I apologize to all who thought my poem to be confusing. It was my first one and it formatted different then I had hoped it would. This one is a bit deeper, and once again it's about Beast Boy. I'm a big BB fan and I like to give him his shine whenever I can. I think you'll like this one.

Love equals Death

If I'm gone would they cry?

Would they even miss me?

I still remember the day that

When the sky was misty.

As the rain drops hit the window

My life was losing meaning

I remember screaming the first time

The knife pierced my skin.

But then it got better and easier to do

I wouldn't scream or even flinch

When I would run the blade through

My flesh it felt more like Raven's pinch.

Had it really gone this far?

My flesh used to be a clean canvass

But now it's painted with scars.

My seats, sheets, and bathroom

Is all stained crimson red.

And every time I cut myself

I can see her in my head.

Her golden locks waving back and forth,

Blowing in the wind

I pushed her away she's gone because of me

Because of her one sin.

I cast the first stone.

I...treated her like dirt.

I didn't think that all these years

That losing her would hurt.

I don't see why I live this way

Or why I live at all.

When I feel depressed like this

There's no Terra to call.

I sent her to her death.

And now I must repay.

The cost of the lost titan

And give my life away.

I don't think that Cy will miss me.

Raven has her books.

Starfire always has Robin.

And Robin has his looks.

Beast Boy...I mean I have nothing

But a broken heart.

And the life I could have had with her

Is forever torn apart.

I'm sorry that I played the Pharisee

And pretended I was perfect.

But in the end intolerance cost you your life.

For all this was it worth it?

I could have told you "it was alright."

And "Terra you're forgiven"

But instead I said "you have no friends"

But inside I couldn't go on living.

I tried the jokes and games with Cy

The Raven meditations.

I tried to eat my problems away

But there was only condemnation.

You were more to me then just a friend.

You were some one I could trust.

When I touched you the first time

I thought my heart would bust.

This is the only way to live

But first I have to die.

I can't pretend that I'm okay.

I'm not happy living a lie.

I made a mistake but I'll make amines

By making one final cut.

There it's done, nothing different

Other then watching my vein erupt.

So this is what it looks like.

When you finally end it all.

As ship pulls into to harbor.

You can hear the angels call.

I don't think that I can sit up.

I'm losing tons of blood.

It has covered my floor and sheets again

It's vastness just like mud.

Raven...wait don't come in.

I didn't want you to see.

Don't cry, but all of this

Was somehow meant to be.

I think this is the last time

That I'll see your face.

Tell Robin that he was a great leader

And Starfire has good taste.

Tell Cyborg...that he was my friend

And closer than my brother.

Raven...just...tell Raven...

That...I love...her.

THE END...