You Can't Change the Past
-Chapter 4-
Meeting the Dad???
It's a good thing Miroku dropped off Kagome's paper. She thought she lost it at school and someone found it and riped it to shreds. It was morning and Kagome was getting her things for school. Shippo for some reason wanted to get up early to see his mom off. So she cooked Shippo breakfast and waited for Sango to arrive. Shippo remained quite until he asked a question that Kagome can't even answer in a million years.
"Mom....I really wanna see daddy! When is he coming home?" Asked Shippo.
Kagome put her hand on his head and sat in the chair next to him. "I don't know...but I do hope soon. Just be patient, and you shall get your answer," said Kagome.
"You think so?"
"Yes! Just be patient and he shall come to you!"
"Mom....you're sounding like a fortune cookie!"
"Sorry! But in the mean time, I'll spend some time with you today when I come home from school! It's Wednesday, early out day! See you later!"
"Uh, mom? Aunty Sango is not here yet!"
"Oh God! I keep forgetting about this stuff! When is she going to get here anyway!?" Kagome looked at her watch and she only had 20 min. until class starts. She was about to get pissed, but she cooled down when she heard a knock on the door. She opened it. "About time!"
"Sorry! But I slept in today!" Sango walked in to the kitchen. Shippo saw Sango and was speechless, Sango's hair was messed up....did she even comb her hair this morning?
"You do know you have a date later today!" Said Kagome.
"What?" Questioned Sango.
"You don't remember? Miroku asked you out yesterday to go on a date today, and you said 'I'll think about it' and then he left. So that means, a SPECIAL DATE FOR SANGO!!!!!!"
Sango was silent for a few min. to try and remember about the guy yesterday. She doesn't remember seeing his face but she does remember a guy talking to her about a date. Then she realized it. "OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! WHY ME!?" Screamed Sango.
"Hey! You're going to damage Shippo's ear drums if you don't pipe down! I think you damaged mine..." said Kagome. She put her finger in her ears to try and make sure it was alright. But she wasn't sure.
"Anyway, aren't you going to be late for school?"
"Huh?"
"I said, aren't you going to be late for school?"
"WHAT!? I CAN'T HEAR YOU!!"
"Never mind! Come on Shippo!"
"But I'm still eating my waffles!" Complained Shippo.
"Take it with you!" She grabbed Shippo's hand, who's free hand had a chocolate waffle in it, and then she grabbed Kagome's wrist and dragged them out of the apartment and into the car. Of course, they did locked the apartment door so don't worry about it.
Sango just pushed Kagome out of the car and drove off, making Kagome cough when the pile of smoke came out of Sango's car. Kagome was confused about that action.
"That was rude! She didn't even tell me why she did that!" Said Kagome
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"AH!! SCHOOL STARTED!! NO WONDER SHE DID THAT TO ME!!" She ran inside the school building as fast as she could. She hoped Inuyasha hasn't notice she was missing from her seat. She was running like she was in a marathon! When she got to the classroom, huffing and puffing at the door, Inuyasha wasn't in the classroom. Everybody in the class looked at her. "That was close!"
"I don't think so!" She turned around very slowly and saw the silver-haired Professor. "Please take your seat Kagome. Or that'll be another detention!" Kagome knew he was giving her a friendly warning. But the strange thing is, that's the first time he had said her name in a friendly way. She turned back to the class and took her seat.
Then Inuyasha sat in his desk and asked for EVERYBODY to pass their reports up. Kagome's report was really easy. She only had to put that she has been doing it for the past....6 YEARS! And she also wrote how she thinks she got pregnant because she doesn't know who the father is, or when and where she did it. She doesn't remember any of that. But then again, she could've got pregnant on a pill. But who knows!
Then, Inuyasha told them they have to write a essay on what they want to be when they graduate. But to Inuyasha, that doesn't sound right. His brain is probably not working right today. It turned out he forgot about that when he was reviewing something of science. It took a couple of hours to review it. And it was almost time to go.
"These kind of stuff might refresh your memory about elements of living things. Mono means one, di means two, and poly means many. When you actually do the experiment of finding the Monosaccharide, Disaccharide, and Polysaccharide you'll-"
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"Drat! Class is over, everyone is dismissed except for Kagome," said Inuyasha. Everyone got out of there seats and left Kagome all alone in the classroom. She just sat in her desk really quite and tried not to move any muscle. But she saw Inuyasha got his bag and walked over to her desk. "Come on! I'm taking you out to lunch for your detention."
"Lunch?" Questioned Kagome.
"Yeah! It is early out day, right? So I'm taking you out for lunch! Now, let's go!"
