Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter.
Summary: "Is love really for me? I blew my only chance for it. Now, he's probably off with some girl much prettier and funnier than me. I would be surprised if he hasn't forgotten about me. And I deserve it"
Author's Note: I'm so sorry that I haven't updated for so long...I just got a new computer and it took a while to set everything up. I'm glad you liked the first chapter. I didn't know it would be that good. Also, I changed Harry to Draco in the first chapter...I got some really great ideas for this fic that include Harry, sorry for any trouble with that...anyway start reading!!!
Chapter 2- The TalkLast Chapter-
A few months went by and our relationship was perfect. Everyone thought we were the cutest couple. We celebrated our one-year anniversary about a month ago. And now, today, I found out he cheated on me again with a girl named Sarah. I had met her before and I hated her from the start. This wasn't when Draco was going out with her. I just had a bad feeling about her.
This time, I broke up with him. It hurt me to do it, but I was more furious than anyone has ever been. Right after I told him we were breaking up, I ran away from him so I don't know what his reaction was. He might be happy, now he can go out with any other girl he wants.
My train of thought was interrupted by a shadow coming towards me. As the shadow comes closer, I realize it's a person. It's Draco.
"Hermione," he said. "We need to talk."
"I have nothing to talk about," I said, turning to face my back to Draco.
"But I do," Draco answered walking around me to face me. "I wasn't thinking when I went out with Sarah. I swear. And when I was going out with her, she cheated on me, too. I know what it feels like now. I'm sorry, I won't ever do it again."
"No you won't," I responded. "Because you won't go out with me ever again."
"Hermione, please," Draco pleaded. "I'm telling the truth. I love you."
"No you don't," I said, angrily now, standing up. "You always lie, you never loved me. If you did you wouldn't have cheated on me with that whore. I'm sorry I ever went out with you." I started walking away, into the woods.
"Hermione, come back," he called after me.
"I hate you!" I answered over my shoulder. In reality, I didn't hate him. I still loved him, but I knew that that love was dying. I was glad, too. I didn't want to hurt anymore. I didn't want to worry every second, wondering if he was cheating on me. Sure, he was a great boyfriend, but he always lied without me even noticing. But he was so sweet. But he cheated on me. But he said he was sorry. Well, at least I know it's going to take a long time getting over him. When I got to the edge of the woods, I looked back. Draco wasn't even there. "He's so shallow!!!!" I screamed out. I turned back towards the woods, took a deep breath, and entered them, crying.
"Repeat after me, I'm over him."
"I'm over him."
"I do not love him."
"I do not love him."
"Now, keep saying that every time you think about him."
"Ginny," I said. "I can't do this. Those are lies. I'm not over him. I still love him."
"Mione," the red head responded," if you keep saying that you are over him and you don't love him, you will eventually get over him. It works! I used that technique with Dean Thomas."
"Ok, I'll try it," I answered. I was in the Burrow after a long walk through the woods. Ginny was my best friend. She was always there for me, always giving advice and comforting me.
"Mione," Ginny broke the silence, "you need a night with the girls. What do you say me, you, Lav, Parvati, and Luna hang out together like we used to?"
"I'd like that," I answered. "I'm sorry I haven't had a lot of time for you and the girls. I've been so busy with Draco..." I said apologizing.
"It's totally ok, we understand," Ginny said. "Hey I know!"
"What?" I asked.
"Ok, here's my plan for the girls night out," Ginny said excited. "We'll go swimming from morning until like 5:00, then we'll take showers and get ready to go to the movies, then we'll sleep over someone's house and then, the next day, we'll go shopping."
"Wow, that was fast thinking," I answered, smiling. "But I like it, it'll be fun."
"Finally!" Ginny exclaimed. "You're smiling!! You need to smile more often...it'll attract lots of guys..."
"Oh Ginny, I don't think I'm going to trust another guy for a long time."
"See that Draco!!" she said, yelling into the air. "Now she'll never like a guy again!! You made her turn lesbian!"
"Ginny!!" I laughed. "Calm down...I'm not a lesbian. I'm just not ready for another guy right now."
"Oh good," she said, calm now. "So he didn't ruin everything."
"No, he didn't," I answered. "Anyway, when are we going to do this girls night out thing?"
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