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to Cellardoor: I love that song too, I love the lyrics of that song. But as usual I forget the disclaimers. I always do that...can't help it!

When she returned from their dinner, she knew a whole lot more about him, she wasn't sure wheter she liked that part.

He let some complete stranger into his home just because he felt, the guy needed it.

It's nice but she also thought it was kind of dangerous...what if he was some kind of psychopathic killer?

She knew that she was talking crazy, Chris wasn't the kind of person who would do something like that, he wouldn't let somebody enter his home when he knew it would be dangerous.

Apperently Chris had been right, the guy is one of his best friends right now.

He says, he's the most reliable,nice and trustworthy guy he has ever met.

She loves him for that, for his kindness...actually, she's starting to love all of him.

"I think I may have loved you"

I know I did, I still do. He's the one I love and probably always love.

I don't know if I'll ever be able to love another, but he betrayed me and he left without any notice, he left me here dealing with all these emotions. I never meant to say those words on the phone, I wish I could've told him in person, I was ready for it.

I was ready to say those words but before I got a chance he decided to leave.

The diner went different then she expected, she wasn't prepared on his question but in a way, she was.

He asked her if she would spent the weekend with him in Boulder.

She didn't know if she was ready but when she saw the expression on his face (and the expression on Francis's face, who was standing behind him in a corner of the restaurant, trying to be invisible)

She knew she couldn't say no.

And that's why she's here, sitting on the bus next to Chris sinking away in her thoughts, an hour before her arrivel.

"You seem a little nervous"

"No...I'm fine, just thinking"

"About what?"

"Nothing"

The truth was, it wasn't nothing, it was everything.

Falling in love again felt like she betrayed Jess all over again, she still wasn't over him. A part of her was still wandering of what they might have had if things went different.

It wasn't fair to Chris to have these feelings but on the other hand, she had to stop it.

Jess was gone and he was never coming back, she would never see him again.

When was it I fell in love with him? The first time I met him, the first time we discussed a book, when he outbit Dean? I don't know, cause the truth is that I can't picture a time when I wasn't in love with him. I never thought or even hoped that I could find someone to love that would love me back unconditionally.

She never thought she would be the one to say "I'm sorry", she never thought that she would be the one of all people to bring him down.

Sometimes when she lays in the dark, she wonders if he ever thinks of her.

"Rory is everything okay?"

"Huh...what?"

"Is everything okay, you're not nervous are you?"

"No, no, I was just...I was just thinking."

"What were you thinking about?"

"This"

Her lips softly brushed his and she mumbeled an I love you against his lips, words he repeated sheepish.

"We're here"

Yes they were, they finally arrived in Boulder, a little town near Denver. A town that would make a chance in her life, a dramatic chance.

Maybe too soon, maybe too late.