out but that didn't work -.-'...never does....
Just ravish me with reviews and I might come up with something fluffier!