Full
summary: Harry's 6th year with Voldemort being even more
powerful, Voldermorts followers being sorcerers and a new group of
bad guys. New powers, New ideas, New ways of thinking, More battles,
Deaths and injuries and much more.
This is my first
fanfic all reviews are welcome even the bad ones
thanx:P
In
his lonely room at number 4 Privet Drive sat a boy at a desk.
The boy looked to be about 14, He had shoulder-length jet black hair
that framed his well defined face and covered his lightning bolt
shaped scar; he had the beginnings of a beard, and he had intensely
bright emerald-green eyes. The scar on his forehead was the source of
his problems – after, of course, the one who put it there:
Voldemort.
When Harry got home from the long drive back from
Kings Cross Station, he went straight up to his room and locked
himself in there. The mourning process had begun. Just a few
weeks ago, Harry's closest link to a family had been taken away from
him: Sirius Black was killed. And he blamed himself.
Sure, he wasn't the one who had sent the curse at him; he wasn't the
one who had lied to get him there – but he had placed himself in
danger and Sirius responded to it, which ended in his life being
taken away from him.
'Why? Why was I so stupid, Hedwig?'
Harry asked, as he placed the owl's cage on top of his wardrobe.
As if in reply, Hedwig gave a soft, sad hoot.
'I should have
used the mirror! I should have stuck it out with the Occlumency
lessons. I should have let the Order handle things,' Harry said
exasperatedly to himself.
'Sirius died because of my
stupidity,' Harry thought to himself as he put his head in his hands
and sighed. 'Why me? All I ever wanted was to be normal,
but now with this prophecy hanging over my head I'll be even further
from it.' Harry sat there lost in thought for what felt like
hours, just thinking and drowning in his own self-pity and guilt,
until his aunt disrupted him from his thoughts.
'Dinner is
ready! If you're not down in two minutes, then we will let
Dudley have it,' she said through the door.
'Well, that must
mean that I'll have something respectable to eat, if she's
threatening that Dudley will have it!' Harry thought to himself as he
got up from his bed and went down to the kitchen to have a
surprisingly normal-looking portion of food.
Things went on
rather the same for Harry for the next few weeks. He would get
up at whatever time he felt like then he would go and have his
morning run then he would take a shower before getting some
breakfast. The rest of the day was spent either reading, or
blaming himself for all of the death he had caused and thinking of
Sirius. That is, except for every third day, when he would send
an owl to the order. On the forth week two days before his
birthday , however, his routine was broken as a brown,
pompous-looking tawny owl arrived. Harry had no clue as to who it was
from, so he carefully untied its note, and examined it for any
tampering, looking for what he didn't know, because if it had been
magically tampered with, he lacked the experience to judge.
The
note seemed okay, so Harry opened it and began to read, but he
couldn't get past the opening sentence. His eyes watered and a
lump had risen in his throat. The first sentence read:
'Last
will and testament of Sirius Orion Black'
Harry couldn't
bring himself to read any further. If he did then that would be
it: it would all be over with, and Sirius would be gone forever.
Harry sat looking at the piece of parchment for hours, but not really
seeing it; he was just thinking how unnecessary this was, were it not
for his stupidity. He was in such deep thought that he didn't
even hear when the door was knocked, or when his uncle shouted at
someone, or when Dudley let out a rather loud whimper.
"Ah,
I was wondering if you might have any difficulty reading that letter"
said an ancient voice that succeeded in disrupting Harry's chain of
thoughts. He whirled around quickly, reaching for his wand from
the desk that he was sitting at, to come face to face with the
headmaster of Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry, Albus
Dumbledore. Harry sighed with relief and put his wand away,
which Dumbledore chuckled at.
"Professor, what are you doing
here?" Harry asked, after getting over the initial shock of seeing
the esteemed headmaster in his room, and then getting over the
embarrassment when he remembered what had happened at the end of the
last school year in the headmaster's office when he lost his
temper. (He had been so angry at the old man that he had thrown
objects around and broken them; but that wasn't the worse thing: the
headmaster had cried over Harry's treatment and burden, which
really made him feel even worse later.)
"Well I had a few
things to discuss with you, and I wanted to see how you were coping.
I was informed of the will being sent out today, and thought it may
be a very hard time for you now" he replied with a sad tone.
"Have you read any of it yet, Harry?" Dumbledore asked
him.
"Only the first sentence," Harry answered honestly.
"If I read any more then it will be final, and I will have to
accept that there is no way back, he is truly gone" Harry said,
with tears brimming from his eyes; then he added as an afterthought,
"And it's all my fault."
