Emma just wasn't sure. I mean, she had had 3 boyfriends in the past couple of years, which is a generous amount for a teenage girl, even a gorgeous one like Emma, but does that really mean that she's totally heterosexual? She knew it was normal for a young girl to question her sexuality. Emma was incredibly smart and good at making decisions; she usually weighed the pros and cons, the different factors, and then chose the best path. But when it came to choosing straight or gay she just wasn't sure. She had definitely been hot for Sean when they were dating. Those lips, his muscles; strong arms were most def a turn on. She loved being held by him, when he wrapped his arms around her. She liked guys, no doubt. But in the past week Emma had had three (3) sex dreams about Manny.
Of course she had always had silly makeout dreams about her; Emma had those about nearly everyone including JT, Toby and most of her teachers. But this week she had some hardcore fantasies about her best girl friend and it was a little unsettling. In the first one, Emma had been sitting on the couch in the student lobby when Manny had run into the room, yelled "It's all over!", straddled Emma and started kissing her. Emma didn't know what it meant, but that sex position had since become her favourite for masturbatory fantasies. The next two dreams had gotten progressively racier, involving a naked Manny and a naked-covered in chocolate Manny, with lots of licking.
So now Emma had to make a decision. Should she shy away from her new sexual desires or pounce on them the way Dream Manny had pounced on her. In real life, she and Manny had kissed only once. They were drunk at a party and somebody had yelled "kiss kiss!". Manny grabbed Emma's shoulders and pulled her into an embrace. Yeah she had enjoyed it and yeah she had been totally aroused but she had also been very drunk. She probably would have been aroused by sitting on a picket fence. Was it really worth it to risk their friendship? She just didn't know.