A/n- I know it's been like two weeks but school doesn't care about my writing. Thank God I got a good report card or I'd be grounded meaning no computer or writing for at least a month!
Ok, now this chapter in my opinion isn't the greatest and by far the hardest to write so if you can tell me anything you didn't like I'd be happy to read it!
Big shout out to Carla my #1 girl! Thanks so much for everything; you're the greatest! And this time the truce is for real.... Until we get to school anyway.
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Everyone enjoy the chapter! Love-making scene is re-written and longer! Enjoy ;-)
I wish.... In words of a broken heart.
"What?" Draco asked turning around to get a good look at Harry.
"I never cheated on you." He repeated softly.
"But I saw you kissing that guy!" Draco pointed out angrily, wanting to believe Harry but still having doubts.
"Didn't you take a look at who that was?" Draco thought about it and realized he didn't see who it was Harry was kissing; he was too hung up on the fact that someone else was kissing Harry.
"That was Tom Riddle, and I wasn't kissing him. If you hadn't come and pulled us apart..." Harry trailed off, still looking out the window.
"So who was it that called me?" The blonde was holding on to a scrap of hope and he prayed that Harry wasn't just leading him on, just to say they get couldn't back together.
"I never told you...I didn't want you to worry and he threatened me but... There's this other stalker." Harry finished lamely.
"Another one?! Why didn't you tell me?"
"He said that he would hurt anyone I told." Harry said as if that explained everything.
"I told you I can take care of myself." He felt like rolling his eyes at Harry at the moment but resisted the urge.
"Draco he nearly killed my dad! I couldn't take the risk of him hurting you too." Harry screamed at him trying to make him see reason.
"So you broke up with me knowing that it would hurt me! I told you I loved you and still you walked away!" Draco yelled out his own frustration.
"I'm sorry but I wasn't going to risk it!" Harry said crossing his arms. Yes he felt bad for breaking Draco's heart and it sucked that the stalker was playing games with them but he didn't want Draco to get hurt, why couldn't he understand that?
"Damn it Harry you can't protect everyone." He sighed deeply. "Did it ever cross your mind that when you broke up with me that you were really only hurting me more then anything that other stalker would have done to me?" Draco turned to Harry who had his head bowed.
Harry remained silent, which actually made him annoyed. Grabbing his face by his jaw he turned Harry to face him. But whatever remark he was about to say was lost on his tongue when his saw Harry's face.
"I can't change the past, I would if I could but I can't. All I can say is-" Harry started to say but they were interrupted by an oncoming car.
HONK!
The car was trying to get into the parking lot but Draco was stopped right in front of the entrance making it impossible for anyone to come through. Draco slowly let go of Harry turned to put the car in reverse and parked turning the car off. The only sound was from outside, the rain hitting the SUV but the two boys inside remained unmoving and silent. Draco was the first to break the silence.
"So you broke up with me because you were trying to protect me, and you didn't tell me of this other stalker who is more dangerous then Riddle." He summarized it up.
"Yeah." Was all Harry said in return.
"Yeah? Is that all you're going to say!?"
"Well what do you want me to say?" They were getting heated up again.
"You should have told me about the other stalker! Trust me more to protect you and myself!" Draco yelled.
"Well excuse me if I was scared for you!"
"I told you a thousand times I can take care of myself, It wasn't me who got-"
"Stop right there!" Harry now turned to him eyes narrowed. "Stop before you say something we'll both regret."
Draco turned away to stare out his window. He heard Harry sigh but otherwise they both didn't say anything. This wasn't how he pictured it; he wanted to forgive Harry so everything would be right between them again. He wanted to be able to kiss the boy that he loved again; to feel him against him and just be able to be with him but so many forces were just working against them.
"Draco I can never tell you how sorry I am or how much I wish this whole thing never happen. That I didn't have some crazy psycho after me so we can be a normal couple but we aren't and I did hurt you but it wasn't easy for me too. All I'm asking is that you please, I'm begging you, to forgive me. I'll understand if you don't want to-" Harry didn't get to finish what he was say as he was pulled into a bruising kiss.
Draco kissed him he felt Harry's tears on his cheeks. But all he could think of was how much he just wanted this boy. He licked Harry's bottom lip and moved into Harry's warm mouth, oh how missed the taste of Harry.
"Don't cry.. ssh it's ok." He whispered into the kiss.