"Harry, there is no point in
playing the 'blame game' as muggles call it. Everyone could
have a go and accept equal parts of the blame: me for withholding
information from you and ignoring you for a whole year; Professor
Snape for discontinuing your Occlumency lessons; Remus Lupin for not
stopping Sirius from helping the rescue; your friends for not
stopping you – it could go on forever" Dumbledore said. "He
died for a good cause, for the right cause, and doing the thing he
loved: looking out for his godson" the professor said, finishing
barely above a whisper.
Harry sighed. He knew Dumbledore
was right, and now it was time to face the facts. He nodded to
Dumbledore, who seemed to understand, and smiled back at him – with
a smile he had missed since the headmaster had avoided him all last
year, a smile that made Harry look to Dumbledore not as a great
leader, or a powerful wizard, or even a professor, but as family,
like a grandfather. He looked down at the letter and took a deep
breath before reading:
'Last Will and Testament of Sirius
Orion Black.
'I, Sirius Orion Black, being of sound mind
and body, hereby do name Harry James Potter, of the most ancient and
noble line of Potter,' (Harry chuckled at this despite the tears,)
'as the heir of the most ancient and noble line of Black. In
accordance with Wizarding Law, Harry James Potter will receive full
ownership of the Black family vaults when he is of legal wizarding
age – excluding vault number 723, whose ownership rights will be
received by one Remus J. Lupin. The property at the allotted
space in 12 Grimmauld Place, and all contents therein, will be
received by one Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore, to use as he
sees fit. The aforementioned Heir of the Black family will also
receive all contents held within the storage space within the UK
branch of Gringotts Wizarding Bank in Diagon Alley. So it has
been Written; so shall it be Done.'
Harry chuckled again
after finishing reading the will; trust Sirius to be over-dramatic,
even in his death! He scanned the will again before noticing
that there was another piece of parchment underneath it.
Curious, Harry looked up to Dumbledore to see if this was a common
occurrence with wizarding wills, and judging from the twinkle in his
eyes Harry guessed that it wasn't. But he had expected
something like this, so Harry took the second parchment and began
reading it. It was a letter from Sirius.
'Dear
Harry,
'If you are
reading this letter now, it means two things: I'm dead, and the war
is still raging on. And if the war is raging on, then chances
are that I died in service with the Order; and knowing you like I do,
then you're probably finding a way to blame yourself for my death.
But I want you to know that however I died, it was not your fault;
and that I died with you in mind, because ultimately I was fighting
for you, to take revenge on the Death Eaters and the Dark Lord for
the life that they prevented you from having. I can assure you
that if I died in a battle, then I died doing what I loved, and that
is what truly matters.
'Now enough about death! I think
it's far too over-rated. In the words of a great man and an
even better friend, 'Death is only the next great adventure.'
Now on to the good bits.
'I was planning on giving you this on
your seventeenth birthday, but obviously I can't. But inside
my private vault you will find a deed to a plot of land. It's
yours, or more specifically it belongs to 'the most ancient and noble
line of Potters.' That's right, you guessed it, the deed is for
where your childhood home was, Godric's Hollow.
'Secondly, I
want you to know, even if I never did get the courage to say it to
you: I love you, Harry. From the day you were born, I couldn't
get enough of you. I was amazed that James and Lily could make
something so perfect. I know I haven't been around for long,
but even if I didn't know you, all I would need to know is that you
are the son of Lily and James Potter to know that you are a great
wizard, and an even better person, and also a prankster and
rule-breaker at heart.
'This brings me to the next order of
business: in the same vault as the deeds, you will find a few books
that the Marauders compiled (with some of the more ingenious spells
and potions and such, like the animagus transformation). I was
hoping to show you myself one day, but it seems time caught up with
me.
'To bring this letter to a close, I ask of you two
things to honour the dead: the first is to make sure that you live
your life, have a little fun, and try and act your age for once.
I know it may be a little hard given the circumstances, but try.
The second is not to mourn my death, but rather to celebrate my
life.
'With much love forever and more,
'Sirius Black.'
After Harry had finished the letter he
sat in thought, letting what Sirius told him roll around in his
mind. 'Not your fault,' 'don't mourn my death, celebrate my
life.' It took the clearing of a throat for Harry to remember
that Dumbledore was still in the room. Harry looked to
Dumbledore to see him smiling his grandfatherly smile again, with
that twinkle in his eyes also. But something else was there
too; what was that, was it pride? Was there pride in the old
headmaster's eyes for Harry?
'Was it as bad as you thought,
Harry?' the old man asked softly.
'No, it actually helped a
lot; I don't think there is anything that can be said that will take
away all of the guilt – but I do feel ...' Harry began to reply
but stopped. He didn't quite know how to put into words how he
felt, but he did know he felt better and more accepting of the fact
that Sirius wasn't going to be coming back. Dumbledore seemed
to understand what he meant, because he simply nodded his
understanding.
