7-28-03
Disclaimer: Here we go...again. I don't own Harry Potter, because if I did, then that would mean I wrote the books, and if I wrote the books, why would I be writing fanfiction? Anyway, if that was too hard let's leave it at I don't own Harry Potter, but I do own my story, cause I wrote it (Not HP, I wrote this...and the two chapters before this.) Anyway, I don't own anything...it's sad really. Well I have this and the other two, but how far will that get me? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------
A/N: This is a bit of a shortie, Um, in the stories, the 5th book never happened, well it did. But Sirius is living. Ok so this one kind of doesn't fit in with the story, because I figured I 'ought to explain what happened at Hogwarts, after they got off the train, so this is like chapter 2 1/2. It's a long 2 1/2, but it's not a 3. Anyway, I should have written it in order, but up until now, I wasn't sure myself what happened...so enjoy ^_^ Oh and thanks to Caroline for inspiration on what happened. Couldn't have figured it out by myself! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------
.:This Fic will be narrated by Ginny:.
A Visit to the Past
Do you really want to know what happened three years ago? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------
It's true, I had been going out with Harry Potter, for quite some time. But two things happened to make me realize it wasn't meant to be...let me take you to that day.
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Dear Ginny,
I can't believe I am writing this to you, I feel so selfish. You have to know...and I can't tell you on the phone, or next week, because I don't want to see your face when I tell you. I am in love with Harry, I have loved him since that day on the train. When you started dating him in your second year, I was jealous...and I bonded with your brother Ron, I didn't like him. Not more than a friend. I felt he was the only one I could turn to, and he soon became my best friend. I must ask you, please end your relationship with Harry...I love him more than you can ever imagine. Whenever I see you with him I feel like my heart has been ripped up and thrown on the floor... if you could only understand the pain.
-Hermione
p.s. Don't tell Ron, I don't want to hurt him. **************************************************************************** *********
It's true, I did feel bad for her, but how could I just break-up with Harry for no reason?
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Dear Sis,
I'm sorry to hear what Hermione wrote to you, I'm afraid I don't know how to help. Maybe you'll find this interesting though. Well maybe not, you'll probably be mad at me for never telling you. Harry to my belief is using you because he thinks he can't get to her...I mean the way he talks about her, it's kind-of creepy. To top it off, when I bring you up, his normal response is, "Oh yea Ginny, she's real pretty...and nice too. But Herm, she is pure beauty...and so smart too." I'm sorry you have to read this, I promise you can hurt me when I get home from Bill's.
With Love,
Ron
p.s. Tell Hermione...it did hurt, and I figured her dating me was a fake, just like Harry was to you.
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Obviously Hermione was mad at me for telling Ron, and then she acted like her asking me to dump Harry was no big deal...well it was to me. Anyway, I couldn't tell Harry what Ron told me, so I had to find someone single.
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"Ron, he'll never work, he hates me!"
"Awww come on Gin, he's the only guy we know."
"Yes, and he's also D-R-A-C-O."
"I know but he's our only way out, besides if it means dumping Harry and hurting his "feelings" than I'm SURE he'll be into it." I sighed and sat on the couch, I knew it would be tough to convince Draco, but it was my only shot.
Ron wrote something down and attached it to Pig, it was only much later that I found out what it was. I hugged him good-night and went to my room to go to "bed", I lied down, but I couldn't sleep. I went to my desk and got some parchment. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------
Dear Draco,
I have a deal for you, meet me in Diagon Alley at noon tomorrow. I'll be standing at the corner of Diagon and Grungy Alley.
-Ginny ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------- **************************************************************************** *********
I thought for sure he wouldn't show up but he did. He agreed and all that was left was to tell Harry.
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Harry arrived at my house at 10 a.m., it was July 14th and it was raining. I met him outside, I was happy it was raining so he couldn't see the tears I was trying to fight back."Harry, nice to see you again."
"Yea, horrible weather though." Harry made for the door, and I quickly blocked it.
"Is something wrong, Ginny?"
"Yes...I mean no, I mean...Harry, I'm so sorry,"A tear slid down my cheek,"I think our relationship is over...well I mean, I know it is, you see, I don't know why but I have fallen for Draco. I'm so sorry..." For a guy that didn't like me he looked pretty upset.
"You...what? YOU LOVE THAT SELFISH-GOOD-FOR-NOTHING-LYING-CHEATING-STUPID- IDIOT?"
"Yes, I...I do" I was crying hard, I felt like I was going to die, his eyes...they loved me. I loved him. He pushed me to the side, and I didn't see him for the rest of the summer.
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I didn't like what had happened, not one bit...but Hermione and Ron did. Something was fishy about how their letters arrived the same day, only then did I realize that and I wanted to get to the bottom of it. I pulled out from Draco, but it was in vain, so I got back together with him you see Hermione was there greeting Harry with open arms, and he went right into them. Remember that note Ron was writing? **************************************************************************** *********
I found it, in Hermione's bag, it was all crumpled up.