Actually, they didn't really have lunch together. They actually had coffee but they hardly drank it. They were too busy being silent while there's waitresses serving food and giving them their drinks.
Inuyasha saw Kagome's hands trembling on the table. But he didn't know why. So he used his hand to go on her's. She stopped trembling and looked at him straight in the eye. She didn't know what to say, but she thinks he's trying to hit on her or something. But she was only his student!
But then Kagome just had an image in her head. She put her hand on her head to try and concentrate but the images just kept coming. Or...are they memories?
The images/memories were about her drunk one night, she was at a hotel. Then some other guy who was also drunk, suddenly asked her to get a room. She barely saw the person...a guy with silver hair, and....golden eyes. That scared Kagome....really bad.
"You know...." The images in Kagome's head was gone and she found Inuyasha talking to her. "Ever since I met you, I've been having these dreams about I have met you six years ago. The dream was about me and you getting drunk at a hotel and had sex." He put a finger to his head and stratched it wondering why he told her that.
Kagome couldn't believe what she just heard. She realized something....that wasn't just a dream...it was real. She looked away from Inuyasha's face and stared at her coffee. Her eyes were widen when she heard Inuyasha said that. She removed her hand from his and Inuyasha was very puzzled on why she did that. He was only trying to give her comfort of what happened to her six years ago.
"Kagome....is something wrong?" Asked Inuyasha.
"You're...." She lift up her head slowly but not fully. If was high enough to see his chest. "You're the..." She lift up her head to look at Inuyasha fully in the eyes. "You're the...father of my child...." That was a shock to Inuyasha. He put his hand back to his side and looked at his coffee. Kagome started to have tears in her eyes...filled with pain.
Then...she just ran off. Letting the chair fall backwards and letting the coffee cup fall to the ground and break into pieces. Inuyasha was going to go after her but first, he left the money for tip and the other money for the broken coffee cup. Then he ran after her, but it was hard to keep up because it looked like she was running from her past.
While he was running he had to dodge some mothers with their kid and also dodging some carts from markets. He actually bumped into a mail man and let all the letters fly in the air. But he ignored that and continue to run after the hurtful girl who was running from her past just because she was scared. He knew who she was running from...him. He is her past.
He didn't care what got in the way, all it matters is trying to catch up to the run away girl.
Kagome slammed the door behind her and locked it. She leaned on her back against the door and fell to her knees. She couldn't believe it, Inuyasha is the father of her child. Why did she go back to school anyway? Of course, to get a college degree so she can actually get a job.
She then heard a door open and found Shippo standing in front of her. And Sango standing behind Shippo.
"Another bad day?" Asked Sango.
"Worse...I just found out something very important to me and Shippo. But I just ran away from it," said Kagome. But that's when she heard a knock on the door. She went back to her feet and unlocked the door and turned the knob. When she opened the door fully, she saw....Inuyasha. She was about to close it but Inuyasha's hand pushed the door back.
"Kagome...you can't run away from your past! You should deal with on what's happening now!!" Angered Inuyasha.
Kagome was getting angry and wanted him to leave. But, Shippo was there and she thought that he should meet his dad which he always wanted in the world. She turned to face Shippo and Inuyasha opened the door wide enough to see Sango and Shippo.
Kagome sighed. "Shippo....here's someone you always wanted to meet..." said Kagome. She walked over to him and put her hands on the side of his stomach to pick him up and put him in her arms. Kagome turned to Inuyasha and that made Shippo see him. "Meet....your....dad." She said slowly, trying not to scare Shippo and Sango.
"What....did you say?" Asked Sango.
"Inuyasha....is Shippo's dad." Answered Kagome.
Inuyasha didn't know what to say. This is actually the first time he met his son....but also known not to long ago. And he help created this child....he was the one who hurt Kagome. It was his fault that made her pregnant and raised a child and made her mother to kick her out. Everything is his fault.
Slowly, he walked to Shippo and patted him on the head. Shippo didn't say anything. Now that he met his dad, which he really wanted, what should he say?
"Um....are you....really my dad?" Asked Shippo. That was a bad greeting.
Inuyasha flinched but then forced a smile on his face. "Yes....I'm your dad," answered Inuyasha.
"Uh....my name is...Shippo. Uh..."
"Don't be afraid...he won't hurt you. Go ahead and give him a hug," said Kagome softly but the sound of her voice sounded like she was in pain.