It was then that Harry realised that the
professor had come here to discuss a few things with Harry, and when
he mentioned this to the old headmaster he chuckled and replied, 'Ah
yes, I do tend to stray off topic every now and then; though I do
believe this is the first time I have strayed off topic before I even
got onto it!' He smiled at Harry and then began talking once
more.
"The first thing I am going to discuss with you may be
a little shocking, so please just bear with me. It is very
important, and a little difficult to understand" Dumbledore began
with amusement written all over his face.
'This can't be
good,' Harry thought to himself.
"Okay, professor. So
what is it?" Harry prompted when the headmaster wouldn't
continue.
"Harry, do you know about sorcerers?" Dumbledore
asked.
Whatever Harry had been expecting, this most certainly
wasn't it. It didn't seem embarrassing at all, but then again
Dumbledore was a strange man, so this could lead to anything.
'No,
all I know is that you are one, and so is Voldemort,' Harry
replied.
'That's correct – though Voldemort and his
supporters acquired the level of sorcery from transformations,
whereas I grew into mine.
"You mean Voldermorts followers
are all sorcerers?" asked Harry in surprise
"Yes Harry
everyone of Voldermorts followers is a sorcerer because they hold
great powers Harry which means that the Wizarding world is in great
danger" said Dumbledore "It also means that Voldemort is more
powerful than any sorcerer because he always has to be more powerful
than his supporters." Harry looked at Dumbledore's sad expression
before falling backwards onto his bed.
"You mean that there
is about a hundred sorcerers on Voldermorts side and Voldemort is
more powerful than all of them?" asked Harry with a
sigh
"Unfortunately yes Voldemort has great power now and I
am afraid he might be strong enough to take over the wizarding world"
said Dumbledore with a sad nod
Harry looked up at Dumbledore
and shook his head saying "But what's this got to do with
me?"
"Harry you can turn the tide of this war you can help
the so called 'light side' if you choose" Dumbledore looked sad
and he had a tear running down his cheek "Harry you can make us win
this war"
These words stuck Harry hard and he looked out the
window for what seemed like hours before he said "I wish I could
help Dumbledore but there's nothing special about me all I do is
get the people I love killed?"
Dumbledore looked at Harry
sternly before saying "You do not get people killed, people fight
for you Harry and some of them die and the only thanks you can give
them is by blaming yourself, Harry you must understand people follow
you not because you the-boy-who-lived but because you Harry people
follow you because your strong and because you're a leader, You
think that you get people killed but if you weren't there the
people would die anyway the only difference is they wouldn't have
had anyone to follow. What I'm trying to say Harry is you give the
wizarding world hope."
"But I'm just a small soon to be
16 year old boys there' nothing special about me, I don't
understand how you expect me to stop Voldemort if not even you can do
it" said Harry with a hint of anger in his voice "You're the
greatest wizard alive and you want some teenager to kill the darkest
wizard ever?"
"Harry its your birthday in about 30 minutes
so I must go because something is going to happen to you on your
birthday and if I'm here will kill me." Said Dumbledore with a
twinkle in his eyes
"What's going to happen?" nagged
Harry
"I cant tell you there is no time" said Dumbledore
and he said a few spells around the room and said "there is an
unbreakable charm and some silencing charms around now so you wont
wake no one. No I must be off I will come back tomorrow to see if
your ok and then you will be leaving this house for good because the
protection runs out when your sixteen so you must be awake before 7
o'clock tomorrow good night Harry and good luck"
And with
that Dumbledore turned around and was gone with a 'crack' Harry
stared at the place Dumbledore was just moments before.
"What
was he on about, what's going to happen to me on my birthday?
Ahhwel there's no point thinking about the riddles Dumbledore comes
up with because they give you a headache" Harry thought to himself
so he sat down on his bed waiting.
The last 20 minutes dragged
by until finally it was a minute to midnight Harry thinking he was
smart took off all his cloths and
sat on his bed waiting for the last minute to go by but he looked at
the clock and noticed that it had stopped he looked at his watch and
noticed that it stopped then all of a sudden there was a flash of
white flames before Harry felt pain that was worse than the Cruciatus
Curse he was floating about 4 feet off the floor with white, silver,
black, gold and green lights flashing around him.
As the pain
was starting to die down Harry looked down and saw that the light
were coming from him he looked around and thought about how beautiful
it was before the pain came back more painful than before and Harry
saw a brilliant flash before he fell to the floor unconsciousWell
there's Chapter 1 hope you like it please review:P
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