After getting out of the car and walking up to the house that Duo would soon be sharing with Quatre and Trowa, he took out his key and unlocked the front door. Sliding his bag off his shoulder and onto the floor, he searched around for a light switch of some kind, to Duo's relief he found it right by the door.
Switching it on, light flowed through the whole room; finally letting Duo see what this first part of the house looked like.
It was nice sized living room with, as Duo looked farther into the house, a kitchen through the door way on the right and a bathroom through the door on the left.
Wanting to see more of the house, Duo walked up the stairs where a lone door stood and then another set of stairs.
Duo was just about to turn the knob, when a voice from behind it him stopped him.
"That's going to be my room."
Turning around, Duo looked to find the one person he did not want to see. Heero.
"What the hell are you doing here? What do you mean this is gonna be your room?" Duo said in a harsh tone, looking Heero straight into his blue eyes.
"Well," Heero began, trying to think of how to tell Duo what Q thought should be done, "Quatre thought it would be best to face the thing you're running from and just deal."
"Well Yuy, I have some news for you. I'm not the one who started to run first ya know!" Almost yelling now, Duo's thoughts began to turn frantic.
What the hell why would Q send him here now. What the hell could he be thinking? I can't just forgive him and get over my problems with him, even if I love him more than anything.
"I know Duo and I'm sorry that I left, but I thought it was for the best. You weren't getting any better while I was there. So I left, thinking maybe you would be better off without me there." Heero told him sadly, looking at Duo for any reaction out of Duo.
"Well that didn't help me, did it? You abandoned me and let me become even worse than I already was. You didn't care that I loved you and wanted you to help me. All you did was think of yourself and decided to leave me." Duo choked out.
He was so close to crying, but clamped down firmly on his emotions as they threatened to overwhelm him. I will not cry in front of him. I won't. I can't let him see me cry. I want to just be wrapped within his arms again, but I can't show him any weakness. I won't cry! I will Not Cry!
"Duo, I know I have been selfish, but that's why I'm here now. I know I can't take back what I did, but I want to try to be close to you again. I love you, Duo. I have always loved you. I couldn't bear to see you suffering, but I want to help you now. Quatre told me to stay here with you and them. We'll all be living here together, whether you like it or not. I am staying here with you. I won't leave you this time. I promise." Heero said, his eyes pleading to make Duo see that he meant every single word.
"You promised me last time that you would help me and you still left. Your promises are hollow Heero." Duo said softly, his control crumbling. His eyes starting to burn as the tears filled his eyes. He clamped his eyes tightly shut to stop them from slipping down his cheeks.
I thought I wouldn't cry but I guess I was just kidding myself. Tears flowed freely down his face, but he refused to look at Heero.
Heero moved towards him the ache, that built in his chest from seeing Duo this torn, hurt him to the core. He approached Duo and wrapped his arms around Duo, hugging him lightly so he could get away if he wanted to.
A few seconds past by and hesitantly Duo wrapped his arms around Heero and buried his face in his chest, letting the fabric soak up his tears.
Heero just held him knowing that when Duo came back to his right mind, he might pull away from Heero again. Heero decided he would enjoy this moment while it lasted.
And just as Heero thought, it was only a few moments before Duo pulled away, turned and walked up the stairs, tears still lightly flowing down his face.
Once up stairs and in his room, Duo shut and locked the door again breaking down.
I want him so bad, Duo thought as his body racked with tremors and he slid down the door. What do I do? I want to be in his arms again so bad, but I don't want to get hurt again.
The same familiar want to cut, came creeping up on Duo like so many times before, but he wanted this time to be different. He fought it. He was tired of everyone being so worried and if it meant giving up cutting for a while, he would try his best.
This will show everyone that I'm better and show Heero that I don't need him, no matter how much I want him. Duo's thoughts began totrail off at the last thought.
Planting his hand firmly on the floor he got up and headed to the bed. Striping off his clothes, down to his boxers, he then rolled back the covers and got into the bed, ready for much needed sleep.
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After a long day of moving things into the house, Quatre and Trowa were taking off their clothes and getting ready for bed.
"Quatre do you think it was a good idea to invite Heero to stay here? Don't you think that it should have been Duo's choice to want to see him again?" Trowa asked, not to sure of his blonde lover's choices.
"Well," Quatre started, "I think it was a good idea, simply because they would have had to face each other sooner or later and it's better to do it now since we're here and can stop anything bad that might happen." Quatre finished looking at Trowa.
"Well if you say so." Trowa said, still not too sure.
Sometimes Quatre needs to just back off, but maybe this will work, Trowa thought as he was folding the covers for the bed back. Like he said, we will be there to break up anything that might go bad, so maybe, just maybe it will work.
"It will work," Quatre cut in, "I know it will."
"You know I really wish you wouldn't read my thoughts." Trowa said, looking at Quatre on the other side of the bed.
"Well if you would just tell me everything, I wouldn't feel the need to find out what your really thinking." Quatre said matter-o-factly.
Trowa just looked at him, not sure what to say, so he just climbed into bed with Quatre. Turning off the light, they snuggled closer together, with Trowa's thoughts still circling around Duo and Heero.
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Umm hey every one sorry for the umm no updating...ness lol. Ive been away on vaction and this story is getting really hard to keep writing so it will be coming to a close as soon as possible (sorry). OO and before i forget umm half this story was done by my good friend and bete hells-angel8 ((HUGS))!! Ok enough of my rambling please review and tell mewhat ya think of this story i didnt get many reviews for the last few chapters so i dont kno what ya'll think soo please review.