"I'm sorry, so sorry." The kiss deepened and Draco brought Harry unto his lap, moving his hands to rest on his waist while Harry wrapped his arms around his neck. When they pulled apart the Harry still had tears coming down his face, Draco gently kissed them away.
"I don't deserve you."
"Please don't say that." Draco kissed his neck.
"But I-" The blonde silenced him with another breathtaking kiss. This one became more desperate, but still very fiery. It was the kind of kisses that lead to something else. Draco stopped though forcing them to part.
"What?" Harry asked still dazed and drugged on their burning passion.
"Harry when I make love to you I don't want it to be in the back of my car." Draco said softly.
"Then come upstairs." Draco could do nothing but stare at him. True he was no innocent himself but Harry was and even thought he wanted it badly he didn't want to do something that Harry might regret later.
"Harry we don't have too, only when you're ready."
"I want you. I want you to be the only one to touch me." Harry grabbed Draco's hand placed it to his cheek and slowly moved it down his own body, making the blonde gasp quietly at where stopped.
"I want you to be my first." Harry placed a soft kiss on Draco's lips. "And my only." He whispered against his ear.
Draco slowly removed Harry's wet clothes and let them drop to the floor, neither cared nor noticed. Harry laid on the bed, blushing slightly but he didn't feel scared as Draco gazed upon his naked body, he trusted the blonde with his life. Draco removed his own clothes and moved onto the bed, pressing his lips to Harry's in a gentle kiss slowly moving both of them further on the bed until he was on top of the smaller boy.
"You're beautiful." Draco muttered before capturing Harry's lips in a searing kiss, his hands moving down Harry's body. He felt Harry trembling under him, he slowed down the kiss, his tongue running over the roof of Harry's mouth before moving to taste his neck all the while Harry moaned loudly his arms wrapped around Draco.
It went on like this for awhile, Draco relaxed Harry so he wasn't tense and they both got to know each other's body very well. Draco prepared Harry and he felt Harry wrapping his legs around his waist.
Draco positioning himself. "You sure?" He asked one last time as he gazed down at Harry who was now flushed all over.
"Yes." Harry was certain and they shared another burning kiss before he felt Draco thrust into him. It hurt; the sting was unfamiliar to him and made him hiss into the kiss. But then Draco thrust in again and it wasn't painful but bliss.
"Are you ok?" Draco asked he pushed into Harry at a steady pace.
Harry nodded not being able to speak his breath coming in short gasps. Both of his hands were on Draco's shoulders and unconsciously he was digging his nails into the flesh causing the blonde to groan. Draco gave another slow thrust and Harry moaned loudly.
Draco couldn't image anything more perfect; Harry was truly beautiful as he lay beneath him whimpering. Harry gasped Draco's name out as he came and after another thrust the blonde came as well. He stayed where he was for a moment savoring the feeling before pulling out of Harry slowly as not to hurt him and then gathered him into his arms as they both relished in the aftermath of their love-making.
"I love you." Harry pressed his lips up to Draco, who grinned into the kiss.
"I love you too."
Afterwards both of them fell asleep in each others arms, never knowing what was to come. (-- No pun intended people!)
Lily came home to find a calm flat but she just thought that Harry was in his room sleeping or playing music loudly in his ears. So she made her way to his room and opened the closed door. Lily stopped at the sight that met her, closing her eyes she stepped out of the room and shook her head. Yeah she must have been imaging things, surely her mind was playing tricks on her...
Her son and Draco in bed together. In each other's arms naked and the room smelt of sex. Shock swiftly turned into anger. Lily reopened the door, letting it smack loudly against the wall.
"What the hell do you think you're doing!?" The fiery redhead shrieked.
Draco and Harry were startled out of their peaceful slumber and stared wide-eyed at Lily whose eyes were spitting fire. They both sat up quickly trying to hide the fact they were naked underneath but failing poorly, Draco was the first to reach the clothes and rapidly handed Harry's clothes over to him.
"Mum-" Harry started weakly but his mother cut him off.
"How could you! You're only in high school and you're already having sex!" She yelled not even having the courteous of letting the boys to get dressed.
"Mum pleas-." He tried again putting the damp shirt on.
"Harry's he's a Malfoy!"
"And what does that have to do with anything?!" Harry yelled back at her trying to put his pants on.
"I told you all he wanted was to get you into bed! And weren't you two broken up?"
"We made up."
"So you slept with him to get him back!" Lily was too furious to even think about what she was saying. All she could think about was Harry having sex and that soon Draco would break his heart and her son didn't need anymore pain.
