Miyako/Hikari. The lost jogress pairing. And yet another thing I like and don't own. ;.;
Things I promise:
A) No insertion characters.
B) Hot girl/girl action (without the hot, or the action... sometimes without one of the girls too).
C) Random attempts to confuse and amaze.
-o-
Why didn't anyone tell me?
It's funny now.
I can still remember the day she finally broke down. Now that I think about it. It was the first day she slipped, and the wall she created to keep people around her at distance fell.
I have to admit, after Hawkmon was hurt, I wasn't paying that much attention to her, but that was the first day I felt her attention entirely on me. It was wonderful. Like sitting under a waterfall of pure light.
I still didn't understand yet.
Hikari was just a friend.
Then Hawkmon and Gatomon became one.
Hikari was slipping away from me. Ken and Hikari, who seem so alike, were both slipping away into the darkness. So I slapped her. I felt a little bad for hurting her, but I was much more afraid of losing her. I had to bring Hikari back to me, no matter what the cost.
I still didn't understand yet.
Hikari was just my friend.
Then High School started.
People were still getting Digimon everyday, so it wasn't unusual to have Hawkmon at school. In fact, in high school I grew away from Hikari. I focused on programing, my computer repair business, and boys. I'd meet Hikari on the weekends sometimes, so it didn't seem strange that the middle of the week dragged on so much. School was suppose to be the most boring part of the week. So I'd been hearing since the third grade.
I still didn't understand yet.
Hikari was just my old friend.
College was fun.
Hikari was almost always available, she even went to the same school as I did. Probably partially to avoid her older brother. We didn't get the same dorm room, but we were only two floors apart.
She was in the educational program, and I was in the tech school. Our classes tended not to be together, but our lunches were almost always.
She told me she was going to be a teacher.
I told her I was getting married.
I watched her break again.
I still didn't understand yet.
Hikari and I just hung out allot.
At the wedding, I wore white.
Mimi even flew in from the States. Sora and Yamato came as a pair. Everyone was there! It was practically the party of the decade. Food and drinks, with dancing and flowers. It was to be the perfect wedding.
But now, watching the tape, I see different things then what my memories tell me happened. I see Hikari's face smiling, but the smile not reaching her eyes. I see Mimi chewing on her napkin at the reception, glaring at Yamato anytime she thought no one was looking. I see the hollow, dead look in Daisuke's eyes, as he sits in the corner, what I remember as him just being a wallflower.
I still just didn't understand yet.
Hikari was just my Maid of Honor.
Even now, just going through twenty year old memories.
With everything going on, the danger in both worlds almost constant, I think I understand the truth now. All the darkness and evil in the world, and the one truth I should have remembered. The one thing that would make everything make sense was missing from me.
But it still feels too late.
Hikari just makes me happy.
Why didn't anyone tell me?