But Shippo was overwhelmed with excitement, he just jumped into Inuaysha's arms, out of Kagome's arms....out of her mother's own arms. Inuyasha didn't know what to do, but he just gave him a hug for some reason. When Kagome saw that, she was hurt...she didn't know who was hurting her. It was either Shippo her own son, or Inuyasha the father of her child of whom she just met.
Kagome wanted to cry in front of them, but she was trying to fight back the tears and the pain which is approaching to her quickly. She quickly turned her body away from Inuyasha and Shippo and didn't noticed her body was now facing Sango now. Then a rapid of tears rolled down her cheeks and to the floor. She couldnt' stop...she knew people cried because of pain.
Sango saw that and put her hands on Kagome's shoulders. She put her forehead on her's and started to whisper to her so Inuyasha and Shippo can't hear.
"(It's okay....the pain will go away. You just need to forget about the past.)" Whispered Sango. Kagome gave her a nod which moved both of their heads. Sango lift her head off of Kagome's forehead and looked at Inuyasha. "Look....what's-your-name, I think it's time to leave. Kagome does have homework to do."
"Right!" Inuyasha put Shippo down on the floor and asked Sango for a piece of paper and pencil. He wrote down something on the paper, but he used the wall so he can write clear. He gave the pencil back to Sango when he was done, and stuck his hand out for Kagome to look at. Kagome took it and read it. It was an address to a house, his house? "If you need to talk about anything, just come over and we can talk."
"Get....out!" Said Kagome. Sango and Shippo looked at Kagome.
"What?" Questioned Inuyasha.
"I SAID GET OUT!! GET OUT!! GET OUT!! GET OUT!!!!!!!!!" Inuyasha was starting to get the idea Kagome doesn't want him there any longer so he just ran out of the room. Shippo was shocked when his own daddy just ran out of sight. Shippo started to question his mother.
"Why did you yell at him, mommy?" Asked Shippo.
The paper of his address was in her hands, she suddenly grew angry and used her hand to crush it. Clenching her fists angrily. "You'll understand when you're older Shippo," said Kagome. With that saying, she just walked to her room and locked it. Shippo was scared of her now.
"I never saw mom so angry before!" Said Shippo.
"It's the way life is Shippo. There's anger and love, anger turns to hate....and so does love if it stabs you in the back," explained Sango.
"I don't get it."
"Like what your mother said, you'll understand when you're older Shippo." She gave Shippo a big hug, like he was her son instead of Kagome's son.
-Chapter 4-
Meeting the Dad???
It's a good thing Miroku dropped off Kagome's paper. She thought she lost it at school and someone found it and riped it to shreds. It was morning and Kagome was getting her things for school. Shippo for some reason wanted to get up early to see his mom off. So she cooked Shippo breakfast and waited for Sango to arrive. Shippo remained quite until he asked a question that Kagome can't even answer in a million years.
"Mom....I really wanna see daddy! When is he coming home?" Asked Shippo.
Kagome put her hand on his head and sat in the chair next to him. "I don't know...but I do hope soon. Just be patient, and you shall get your answer," said Kagome.
"You think so?"
"Yes! Just be patient and he shall come to you!"
"Mom....you're sounding like a fortune cookie!"
"Sorry! But in the mean time, I'll spend some time with you today when I come home from school! It's Wednesday, early out day! See you later!"
"Uh, mom? Aunty Sango is not here yet!"
"Oh God! I keep forgetting about this stuff! When is she going to get here anyway!?" Kagome looked at her watch and she only had 20 min. until class starts. She was about to get pissed, but she cooled down when she heard a knock on the door. She opened it. "About time!"
"Sorry! But I slept in today!" Sango walked in to the kitchen. Shippo saw Sango and was speechless, Sango's hair was messed up....did she even comb her hair this morning?
"You do know you have a date later today!" Said Kagome.
"What?" Questioned Sango.
"You don't remember? Miroku asked you out yesterday to go on a date today, and you said 'I'll think about it' and then he left. So that means, a SPECIAL DATE FOR SANGO!!!!!!"
Sango was silent for a few min. to try and remember about the guy yesterday. She doesn't remember seeing his face but she does remember a guy talking to her about a date. Then she realized it. "OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! WHY ME!?" Screamed Sango.
"Hey! You're going to damage Shippo's ear drums if you don't pipe down! I think you damaged mine..." said Kagome. She put her finger in her ears to try and make sure it was alright. But she wasn't sure.
"Anyway, aren't you going to be late for school?"
"Huh?"
"I said, aren't you going to be late for school?"
"WHAT!? I CAN'T HEAR YOU!!"
"Never mind! Come on Shippo!"
"But I'm still eating my waffles!" Complained Shippo.
