Illusions

If fate come knocking

Would you answer the door?

If a chance was handed to you on a silver platter

Would you lick the bowl?

If you were given the choice

Would you save my soul?

I'm evil

I'm black

I'm a psycho

I have no illusions

I'm suicidal

I'm depressive

I'm dead inside

But my talent is for illusions

Day by day

You see me smile

You see me laugh

You see me happy

Do you really think I'm like that?

I'm not

I'm in pain

I hurt like hell

Dieing hurts like hell

I have to resurrect my soul

It hurts

But I'll keep trying

Then maybe

One day

I can tell you

That Aishiteiru...