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Chapter 19:

Regan's POV

I sat on the bench in the locker room and tried to get my mind on my up coming match with Ivory. I was just three days shy of my Raw debut. I ran my hands back through my dark brown hair and sighed. I was thinking of him.

I missed him so much. Why couldn't he understand? Why didn't he get the fact that Shane and I were just friends? Why did he have to be so stubborn? Why did I have to fall in love with him? Why couldn't I get him out if my mind? Why? "Regan? Regan?" I snapped back to reality and found myself looking into a pair of brown eyes. "You seem a million miles away?"

"I was just thinking."

"About Jay?"

I nodded. "Yeah, I just can't get him off my mind. I keep seeing the look on his face when I picked Shane over him." I looked deep into Trish's eyes. "I think I really hurt him."

"Oh, Reg." Trish cooed wrapping her arms around me. "He hurt you too. He shouldn't have made you choose."

"Everything was going so well, how did this happen? I could feel the tears filling up in my eyes. "Trish, I loved him so much." Trish gave me another hug. "I can't believe he didn't even show up for the show tonight, all because of me."

"It'll be okay, Regan. I'm here for you and so is Shane. We'll both help you through this."

"Thanks." I glanced at my watch. "I got to run. It's just about time for my match."

"Good luck." Trish said giving me a warm smile. "Break a leg."

I smiled back and headed towards the entrance ramp. Ivory was already on her way to the ring. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "I love you, Regan." I smiled. "I love you too, Jay." I opened my eyes, why couldn't I get Jay out of my mind. The stagehand gave me the cue and I hit the ramp and headed towards the ring. The crowd was cheering loudly. I took another deep breath, Okay Lawler, concentrate. Come Monday night your gonna be on TV. Concentrate, don't blow this.

I hopped into the ring and was immediately blindsided by Ivory. She threw me into a corner and began to deliver some right hands. "Counter," she whispered. I grabbed her arms and spun her around into the corner. The match continued without a hitch. Ivory continued to give me the plays and I followed. I hit her with a DDT. "Up top" I nodded and headed up to the top rope. Ivory stood up and ran at me. I saw her coming and prepared to do a backflip off the top rope. I looked out into the crowd. My heart began to beat faster. There in the front row was Jay. I blinked and looked again. My heart sank when I realized it wasn't Jay, just some random fan. I suddenly realized that Ivory was heading my way, so I jumped off the top rope, right over her head. My feet hit the ground, but I felt a pop in my knee. My leg began to buckle and I could feel myself slowly sinking to the ground. Ivory turned to me, slightly concerned. "What's wrong?"

"My knee. Something's wrong with my knee."

"Roll me up." Ivory stalked towards me and I reached up and pulled her down, rolling her up for the pin fall. I tried to stand, but couldn't. I felt my heart sink again. It was all over.

A/N Sorry for the delay and the kinda sucky chapter. Number 20 will be so much better. Thanks all, please review and rock on!