Warning I don't own IAHB soooooo please don't sue me Once again me and my roomie kendall have teamed up me writing her editing soo enjoy and please R&R
Chapter 2 A movie and a secret
"Hey Jamie get in here your going to miss the movie" said Caite "Hold on hold on" replied Jamie.
Jamie walks in to the room and hands Catie a drink she takes it murmuring a thank you "so what
are we watching first says" Jamie "I donno why don't we watch riding in cars with boys" says
Catie as she is smirking. Jamie sits next to Catie smiling. "Ok" Catie lays her head on his
shoulder watching the movie. Jamie falls asleep half way through the movie Catie looks at him
and smiles and then falls asleep herself. A couple hours later Catie wakes up from yet another
nightmare. She looked around realizing that she was in her living room sleeping on Jamie. She
walks up stairs and goes to the bedroom thinking she was alone she thought she didnt lock the
door. A few minuets later Jamie comes upstairs worried about Catie and walks in seeing Catie
sitting on her bed with her shirt sleeve rolled up and her arm full of little cuts all in a row. "Catie
what's that what's going on" says a shaken Jamie. Catie looks up with a shocked look and pulls
down her sleeve "Jamie you don't understand forget about it" say Catie. "Catie please " replied
Jamie "no Jamie you don't understand just forgets about it please." Says Catie "NO" says Jamie.
"Jamie I love you but you wouldn't understand," shrieked Catie. "Please Catie trust me let me in"
replied Jamie Catie hugs Jamie "ill explain it one day but right now I cant." "Fine at least let me
clean your wounds they looked pretty angry." Replied Jamie As he cleaning her cuts Catie
quietly makes a decision to tell Jamie what happened. "Jamie I started to do this a while ago like
a year. I accidentally scratched myself and I started to bleed. It felt so good its like every time I
have nightmares or when everything gets overwhelming please Jamie you cant tell anyone"
replied a scared Catie." Oh Catie" replied Jamie with a sad look on his face. "Please don't have
that look on your face" says Catie "what are you going to do" asked Jamie "I don't know I think
I am going to do nothing" Replied Catie. " I Just want to keep going don't u dare tell anyone i'm
trusting you not to please Jamie i'm trusting you," pleaded Catie
Catie and Jamie went back downstairs and tried to watch riding in cars with boys but as much
as they tried to pretend everything was all right they both knew the truth that everything wasn't
all right that there was defently a strain in their friendship. "Jamie please don't be upset with me"
says Catie looking worriedly at Jamie " I didn't mean to start doing this it just happened I mean
it just feels soo good" pleads Catie to a silent Jamie.
He just looks at her and then replys "look ill be here for u no matter what Ill listen to you when
ever you need me to ok just know that" Catie looks at him and smiles "thanks you don't know
how much that means to me" replys Catie as she lays her head on Jamies shoulder. Jamie and
Catie fell asleep Catie's mother came downstairs to see that her daughter had fallen asleep in the
streached out Jamie's lap she put a blanket on them and went back up stairs to bed. (In her
sleep Catie had the same nightmare she always had it started out nice almost like a dream and it
ended in a total nightmare). Catie started to scream and hit things in her sleep. She ended up
hitting Jamie right in the side Jamie let out a yelp scaring Catie awake and she jumped off Jamie
"oh gosh im soooo sorry I didn't mean to hurt you im sorry im sorry" Catie looked as if she
wanted to cry. Jamie just looked at her "you ok wanna talk about it didn't hurt as much as it
scared me. Don't worry about it." No.. no... I think you need to go now im sorry but you really
need to leave." Catie kept repeating to Jamie. He just looked totally shocked and bewildered
Catie don't shut me out please talk to me Catie please...." Jamie go home ill be fine I promise...
just go please" pleaded Catie. Jamie finely left agenst his better judgement. Catie went back up
to her room and once again gave in the the urge knowin tomorrow she would be in pain.
(ok note i know its a bit repetitive but somone with PTSD their life and nightmares are a bit repetive sometimes just a note)
Ok tell me what ya think be nice no flaming remember this is my first try sorry it took me so long to fix this I had a baby and stuff and my personal life just has been busy I added on to chap two I combined chap 3 with it thought it needed a little more