"Take it with you!" She grabbed Shippo's hand, who's free hand had a chocolate waffle in it, and then she grabbed Kagome's wrist and dragged them out of the apartment and into the car. Of course, they did locked the apartment door so don't worry about it.
Sango just pushed Kagome out of the car and drove off, making Kagome cough when the pile of smoke came out of Sango's car. Kagome was confused about that action.
"That was rude! She didn't even tell me why she did that!" Said Kagome
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"AH!! SCHOOL STARTED!! NO WONDER SHE DID THAT TO ME!!" She ran inside the school building as fast as she could. She hoped Inuyasha hasn't notice she was missing from her seat. She was running like she was in a marathon! When she got to the classroom, huffing and puffing at the door, Inuyasha wasn't in the classroom. Everybody in the class looked at her. "That was close!"
"I don't think so!" She turned around very slowly and saw the silver-haired Professor. "Please take your seat Kagome. Or that'll be another detention!" Kagome knew he was giving her a friendly warning. But the strange thing is, that's the first time he had said her name in a friendly way. She turned back to the class and took her seat.
Then Inuyasha sat in his desk and asked for EVERYBODY to pass their reports up. Kagome's report was really easy. She only had to put that she has been doing it for the past....6 YEARS! And she also wrote how she thinks she got pregnant because she doesn't know who the father is, or when and where she did it. She doesn't remember any of that. But then again, she could've got pregnant on a pill. But who knows!
Then, Inuyasha told them they have to write a essay on what they want to be when they graduate. But to Inuyasha, that doesn't sound right. His brain is probably not working right today. It turned out he forgot about that when he was reviewing something of science. It took a couple of hours to review it. And it was almost time to go.
"These kind of stuff might refresh your memory about elements of living things. Mono means one, di means two, and poly means many. When you actually do the experiment of finding the Monosaccharide, Disaccharide, and Polysaccharide you'll-"
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"Drat! Class is over, everyone is dismissed except for Kagome," said Inuyasha. Everyone got out of there seats and left Kagome all alone in the classroom. She just sat in her desk really quite and tried not to move any muscle. But she saw Inuyasha got his bag and walked over to her desk. "Come on! I'm taking you out to lunch for your detention."
"Lunch?" Questioned Kagome.
"Yeah! It is early out day, right? So I'm taking you out for lunch! Now, let's go!"
Actually, they didn't really have lunch together. They actually had coffee but they hardly drank it. They were too busy being silent while there's waitresses serving food and giving them their drinks.
Inuyasha saw Kagome's hands trembling on the table. But he didn't know why. So he used his hand to go on her's. She stopped trembling and looked at him straight in the eye. She didn't know what to say, but she thinks he's trying to hit on her or something. But she was only his student!
But then Kagome just had an image in her head. She put her hand on her head to try and concentrate but the images just kept coming. Or...are they memories?
The images/memories were about her drunk one night, she was at a hotel. Then some other guy who was also drunk, suddenly asked her to get a room. She barely saw the person...a guy with silver hair, and....golden eyes. That scared Kagome....really bad.
"You know...." The images in Kagome's head was gone and she found Inuyasha talking to her. "Ever since I met you, I've been having these dreams about I have met you six years ago. The dream was about me and you getting drunk at a hotel and had sex." He put a finger to his head and stratched it wondering why he told her that.
Kagome couldn't believe what she just heard. She realized something....that wasn't just a dream...it was real. She looked away from Inuyasha's face and stared at her coffee. Her eyes were widen when she heard Inuyasha said that. She removed her hand from his and Inuyasha was very puzzled on why she did that. He was only trying to give her comfort of what happened to her six years ago.
"Kagome....is something wrong?" Asked Inuyasha.
"You're...." She lift up her head slowly but not fully. If was high enough to see his chest. "You're the..." She lift up her head to look at Inuyasha fully in the eyes. "You're the...father of my child...." That was a shock to Inuyasha. He put his hand back to his side and looked at his coffee. Kagome started to have tears in her eyes...filled with pain.
Then...she just ran off. Letting the chair fall backwards and letting the coffee cup fall to the ground and break into pieces. Inuyasha was going to go after her but first, he left the money for tip and the other money for the broken coffee cup. Then he ran after her, but it was hard to keep up because it looked like she was running from her past.
While he was running he had to dodge some mothers with their kid and also dodging some carts from markets. He actually bumped into a mail man and let all the letters fly in the air. But he ignored that and continue to run after the hurtful girl who was running from her past just because she was scared. He knew who she was running from...him. He is her past.
He didn't care what got in the way, all it matters is trying to catch up to the run away girl.
