I don't own gundam wing never have never will so don't sue me unless all you want is pocket lent.

The next morning I took my after we had finished eating I took my time approaching the subject of Duos cutting. I sat him down in our room and just went with the flow of things.

"Duo," I began, "I don't want to beat around the bush so I'm going to just say it I know what you have been doing I…I know that you have been cutting."

The look that came across his face was one of sheer shock. His eyes looked like they were going to pop out of his skull.

"How did you"… He began but then stopped and looked like he was fight with in himself I guessing for letting himself slip and let me find out.

He looked up at me his eyes now blank a strange smile on his lips, and then just like that he began to cry. I took him into my arm and tried to sooth him.

"I… I'm… really… Sorry Heero." He breathed out between sobs. "I… I just didn't know what to do I just… Just felt so lost and I felt like I wasn't really alive anymore. I… I just really needed to know that I was."

"Shhh," I said to him, "I understand I really do, and that's why I want to help you work through this. I know it can be very addicting and it's hard to just stop and say you'll never do it again all at once so I'm not going to ask you to do that.

Duo looked up at Heero happy to know he had someone who truly loved him and who he truly loved. Yet at the moment he felt a bit too vulnerable and just had to get away he did not like when people saw him like this.

"Heero." Duo started meekly

"Yea Duo what is it." Heero replied.

"I really want to thank you for being there for me," Duo said while wiping his eyes, "but right now I just want to be alone I'm just not used to anyone seeing me like this and even with me crying and all I still wan to keep some pried." Duo finished with a small smile on his lips.

I nodded understanding how he felt, I bent my head a little kissed him and then told him before I left the room that I wanted his razors. He handed then over reluctantly like he was losing one of his best friends. I gave him another kiss then left him to his thoughts

Before I closed the door I said, " I love you and always will.

He gave me another small smile. "I love you too and you know that means your stuck with me right?"

"Yeah I know what have I gotten myself into." He laughed at that, I laughed a little to and then I shut the door hopeful that I could help him get over this and at the same time become even closer then we were before.

Hey everyone I'm really sorry I haven't updated for awhile but I have been very sick and have been in and out of the doctors ;; . Also I can't seem to find my muse for this story I think he walked out on me damn muse so this my be the last chapter but if you would really like to finish this I will try my best to pull something together that sounds good soo just leave a review saying what you want me to do