I'm sure you've already stumbled at least once on a fic in the beginning of which the author said, "please be gentle, english isn't my mother tongue and it's my first try at an english fic, please tell me if there are grammatical and/or spelling errors, thanks". Well, insert the exact same text here. I'm Belgian and usually write in French. Thanks.
Disclaimer: Don't own, never will, wish I did, especially Hao-sama.
Warning: Angst, slight yaoi/shônen-ai, don't remember which one.
They say that opposites attract, and I swear there isn't anyone more opposite to me. That explains everything, I guess.
I am the fire, the killer, the devil. He is the ice, the protector, the angel. But I am him and he is me. Whatever he says, we are and will always be one and the same.
I hate and am hated by everybody, while he loves and is loved back by everybody... and still we are one. And still I can't stop loving him.
As I'm supposed to hate everything and everybody but him... who I love... I guess he is supposed to love everything and everybody... but me... who he hates...
After all, we are opposites, ne?
And still I hope he does not hate me, because he can't truly hate anybody, that's just him. He says that everyone who can see the spirits cannot be entirely bad; and I can see spirits — I think he himself said once that he is sure even I have a good reason to do what I do, to be who I am, what I am.
And... he just isn't someone able to hate anybody. Even me.
So I keep on hoping that maybe, if I show him why I did what I did, why I do what I do, if I explain everything to him, if I tell him I don't hate him but the exact contrary...
... maybe he'll tell me he loves me as well.
Because he can hate someone almost as easily as I can love someone.
Well, I do. But him.
Ha. Now I'm back with my first and only fear in my whole three lives: that maybe he can't hate anyone but me, and does hate me.
But I don't really care. Anyway I'll end up taking him back.
Because he's my other half.
Because he is me.
And because I love him and he hates me, maybe.
Oh yeah, forgot: I never saw the French Mankin dub, only the 20th first mangas are translated yet in French and I don't read nor speak Japanese. So I never saw or read by myself what actually is with the other-half thing, I only read it in fanfictions. So if I just made a complete fool of myself (I seriously doubt of it, since I really didn't talk about it that much, but everything's possible), please tell me. Thanks for reading and even more for reviewing :D