Kagome slammed the door behind her and locked it. She leaned on her back against the door and fell to her knees. She couldn't believe it, Inuyasha is the father of her child. Why did she go back to school anyway? Of course, to get a college degree so she can actually get a job.
She then heard a door open and found Shippo standing in front of her. And Sango standing behind Shippo.
"Another bad day?" Asked Sango.
"Worse...I just found out something very important to me and Shippo. But I just ran away from it," said Kagome. But that's when she heard a knock on the door. She went back to her feet and unlocked the door and turned the knob. When she opened the door fully, she saw....Inuyasha. She was about to close it but Inuyasha's hand pushed the door back.
"Kagome...you can't run away from your past! You should deal with on what's happening now!!" Angered Inuyasha.
Kagome was getting angry and wanted him to leave. But, Shippo was there and she thought that he should meet his dad which he always wanted in the world. She turned to face Shippo and Inuyasha opened the door wide enough to see Sango and Shippo.
Kagome sighed. "Shippo....here's someone you always wanted to meet..." said Kagome. She walked over to him and put her hands on the side of his stomach to pick him up and put him in her arms. Kagome turned to Inuyasha and that made Shippo see him. "Meet....your....dad." She said slowly, trying not to scare Shippo and Sango.
"What....did you say?" Asked Sango.
"Inuyasha....is Shippo's dad." Answered Kagome.
Inuyasha didn't know what to say. This is actually the first time he met his son....but also known not to long ago. And he help created this child....he was the one who hurt Kagome. It was his fault that made her pregnant and raised a child and made her mother to kick her out. Everything is his fault.
Slowly, he walked to Shippo and patted him on the head. Shippo didn't say anything. Now that he met his dad, which he really wanted, what should he say?
"Um....are you....really my dad?" Asked Shippo. That was a bad greeting.
Inuyasha flinched but then forced a smile on his face. "Yes....I'm your dad," answered Inuyasha.
"Uh....my name is...Shippo. Uh..."
"Don't be afraid...he won't hurt you. Go ahead and give him a hug," said Kagome softly but the sound of her voice sounded like she was in pain.
But Shippo was overwhelmed with excitement, he just jumped into Inuaysha's arms, out of Kagome's arms....out of her mother's own arms. Inuyasha didn't know what to do, but he just gave him a hug for some reason. When Kagome saw that, she was hurt...she didn't know who was hurting her. It was either Shippo her own son, or Inuyasha the father of her child of whom she just met.
Kagome wanted to cry in front of them, but she was trying to fight back the tears and the pain which is approaching to her quickly. She quickly turned her body away from Inuyasha and Shippo and didn't noticed her body was now facing Sango now. Then a rapid of tears rolled down her cheeks and to the floor. She couldnt' stop...she knew people cried because of pain.
Sango saw that and put her hands on Kagome's shoulders. She put her forehead on her's and started to whisper to her so Inuyasha and Shippo can't hear.
"(It's okay....the pain will go away. You just need to forget about the past.)" Whispered Sango. Kagome gave her a nod which moved both of their heads. Sango lift her head off of Kagome's forehead and looked at Inuyasha. "Look....what's-your-name, I think it's time to leave. Kagome does have homework to do."
"Right!" Inuyasha put Shippo down on the floor and asked Sango for a piece of paper and pencil. He wrote down something on the paper, but he used the wall so he can write clear. He gave the pencil back to Sango when he was done, and stuck his hand out for Kagome to look at. Kagome took it and read it. It was an address to a house, his house? "If you need to talk about anything, just come over and we can talk."
"Get....out!" Said Kagome. Sango and Shippo looked at Kagome.
"What?" Questioned Inuyasha.
"I SAID GET OUT!! GET OUT!! GET OUT!! GET OUT!!!!!!!!!" Inuyasha was starting to get the idea Kagome doesn't want him there any longer so he just ran out of the room. Shippo was shocked when his own daddy just ran out of sight. Shippo started to question his mother.
"Why did you yell at him, mommy?" Asked Shippo.
The paper of his address was in her hands, she suddenly grew angry and used her hand to crush it. Clenching her fists angrily. "You'll understand when you're older Shippo," said Kagome. With that saying, she just walked to her room and locked it. Shippo was scared of her now.
"I never saw mom so angry before!" Said Shippo.
"It's the way life is Shippo. There's anger and love, anger turns to hate....and so does love if it stabs you in the back," explained Sango.
"I don't get it."
"Like what your mother said, you'll understand when you're older Shippo." She gave Shippo a big hug, like he was her son instead of Kagome's son.