hey everyone well first things first this will end up being a 1+2 story in other

words boyboy stuff so dont like it bite me^_^

this is my first gw story so please be kind. when your done please review

and if you flame me it will only be used to keep me and my muse warm.

Ooo and before i for get the song that goes with this story is by adema and

its called Giving In. and i dontown gw so dont sue me cuz all youll get is some pocket lent...

Now on with the story!!

~ will you walk me to the edge again

shaking, lonely, and i am drinking again

woke up tonight and no ones here with me

Im giving into you~

The bottles the knives are really all the friends i have that really know me not

these fake laughs and smiles i put up. With the bottle i can numb away everything.

The blood flowing down my arms calms me soo much. So many times i said i

would give it up so many time i give it up but i keep giving in. Quatre saw a bottle that

i so stupiedly left out and questined me about it.

(flashback

"Duo do you drink?" Quatre asked concern showing in his sea blue eyes he didnt like

alcohol very much and really didnt want one of his friends to drink it.

"A little yeah why do u ask?" Duo answered with a half smile and a small shrug.

"Because I really dont want you to drink it and let alone in my house so please if you must

drink please dont do it here, Ok?"

"Yeah Q-man", Dou said with a smile, "ill make sure not to do it here"

~like im really gonna stop just cuz he dont like it~

(end flashback)

Ohh well no point in thinking about that now i need to be happy tomorrows my birthday

maybe ill get to have some fun. Duo thought to himself all while drowning another tall glass

of vodka and puckers, picking himself off the ground of his secret hiding place and

walking back to the mansion.



Duo awakes already happy because its his bithday he goes downstairs and into the kitchen were he find a note.\par

Duo,

Went out with Trowa to the curcis. Heero and Wu Fei are working on their gundams soo everyone will be pretty late coming in

theres pancakes in the microwave for you. Dont wait up for us.



see ya later,

Quatre

Duo was taken aback by the fact that no one remembered his b-day. Ohh well he thought as he went upstairs to find his knife and

bottle of vodka

~Ok sorry its short but if enough people review (like 8) ill make the next one longer i promise sooo go on review ^_^