The plan is in order, you'll have Harry in your arms so fast, you won't know what hit you.
-Ron
On the back was the response
Well, Ginny fell for it. Now I get Harry, and because she hurt him like that, he'll never want her back, ever.
-Hermione
I wanted to show Harry, tell him what they had done to me, but when I turned around, Hermione was standing behind me. "Ginny, I had to, I can't live without him!"
"SO YOU USE MY OWN BROTHER AGAINST ME?"
"I did what I had to. Now, let's just make you forget that you saw this..." I forgot, I truly did, and everything was normal between me, Herm, and Ron...but not Harry.
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You see, that's why I cried in Her arms that day, you see I didn't remember, but then one day Ron showed it to me and said he was sorry, and the memories came flooding back. I hated him, I hated Hermione...I found myself torn would I tell Harry or stay with Draco.
Ron burnt the letter, I stayed with Draco, and Harry with Hermione. In the end I fell in love with Draco, and Harry moved on, but the bitterness was still there. Although I said I loved Draco, you need to know Harry will always be in my heart.
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School went on, pretty much as normal, until one day when I found a note from Draco **************************************************************************** *********
I met him at the edge of the lake. It was dark so I could barely see him. "You came."
"Yes, I want to know why you want to leave."
"He's coming back, and I don't want us to be here when he does, I want to know you're safe. So, will you go with me?"
"I..."
"If we don't leave now, we'll never make it."
We took off into the night. Draco had stolen a boat and we made it to the station. We followed the tracks to King's Cross and went to an airport near by. We took a plane to Salem and I have been there since.
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There is still a lot to explain. You see after a year it dawned upon me that Draco wanted me to leave, because Ron told him that he told me about the note. Draco had known from the start...but I really did love him, and I didn't want him to know I knew, so I played along with the you-know- who thing...and moved on. I guess I did. I still hated Ron and Hermione for double-crossing me so that's why I didn't care about their whereabouts. Soon I even forgot about Harry, and realized the note was true, he would never want me back, no matter what. I mean at first I believed them, but now.. I see I have no one.
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A/N: Now that it's over, I can go to bed, and then figure out what I'm doing next. *sigh* R&R. I may have made a few mistakes on some things, email me if you notice any!
Disclaimer: Here we go...again. I don't own Harry Potter, because if I did, then that would mean I wrote the books, and if I wrote the books, why would I be writing fanfiction? Anyway, if that was too hard let's leave it at I don't own Harry Potter, but I do own my story, cause I wrote it (Not HP, I wrote this...and the two chapters before this.) Anyway, I don't own anything...it's sad really. Well I have this and the other two, but how far will that get me? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------
A/N: This is a bit of a shortie, Um, in the stories, the 5th book never happened, well it did. But Sirius is living. Ok so this one kind of doesn't fit in with the story, because I figured I 'ought to explain what happened at Hogwarts, after they got off the train, so this is like chapter 2 1/2. It's a long 2 1/2, but it's not a 3. Anyway, I should have written it in order, but up until now, I wasn't sure myself what happened...so enjoy ^_^ Oh and thanks to Caroline for inspiration on what happened. Couldn't have figured it out by myself! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------
.:This Fic will be narrated by Ginny:.
A Visit to the Past
Do you really want to know what happened three years ago? ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------
It's true, I had been going out with Harry Potter, for quite some time. But two things happened to make me realize it wasn't meant to be...let me take you to that day.
**************************************************************************** *********
Dear Ginny,
I can't believe I am writing this to you, I feel so selfish. You have to know...and I can't tell you on the phone, or next week, because I don't want to see your face when I tell you. I am in love with Harry, I have loved him since that day on the train. When you started dating him in your second year, I was jealous...and I bonded with your brother Ron, I didn't like him. Not more than a friend. I felt he was the only one I could turn to, and he soon became my best friend. I must ask you, please end your relationship with Harry...I love him more than you can ever imagine. Whenever I see you with him I feel like my heart has been ripped up and thrown on the floor... if you could only understand the pain.
-Hermione
p.s. Don't tell Ron, I don't want to hurt him. **************************************************************************** *********
It's true, I did feel bad for her, but how could I just break-up with Harry for no reason?
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Dear Sis,
I'm sorry to hear what Hermione wrote to you, I'm afraid I don't know how to help. Maybe you'll find this interesting though. Well maybe not, you'll probably be mad at me for never telling you. Harry to my belief is using you because he thinks he can't get to her...I mean the way he talks about her, it's kind-of creepy. To top it off, when I bring you up, his normal response is, "Oh yea Ginny, she's real pretty...and nice too. But Herm, she is pure beauty...and so smart too." I'm sorry you have to read this, I promise you can hurt me when I get home from Bill's.
