Beauty

There is beauty all around me

Its in every person, plant, animal and tree

I can see it

But I cannot feel it

None of this beauty is directed at me

There is beauty all around me

I can see it in the faces of smiling children

I can see it when the wind blows

When the grass grows

When the sun shines

But I still cannot feel it

Emotions are beyond me

I am lost

I've been lost since the day I was born

There is beauty all around me

I can see it when you smile

When you laugh

Even when you cry

But I don't feel it

If I feel it then I am weak

If I allow myself to feel

The beauty that is you

Then the pain that is me will follow

There is beauty all around me

But there is none in me

I died

I'm gone

Don't look for me

There's nothing there

You keep reaching out and I keep pushing you

Pushing you away

Before you see me

Before you find out what I am

That what I am is ugly

There is beauty all around me

I can see it but I cannot feel it

I know its there

You keep reaching out and I

Keep pushing you

Pushing you away

Before you see me

Before you find out what I am

That what I am is ugly

There is beauty all around me

I can see it but I cannot feel it

I know its there because you are it

I know you have experienced great pain

But you are strong

Where as I am weak

You fought the blackness

I submitted to it

You survived

I died

There is beauty all around me

And you've amazed me again

You found my beauty

A beauty I didn't know existed

The beauty I couldn't feel

You've made me whole

You've made me feel

You are my beauty

All I need is you

I know you'll never leave me

You won't let me fight alone

I love you

My beauty.