"Miss. Evans I didn't sleep with Harry just-" Draco tried reasoning with her but Lily threw a glare his way and interrupted him.
"You shut-up and get out of my home now!" She shoved him out of the room, ignoring Harry's cry.
"Mum I love him!"
"You're young you don't know what love is!" Lily was opening the door to throw Draco, who was still only in his boxers, out of the flat.
"You loved my father around the same age!" Harry pointed out angrily; Lily turned around to face him, glaring from her anger.
"And he left me! Draco will do the same thing to you."
"He won't and if Dad left it was because of you." Harry spat out; his mother slapped him across the face.
Harry touched his cheek in shock, and then looked to his mum who was staring back at him in a mixture of shock and shame. Lily hadn't meant to raise her hand to Harry, she didn't know what had come over her but before she could even begin to apologize to him, Harry left the flat slamming the door behind him.
Harry got into the lift with Draco who was still putting on his clothes. The blonde was really at a lost of what to say to his lover. So he did the only thing he thought might help, hugging him tightly. Harry didn't say anything but leaned into the embrace. Harry didn't want to talk and was thankful Draco wasn't trying to comfort him with words.
As they made their way outside, Draco realized that it had stopped raining which he considered lucky as his clothes were still a bit wet from being in the rain before. He opened the door for Harry who got in with out a word and Draco went around to the driver's seat.
"Where do you want to go?" Draco asked as he turned on the car.
"Anywhere." Harry shrugged and was silent as Draco drove, staring out the window. Draco attempted to start a conversation but every time he would try, he would abruptly stop not knowing what to even say. Draco didn't know what to say, he had heard the fight between Harry and his mum, they were both mad and said some things but he didn't think it was right for him to get involved. He wished Lily would have let him explain himself and to let him tell her that he really did love Harry and would do anything for him but she hadn't. So the drive remained a quiet one as Harry just stared out the window, a tears leaking out of his eyes once in a while.
Draco had been driving for a good thirty minutes when Harry out of the blue spoke. "Stop here." They were near woods.
He did and was about to ask why, when Harry left the car hurriedly. Alarmed Draco turned off the car and swiftly went after his boyfriend. Draco entered the forest but had no site of Harry whatsoever.
"Harry!" The raven-haired teen didn't answer and Draco went deeper into the forest.
"Harry!" He called again getting worried. Walking he heard water running and decided to follow it.
Finally he found Harry sitting on the edge of a stream, gazing sadly into the water. Draco made his way down, sitting behind him so that he could wrap his arms around Harry's waist. He immediately leaned into Draco's strong embrace but otherwise remained quiet.
"I'm sorry." Draco said in a low voice, he really wasn't excepting Harry to say anything as he had been silent since he had gotten in the car. So therefore was surprised when Harry did respond.
"No" He said decisively. "You have nothing to be sorry about."
"But maybe we took it too fast."
Harry turned around in his arms already moving away from Draco. "You regret it?" He raised an eyebrow. Draco saw the same fury in Harry's emerald eyes that he saw in Lily's. Their eyes were so alike that it was uncanny.
"Of course not!" Draco reached out to grab Harry again and was relieved when he didn't fight him. "I'm just saying that maybe it felt like I was pushing you."
"But you didn't, I told you I wanted it and you even asked me if I wanted to stop and I said no. Don't let my mother make you feel guilty you did nothing wrong."
Draco actually felt proud that Harry said this and hugged him tighter, he felt the same way when Harry had been defending him in front of his mum. He didn't like it that Harry and his mum were having problems and he was one of the reasons but he loved Harry too much to have to give him up again. Stalkers be damned.
"I love you." Harry turned to face him again.
Draco smiled before giving him a chaste kiss. "I love you too."
A/n- I was actually rolling my eyes as I wrote this chapter. I am not a very sappy person but this chapter demanded mushiness. Well I got them back together and I hope that pleased everyone. Please I'm begging on knees, you have to tell me how you liked the out come of this chapter. It has been by far one of the hardest to write.
So be a sweetheart and review they do make me write faster, and who knows if I get enough I might give all of you a Thanksgiving Day chapter...but we'll see.
By the by I might get a job as a waitress so everyone give me a payer in their thoughts that I get it. And if I do I will write another chapter.
Next chapter. More Lily and Harry.... Tom.... And Harry and Draco do something.... Impulsive.
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