With Love,
Ron
p.s. Tell Hermione...it did hurt, and I figured her dating me was a fake, just like Harry was to you.
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Obviously Hermione was mad at me for telling Ron, and then she acted like her asking me to dump Harry was no big deal...well it was to me. Anyway, I couldn't tell Harry what Ron told me, so I had to find someone single.
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"Ron, he'll never work, he hates me!"
"Awww come on Gin, he's the only guy we know."
"Yes, and he's also D-R-A-C-O."
"I know but he's our only way out, besides if it means dumping Harry and hurting his "feelings" than I'm SURE he'll be into it." I sighed and sat on the couch, I knew it would be tough to convince Draco, but it was my only shot.
Ron wrote something down and attached it to Pig, it was only much later that I found out what it was. I hugged him good-night and went to my room to go to "bed", I lied down, but I couldn't sleep. I went to my desk and got some parchment. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- -------------------------------------
Dear Draco,
I have a deal for you, meet me in Diagon Alley at noon tomorrow. I'll be standing at the corner of Diagon and Grungy Alley.
-Ginny ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------- **************************************************************************** *********
I thought for sure he wouldn't show up but he did. He agreed and all that was left was to tell Harry.
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Harry arrived at my house at 10 a.m., it was July 14th and it was raining. I met him outside, I was happy it was raining so he couldn't see the tears I was trying to fight back."Harry, nice to see you again."
"Yea, horrible weather though." Harry made for the door, and I quickly blocked it.
"Is something wrong, Ginny?"
"Yes...I mean no, I mean...Harry, I'm so sorry,"A tear slid down my cheek,"I think our relationship is over...well I mean, I know it is, you see, I don't know why but I have fallen for Draco. I'm so sorry..." For a guy that didn't like me he looked pretty upset.
"You...what? YOU LOVE THAT SELFISH-GOOD-FOR-NOTHING-LYING-CHEATING-STUPID- IDIOT?"
"Yes, I...I do" I was crying hard, I felt like I was going to die, his eyes...they loved me. I loved him. He pushed me to the side, and I didn't see him for the rest of the summer.
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I didn't like what had happened, not one bit...but Hermione and Ron did. Something was fishy about how their letters arrived the same day, only then did I realize that and I wanted to get to the bottom of it. I pulled out from Draco, but it was in vain, so I got back together with him you see Hermione was there greeting Harry with open arms, and he went right into them. Remember that note Ron was writing? **************************************************************************** *********
I found it, in Hermione's bag, it was all crumpled up.
The plan is in order, you'll have Harry in your arms so fast, you won't know what hit you.
-Ron
On the back was the response
Well, Ginny fell for it. Now I get Harry, and because she hurt him like that, he'll never want her back, ever.
-Hermione
I wanted to show Harry, tell him what they had done to me, but when I turned around, Hermione was standing behind me. "Ginny, I had to, I can't live without him!"
"SO YOU USE MY OWN BROTHER AGAINST ME?"
"I did what I had to. Now, let's just make you forget that you saw this..." I forgot, I truly did, and everything was normal between me, Herm, and Ron...but not Harry.
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You see, that's why I cried in Her arms that day, you see I didn't remember, but then one day Ron showed it to me and said he was sorry, and the memories came flooding back. I hated him, I hated Hermione...I found myself torn would I tell Harry or stay with Draco.
Ron burnt the letter, I stayed with Draco, and Harry with Hermione. In the end I fell in love with Draco, and Harry moved on, but the bitterness was still there. Although I said I loved Draco, you need to know Harry will always be in my heart.
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School went on, pretty much as normal, until one day when I found a note from Draco **************************************************************************** *********
I met him at the edge of the lake. It was dark so I could barely see him. "You came."
"Yes, I want to know why you want to leave."
"He's coming back, and I don't want us to be here when he does, I want to know you're safe. So, will you go with me?"
"I..."
"If we don't leave now, we'll never make it."
We took off into the night. Draco had stolen a boat and we made it to the station. We followed the tracks to King's Cross and went to an airport near by. We took a plane to Salem and I have been there since.
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There is still a lot to explain. You see after a year it dawned upon me that Draco wanted me to leave, because Ron told him that he told me about the note. Draco had known from the start...but I really did love him, and I didn't want him to know I knew, so I played along with the you-know- who thing...and moved on. I guess I did. I still hated Ron and Hermione for double-crossing me so that's why I didn't care about their whereabouts. Soon I even forgot about Harry, and realized the note was true, he would never want me back, no matter what. I mean at first I believed them, but now.. I see I have no one.
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A/N: Now that it's over, I can go to bed, and then figure out what I'm doing next. *sigh* R&R. I may have made a few mistakes on some things, email me if you notice any!