And I don't know how you do it

Making love, out of nothing at all

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

'Making love out of nothing at all? Over the past year, that's what I felt our relationship was. Emphasis on the nothing part. I hated it when I would have to call her at the last minute to cancel a date and be unable to tell her when I would be back because, frankly, I didn't even know. It wasn't like I deliberately kept my length of stay a secret. I honestly never knew when I would be back. I didn't want to give her "my" calculation, only to have to call and let her know that I was wrong. She told me that she wanted more. And more is good. I just had to tie up this last mission and then I could give her "more". I just didn't think that it would end up this way'.

Every time I see you all the rays of the sun

Are streaming through the waves in your hair;

And every star in the sky is taking aim

At your eyes like a spotlight,

'If I never thought our relationship would end this way, I definitely never would have imagined that it began the way it did. The first time I met Sarah MacKenzie, it was in Admiral Chegwidden's office. The sun filtering through the room, bounced off the highlights in her hair. She had a hell of a grip as she shook my hand and proclaimed, "MacKenzie", a steely look of determination in her dark brown eyes. And even though I had to maintain my professional façade, I fell instantly in love. Outwardly, you couldn't tell, I may have even acted a little bit more arrogant than I should have but, it was to cover the butterflies in the pit of my stomach'.

The beating of my heart is a drum, and it's lost

And it's looking for a rhythm like you

'Every time I saw Sarah, my heart started thudding in my chest. Sometimes it would beat so fast and loud, that I feared that she could hear it. Either that or else I would die of a coronary. It wasn't until we were in Sadik's shed that I realized her heart was beating just as fast. Whether it was out of fear for our situation or from being near me, I don't know. All I know is, that when she was holding me, my heart started beating in sync with hers'.

You can take the darkness from the pit of the night

And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright.

I've got to follow it, 'cause everything I know, well it's nothing till I give it to you.

'There was a time when I thought my heart would stop beating. During my "sessions" it would beat so hard that I started having chest pains. I wondered if that was how a heart attack felt. However, Sadik's men were good. They knew just how far to push me each time without killing me. They would taunt me by insinuating that once I was dead, that they would "enjoy" all that my "wife" had to offer. They would jeer and say that they would rip the child she carried out and replace it with a true Muslim child. Then they would proceed to electrocute me. After they dumped me back in the shack, seeing Sarah's worried look would only fuel my resolve to do everything I could to protect her, even if I had to fight death. When she would hold me, she became my beacon of light, guiding me out of the darkness. And sometimes, after my "sessions", it could be very dark indeed'.

I can make the run or stumble,

I can make the final block,

And I can make every tackle, at the sound of the whistle,

And I can make all the stadiums rock

'Things could be worse, I suppose. I could be dead. Or worse, I could be paralyzed for life. After rehab, I wasn't able to resume my active lifestyle. I miss playing the piano, although my traveling had always prevented me from playing it as much as I would have liked. Now that I have moved to this smaller apartment, I have the piano in storage. The movers couldn't have fit the grand through the doorway anyways. It hasn't been until a few months ago that I have been able to ride my horses, as well. Fortunately, the help at the stables have kept my Arabians, Shadow, who is black; and Molly, who is a chestnut, well exercised. When I got home from Kresge, I went out to the stables to say hello. The horses were happy to see me and I them. I did worry that I would never be able to ride again. My horses and I go way back. Competing with them in the '88 Olympics was one of the highlights of my life. Even though I never won a medal, the experience, alone, was worth it'.

I can make tonight forever

Or I can make it disappear by the dawn;

And I can make you every promise that has ever been made,

And I can make all your demons be gone.

'I wished my last night with Sarah could have lasted forever. Unfortunately, duty called. That night, I know that I made promises to her that I have made before but, I also made a promise to her that I hadn't promised before. And, though I never said it out loud, I promised her that I was leaving the Company behind. This had been my last mission that Kershaw and I agreed amicably on. He understood my desire for a life, even though he tried to persuade me to reconsider. I knew that if I were to ever have a chance of proposing to Sarah, I would have to give up the CIA. So, give it up, I did. However, now instead of returning to Sarah, I am "dead" and will have to go under even deeper to retrieve the information that Omar's contact had. Please forgive me, Sarah. I know of the demons you fight so hard to be free of and I tried so hard to be your knight in shining armor. Unfortunately, someone has given me rusty armor and I know that I have only added to those demons'.

But I'm never gonna make it without you,

Do you really want to see me crawl?

And I'm never gonna make it like you do,

Making love, out of nothing at all.

'Oh, God, how am I going to survive without her in my life? I was lonely and miserable before I met her. Now, I only want to die. To not be able to hold her; kiss her; make love to her, I don't know how I will cope. Thank you, Harrison Kershaw, you have screwed my life up completely. It wasn't enough that the Company took my father's life but, now mine as well. I only pray that Sarah will seek out Mother. The two can comfort each other. And maybe, just maybe, one day, I will be able to return. I only pray that Sarah will have faith and be waiting for me.

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

(making love)

Out of nothing at all

(making love)

As the song ends, Clay opens his eyes and looks up to see Harm and Sarah walk away. He turns off the radio and starts the ignition. The quiet hum of the engine fills the air. With one last, parting look, Clay whispers, "I love you, Sarah," and drives away.