Take me under, (I'm killing all the pain)
I'm dying tonight, (I'm sick of all this pain)
Watch me crumble, (I'm killing all the pain)
I'm crying tonight, I'm giving into you
Giving In By: Abema
Two Years Later
Duo awoke very slowly, tired and hurting; opening his eyes alone was a great effort. Looking around the room he took in the sight of his new apartment. Clothes were everywhere, tons of vodka bottles were strewn about the floor and his lone razor blade sat nearby with blood drying on it.
"Why am I still alive? Why did I have to wake back up?" Duo said, sadness growing in his eyes.
'Nothing had turned out like it was supposed to. Even with all of Heero's help support and love, I just couldn't stop cutting. No matter how hard I tried, how much I wanted to, I just couldn't. After a year of putting up with me, I guess Heero had, had enough and one day just left without even saying good bye.'
Duo started to cry just thinking about it. "How could he just leave me like that? Couldn't he see that I was trying to stop?" Duo said to the empty room, as tears were now flowing freely down his already tear streaked faced. "Yet, I suppose in the end, I am always meant to be alone."
The more Duo thought about it, the more the need to cut was growing. It had been a year since Heero left and Duo decided it was time to put an end to everything, to stop this pain inside.
Reaching over the side of the bed, he grabbed the knife and stared at it.
'Soon no more pain ever.' He thought to himself as he slide the knife over his wrist. The pain he got was a rush, it had never felt like this before, so he slide the knife over his wrist again and again till he had about ten cuts on his arm, all deeper than the last.
With his eyes glazed, Duo stared at the blood as it flowed down his arm and fell into a crimson puddle on the floor. Duo's eyes begin to droop closed and things were starting to quiver and move as if the room was alive and spinning.
A thought arose in Duo's head about what was to come, but only one thought really stuck out. 'It's all over no more pain, no more me, no more anything.' And with that last thought, Duo drifted away into the blessed darkness.
Floating is what Duo felt as he drifted through the darkness in what felt like an eternity of bliss. But, before he could truly enjoy himself, he opened his eyes to a blinding white light. Closing his eyes again, then reopening them Duo tried to adjust to the bright light that was shining at him and figure out where he was.
When his eyes finally adjusted, he found himself in a large white hospital room, with no windows and machines everywhere.
"Damn." Duo breathed to himself, hating to be awake again plus on top of that, he felt like shit.
'What the fuck? I'm supposed to be back in my dark place floating, but nooo I'm back here in the real world feeling like shit and now they're probably gonna put me in a damn crazy house! Fuck who ever found me I swear I'm gonna rip there fucking heads off!!!'
Then the reality sunk in, that he was still alive and his pain was still gonna be there and Duo begin to cry.
'Why me? Why?'
Duo's pity on himself was cut short as the door to his room opened.
Wiping his eyes and looking up he was ready to fuss at the doctor. The person who stepped into the room wasn't the doctor.
Duo's eyes widen as he saw who the person was. "You." Was all he could say.
"Hello Duo."
Ok I know I haven't updated in a while and then I leave you with a cliffhanger bad Pixi but I will update soon I promise and it will be longer. Well the last thing I have to say is if you read it review it please, I love to hear what everyone thinks